We can't just let it end there, right? Here are some bonus sneak peeks on how Bennie and Azzie are doing as a couple. Enjoy!

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[ AZLIN'S LOG ]

On one interview during the promotion of his new movie, Ben is finally asked the golden question. And he answered it truthfully without any second thoughts. As expected, my phone blew up again with notifications (the issue had already died down two months ago), but this time, even my relatives contacted me, wanting to hear the confirmation from me themselves. My God, what a crazy way to start December.

Our first public display of relationship. It took him a lot of effort to convince me because it's basically the official confirmation of my identity as Ben's girlfriend, and I felt uncomfortable with the idea of not knowing how the public would react. But he won me over when he said we hadn't seen each other for four months and that he just wanted to "take me out on a date and show me off to the world as I deserved."

As expected, many people approached us and asked to take a picture with Ben, but what surprised me is how sweet his fans were to me as well, and some even asked me to be in the picture with them. I enjoyed our first public date more than I expected, and I wouldn't ever forget that look of genuine happiness in his eyes the whole time. 10/10 would definitely do it again.

Ben asked me to help him rehearse his lines for his new movie. I told him I had no idea how to act and could only read in an almost monotonous voice, but he insisted. Turns out, he only wanted to rehearse the kissing scenes. AND he wanted to do it in the bed. I swear to God, his cheeky ass doesn't have limits.

That one time I visited Ben on set. I brought him food, gave him love and support-- you know, sweet girlfriend things. After a few hours, he's suddenly gone and I found out from the crew he already left. I called, he said he thought I already left an hour ago. He had to come back for me. I WAS NOT AMUSED. All the time I was thinking of 25 different ways he'll beg for mercy once we get home, and that look on his face deadass made it obvious that he well knew what was coming for him.

I'm not sure if Ben would like me telling you this, but he may try to look tough and serious most of the time but deep inside, he's actually a big softie. He constantly seeks love and attention and likes to cuddle every moment he could get, and I love the fact that he's not afraid to be sweet to me even in front of friends or in public. I used to be afraid of what people would think about our relationship, but Ben made all that fear disappear. Now, all that matters to me is him.

My studio opening night! It's such an amazing accomplishment to finally have my very own studio (it was quite an investment, but definitely worth it), and even more amazing that Ben was able to be there with me to celebrate. Cher, Joe, and Gwilym were even there too! Of course, Ben didn't fail to remind me of the deal we made a few months ago. Looks like I'll be coming to London soon!

Ben is not a selfie kind of guy, but for some reason he likes to be my personal photographer whenever I'm working. when he knows I'm too busy to give him attention, he'll wander around the studio and watch me work, occupying himself by following me with a camera . Although sometimes I don't know anymore if he's actually photographing my art, or my ass.

Our first trip to London together! As we've agreed, Ben brought me with him to London in February. It felt very much like our romantic getaway. As agreed, Ben served as my personal tour guide and showed me to many different places, and I was just happy to finally see his home. I'm not sure yet how long I'm staying, but I'm starting to love it here.

I finally met the other love of Ben's life, Frankie! (No offense to you, Joe) I feel like she's always secretly judging me with her side eyes, but she also always showers me with kisses. She's like her father in so many ways. You just need to shower them with love and affection and enough belly rubs and they'll be happily cuddling you 'til they sleep.

Ben brought me to Sherborne where he grew up. Such a lovely place. It felt so refreshing and nice to be away from the urban life even just for a while. We could walk around freely without people recognizing us, and we even got to hang out with some of his friends and relatives!

However, Ben did keep on complaining about the sun being too hot. If the sun was cold, we'd all be dead, Bennie. Next time, please remind me to bring sunscreen for your whiny ass.

International flights have been suspended due to the pandemic. Looks like I'll be stuck here in London for now. And Ben is definitely stoked at the idea of being able to keep me with him for longer. For now, I guess me, Ben, and Frankie will be a happy little family in our humble abode, and to be honest I have no complaints as well. Also, I think Ben and Frankie cuddling in bed is officially the cutest thing in the world.

Will update you soon once everything settles down.

Much Love,

Azzie, Bennie, & Frankie

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