A/n PANIC! WAS SO AWESOME GODDAMN I WANT TO CRY

(Photo above was from the concert)/

" Fly me to to moooon. " Brendon sang, skipping across the stadium.

" Let me play among the stars. " you uttered quietly, not wanting to draw any attention.

After the duet yesterday, Brendon introduced you to Dallon Weekes, Kenneth Harris, and Spencer Smith. Sadly, Ryan Ross is not available.

You and the other four had an overnight at the hotel and in the room next to Panic!'s.

Bed positioning took a while, but it settled with you having the bed, Joe getting the couch, Pete and Patrick had to share the remaining bed, and Andy having the floor, which he said it was actually quite comfortable.

Now, they were getting ready for the show. Patrick and Brendon did  soundcheck from time to time and did some warm-ups or tuned their instruments with the others.

You on the other hand, were reading Six Of Crows by Leigh Bardugo.

(A/n Spoiler alert)

Currently in the book, your ship, along with four others, were halfway through a heist and they just finished climbing a tower. And since they haven't been caught yet, they decided to take a break atop and have some small talk.

Your ship, which is Inej and Kaz, had bit of time to themselves and pretty much tried to reassure and encourage each other. And when it came to the end of the conversation, Inej lifted a hand to Kaz's face. And it was also at this point you started to smile uncontrollably, in other words, you were fangirling.

But then after a few seconds, Inej dropped her hand, leaving Kaz, and the team continued on with the heist. After reading this, you dropped the book on your lap and groaned, 'Just kiss already.'

" You alright? " Patrick asked, coming up to you, settling his guitar by a wall in the process.

" Yeah. Its just that . . . " you trailed off.

" Its just what? "

" . . .  MAH SHIP. "

And you ended up explaining to Patrick the whole thing, like from how it started until the very latest you've read.

" Its gonna be alright, I'm sure one of them will confess before the end of the book. " Patrick awkwardly patted your back since he wasn't very familiar with these kind of things.

" I do hope so. But if my ship breaks, I'm suing. "

. . . . .

The concert was going to start in a few minutes and Fall Out Boy would be up first. Both the band and the crew rushed to their places.

You sneaked up to Patrick, who quietly hummed a tune, and told him good luck. He smiled and tipped his fedora in your direction, making you giggle.

Then he was gone with the other three as soon as the cue dropped.

" Hello New York! " Patrick shouted into his mic and they started playing Fourth Of July.

As the concert neared end, Patrick whispered something to the guys and they nodded their heads. Patrick went back to his mic and announced, " So this next song is going to be the last one before Panic! comes up and joins us. "

The crowd cheered.

" But before that, " Pete said, " We would like to introduce you to someone. "

" This person has been with us for a quite a while now, and us guys can't exactly forget this person. " Patrick continued, " This person became really close to us and we practically deem her as one of us. So here she is. "

Patrick looked at you pleadingly, mentioning for you to step forward.

Immediately, you panicked. You don't exactly like huge crowds staring at you.

" If you're not gonna go, I'm going. " Brendon said, walking up to your side.

" Go on for all I care. " you said.

" Alrighty then, its your loss! " Brendon strutted into the stage like the diva he is and the crowd went wild, " Thank you so much for the appreciation, Patrick! "

" Not you, dork. " Patrick punched his shoulder, " Where is she? "

" Alright, alright, I'll get her. " Brendon walked back towards you and you gave him a pleading look, "Brendon? What are you - "

Brendon quickly hoisted you up on his shoulder making you squeal and punch his back, which wasn't very effective.

He walked back into stage, not caring of your threats. " And here she is! " he shouted

" Brendon just put me down! " you shouted, making the crowd laugh a bit.

" Okay, okay. Geeez . . . " Brendon carefully placed you down beside Patrick.

" Guys, this is (Y/n). " Patrick said, ignoring your low-key pleads to go back, " (Y/n), say hi. "

" Hey man, I didn't agree to do this. " you said, after being handed a microphone by Joe.

" Well, its too late now. " Pete said.

" Yeah. Besides, I dont want my effort of carrying you all the way here to go to waste. " Brendon said.

" I didn't ask you to carry me, AND you carried me for like, a mere minute. "

The crowd laughed.

" Oh, don't you sass me GURL. " Brendon snapped his fingers in a Z formation. You respond by snapping even more. The audience was clearly enjoing the whole thing, smiles were plastered on each one of their faces.

" Okay, Okay. Ladies, you both win. " Patrick said, making the crowd snicker.

" Hmph! " Brendon 'sashayed' and went backstage. " Its not my time to perform yet anyway. "

Patrick laughed a bit and so did the audience, " So (Y/n)! How are you enjoying this so far? Despite Pete constantly stealing your share of the pizza. "

" Oh don't worry, I steal some of his share too. " you said.

