Dedicated to Kraffty

Hello stranger;

Love ruined me
They said never give your all to a man
They told me
They warned me
They advised me
But I didn't heed

I was so blinded by love
Or could it be infuation?
Because love cannot hurt
But this love hurt me

It left me shattered
It left me broken
It left me in pain
It left me with scars
It left me with bitterness

People say when you fall you rise again
But I've fallen way too down to rise again
People say when your heart is left shattered,you pick up the broken pieces and mend it back
But my heart is shattered,
way beyond repair.

If only I had known
If only I had could turn back the hands of the clock
If only I had listened
Perhaps I wouldn't be the broken person I have become.

They told me that marriage is not a bed of roses
They told me to think it all through
I was blinded
I couldn't wait to become a Mrs.
I couldn't wait for a ring on my finger.
I couldn't wait to have the grandest wedding

Now, I'm a Mrs.
I had the grandest wedding
It was the most talked about gist for weeks
That was what I wanted
And now I've gotten it
Regretting every bit of it

On the outside, we're that perfect family
Girls wish their marriage like mine
If only they knew, what I face
If only they knew how I felt
If only they knew how I regret it
If only they could take a look inside

I had the grandest wedding
But did I have the grandest marriage?
I had the best of the best ring
But does it symbolises what it stands for?
Now, I'm a Mrs
But is there any difference?

Young girls
Young adults
You,Yes you reading this
This is the story of my life
My life is not as how the media portray me to be
Because I'm broken
Shattered and I've fallen

I would have love to tell you more
But the monster is coming.
Maybe next time, I would tell y'all
From the little I said
I hope you learnt something

I don't need to tell you who I am
For Now,it's best it remains that way
It was fun pouring it all out
Make a promise,don't tell any one
I can hear the monster's footstep
Aurevoir people
Till we meet again