All of it

None of that

None are real

And they will never be

Lists. Music. Speeches

Words. Papers. Books

Dances. People. Loneliness

It will never come

None of it

All of that lives in my head

And exist only in my head

And they will never leave

Cos I won't let them

Those things are never happening

None of them

And the fault is mine

Only mine.