" YOU DID WHAT? " Pete ripped the mic off the stand.

" Nothing! " you shouted, " Anyway, I am quite enjoying this trip. Thank you. "

" Daaaaaaawww, you're welcome! " Patrick then gave you a bear hug. You have to admit, Patrick hugs are the best.

" Ew, you guys are sweaty! " you squirmed, but nevertheless, tried to hug back without getting that much sweat, which made you look awkward because Patrick was practically drenched.

" Well, if you despise it . . .  C'mon guys! " Pete shouted and the other two followed. Now being hugged with three other sweaty guys, you as well, became drenched, but in their sweat.

" Guuuuuuuyys. This is so gross! " you said, getting another laugh from the audience.

After a few seconds, which seemed longer to you, they finally let go.

" Oh thank god. " you breathed, resting your hands on your knees. After you were able to get your breath back, Patrick grabbed your hand and raised it up.

" Why don't you give her some love? " he shouted, and the audience cheered, leaving you happy that the crowd actually gave you a positive reaction.

. . . . .

(A/n Another spoiler alert)

You managed to finish your book right before the boys came back. The book left you a cliffhanger and the thing that left you really upset, was the fact that your ship broke.

In the book, when they successfully completed the heist, they escaped in a small ferry. During the boat ride, Kaz and Inej had a bit of conversation of her wanting to go and look for her family after she gets the money from their supplier. Kaz ends up confessing after asking her to stay with him instead.

You waited so long (not really) for this moment that you tried so hard to contain your smile. But that went down the trash when Inej didn't react the way you wanted.

After her rejection to Kaz, you had to put down the book and groaned for a few minutes before reading again.

Inej and Kaz didn't exactly speak until they got to their supplier. In which their supplier actually betrayed them and it got to a pretty heated fight.

In the end, Inej got captured by the supplier's men and Kaz vowed to get her back even if she won't accept him.

" How dare you do this to me! " you shouted at the ceiling, mentally cursing the author. Now you have to wait for a few months for the sequel.

You groaned again, but this time, it was while you were sliding off the couch to the floor.

" Do what? " Patrick peeped his head through the door of the tour bus, " Is it your book again? "

" Yeah. " you replied wearily.

" Well? " he asked, going inside and sitting next to you on the floor.

Again, you ended up explaining to Patrick until the guys came back after partying. And by then, you finished a finished a box of leftover pizza and half the tissue container. You and Patrick decided to escape when you realized the mess you made with the tissue.

So that night, Pete, Patrick, and Andy came back to a tour bus filled with tissue, while you and Patrick stayed with Panic!, afraid of their wrath, especially when you finished the pizza meant for Pete.

" PATRICK AND Y/N, YOU'RE BOTH DEAD! "

A/n Originally, my seat was really far, like at the very back.

But then Mom spoke to a college friend, who organized the whole thing, and she brought us down to the VIP section during break.

Then right before the performance, there was this dude who was asking questions and whoever got it right gets a special meet and get. But like everyone was shouting " BRENDON, BRENDON, BRENDON! " while he was talking. I mean, c'mon guys. I know you're all tired of being cramped in the arena for i don't know, four hours waiting for Panic! to finally perform (Because the whole concert was basically a compilation of bands playing one after another. Twin Pines, Elle King, Third Eye Blind, James Bay and The 1975 was there). But at least give the guy some respect and let him talk.

Anyway . . .

THEY DID A SHORT COVER OF 'ANY WAY YOU WANT IT' AND THEN THEY PLAYED THEIR BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY COVER, THEN EVERYONE LIT UP THEIR PHONES AND KENNY WAS SO EFFING COOL, PLAYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STAGE DURING THE GUITAR SOLO.

THEN THEY DEDICATED THIS IS GOSPEL TO SPENCER AND BRENDON BACKFLIPPED DURING MISS JACKSON AND I WRITE SINS.

DALLON KEPT ON HAIRFLIPPING. THEN BRENDON TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT, THEN MOM (she's also a Panic! fan) SHOUTED " TAKE OFF YOUR PANTS WHILE YOU'RE AT IT. "

THEY PLAYED VICTORIOUS LAST AND THE STAGE BLASTED CONFETTI FROM WHERE I'M AT WHEN THE SONG WAS ALMOST FINISHED.

I CAN'T GET OVER IT AND I AM STILL DEAF FROM ALL THE SCREAMING AND THE BASS BUT I HONESTLY DON'T CARE ANYMORE.

*sighs*

Man, it was such a ride. I want to go back.