───☪❀I ruined everything☪❀───

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Jungkook's heart plummeted at the news, his hand trembling slightly as he held the phone to his ear. The words seemed to hang in the air, heavy with implications he wasn't ready to face. Taehyung, admitted to the hospital? A rush of worry flooded his veins, mixing with the remnants of the dream that still clung to his thoughts.

"Mrs. Kim, what happened?" Jungkook asked, his voice tight with concern. His mind raced with possibilities, each more terrifying than the last.

There was a heavy pause on the other end of the line, the silence stretching out like an endless chasm of uncertainty. When Mrs. Kim finally spoke, her voice was strained, carrying the weight of untold pain.

"I-It's Tae-Taehyung... he... he attempted..." Her words faltered, breaking like fragile glass against the harsh reality of the situation. Jungkook's breath caught in his throat, the air suddenly too thin to breathe.

"A-attempted what?" Jungkook pressed, his heart pounding against his ribs as he braced himself for the answer.

There was another pause, a pregnant moment of hesitation before Mrs. Kim spoke again, her voice barely above a whisper.

"He attem-attempted to take his own life."

The words hit Jungkook like a physical blow, knocking the breath from his lungs and leaving him reeling in shock. Taehyung, his Taehyung, battling demons that he had never even suspected. The weight of guilt settled heavy in Jungkook's chest, suffocating him with the knowledge that he hadn't seen the signs, hadn't been there when Taehyung needed him most.

"I... I'm on my way," Jungkook managed to choke out, his voice thick with emotion. He didn't wait for a response before ending the call, his mind already racing ahead to the hospital where Taehyung lay.

As he hurried through the empty streets, the world around him seemed to blur into a hazy fog of worry and regret. Images from the dream flickered through his mind, taunting him with their eerie resemblance to reality. But this time, there would be no waking up to find Taehyung safe in his arms. This time, the danger was all too real, and Jungkook couldn't shake the feeling that he was running out of time.

When he finally reached the hospital, his heart was pounding so loudly in his ears that he could barely hear the receptionist's greeting. He gave his name in a daze, barely registering the directions to Taehyung's room as he made his way through the maze of corridors.

Suddenly on one turn he noticed a familiar woman waiting outside a ICU, her face buried in her dry palm, a man standing next to her, face painted with dried tears and hands folded against his chest.

"M-mr. and Mrs. Kim!" Jungkook went running towards them feet dizzy from all the pressure they took till now.

"How is he-"

"H-his condition i-is stable now, the doctors are doing their final che-checkup, you can meet him later if yo-you want to..." Mr. Kim uttered as his wife looked like a soulless body, so moving her mouth to respond was beyond her capability for now. But soon they heard the doctors shouting, more like convincing someone

Jungkook and Mr. Kim ran towards Tae's room, witnessing the doctors struggling to calm a panicked Taehyung.

"I-I am SORRY! I-I di-did noth-nothing pl-please am FINE-Fine! I didn't D-do anything, am fine AM Sorry LEAVE me-ME alONe!" Taehyung kept on blabbering trying to crouch and move away from the doctors, fear was visibly dripping from his eyes, all the wires attached to him were loosening.

Jungkook wasted no time and sprinted towards Tae, but in his haste, Tae failed to realize who it was. Taehyung, unaware of Jungkook's identity, instinctively attempted to push him away..

"Do-Don't COME NEAR ME! Am sorry!-"

"TaeTae its' me! Its Your Kookie!!" Jungkook whispered, his voice trembling, as he shook Taehyung gently in a desperate attempt to calm him. But as Taehyung finally recognized him and they embraced, Jungkook couldn't suppress his tears. Instead of bringing comfort, he felt like he was only causing more harm. He saw himself as a failure, his only wish to see Taehyung smile now shattered as he struggled not to further unsettle the already broken whitehead before him.

"Fuckk I ruined everything" is all Jungkook thought.

As silent tears trickled down his cheeks, Taehyung pressed a trembling finger against his lips, desperately trying to silence the anguish welling up inside him. His strange behavior sent shockwaves through the room, leaving Mr. and Mrs. Kim stunned and bewildered. Mrs. Kim crumbled to the ground, overcome with sorrow, as she struggled to comprehend what had gone so terribly wrong. Her heart shattered at the sight of her son, a shadow of his former self, lost in a world of pain and darkness she could not reach.

As Mrs. Kim tried to approach Tae, he recoiled away from her to mumbling strings apologies and words which she couldn't comprehend.

"I-I am-am not an-angry T-Tae, I promise I won-won't say anything" Hyuna tenderly enveloped Tae in her arms, mindful not to add to the fear already consuming the fragile boy.

"A-am sorry mu-mumma for f-for being use-useless, I will! try my-my best n-now sorry! I will-will be a perfect boy I-I will act normal, w-will even cut my-my lon-long hair- Huh! I know I look like trash, I-I will bring g-good marks in ever-every subject I promise! You are wasting so much mo-money on m-me for s-stupid hospital bills its fine! I will payback everything!!" As Taehyung uttered quietly, a sad smile played on his lips, he found himself overwhelmed by a flood of despairing thoughts.

After witnessing all that unfolded, the doctors pleaded with everyone to grant the boy a moment alone, nestled in his bed. Taehyung obeyed the doctor's plea, his heart heavy with sorrow. He didn't wish to cause any more disturbance; he felt he had already shattered everything. He didn't want to cause further distress or offend anyone, especially not his Ko- Mr. Jeon. He feared his pathetic self had irreparably damaged everything.

"I'm worthless, I only bring trouble to people"

"I a am good to nothing weird faggot"

"Why didn't I die just..."

"I'm so useless, such a burden on this whole world, I ruined everything!"

"No Tae you are not!" Jungkook entered the room with a bouquet in his hand. 

Taehyung flinched at Jungkook's sudden voice "Jung-Mr. Jeo-jeon! ho-how can I help you? do-do you wan-want me to do anythin-anything?"

"Tae stop, I know life seems like a shit now, but am sorry, to suddenly reveal about my marriage so fast, I think I should postpon it-"

"NO! pl-please, I'm re-really sorry I beg you! I-it's my fault right?? w-what did I do thi-this time I promise I-I will fix everything, am sorry, please don-dont let m-my bullsh-shit affect yo-your life, I-I am really sorry! p-please get you-your" 

"Tae stop!" Jungkook shouted.

"Mr. Jeon, please promise me something. Promise me you'll marry your love, y-your childhood friend as decided, and that you won't let me meddle in your personal life. I'm just nobody to you," Taehyung murmured, his gaze fixed on the window as the moon disappeared behind the clouds.

"I" Jungkook began.

❛Both feel as though they've ruined everything.❜

───☪❀I ruined everything☪❀───

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