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Nightmare G"l¢e¢

Goldbear's Pov:

I walked to the kitchen where Goldknight, Golden Jr, and Gold-Dread were sitting.
They didn't notice me...Well that's not a surprise..

I went over to the sink to wash my coffee mug. The other 3 were just watching the news. They were a lot older than me but still not as old as Nighty. For as long as i've known him, he's always been the same. It's quite funny. I'm the youngest and he's the oldest, but he's only comftable sharing things with me.

He's told me a lot about himself like how he had a "good" father. He said it was called 'tough love' and I can resist but just feel sad for him. He was told by his father that once he finds the chosen one then he can go back to his normal life....

I hope for that too....
That's why I decided to help him. He went back to college to get a better education when I was just starting. His mom previously had a relationship with my dad before they had him and they decided to separate. So we're kinda step brothers because my dad then had me with my mom.

It was a little confusing at first but we found that out months after becoming friends. He looks like he's changed but in reality he just wasn't as open as before. He's still the same...

But....if drinking that potion and helping him out is our solution for him, then I wouldn't mind doing this. He was really hesitant when I first suggested it CENTURIES ago.

Flashback:

"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have just told you all that..." he mumbled. "Relax, i'm actually glad you did..." I responded back as finally turned back to look at me.

"Really? Why?" he asked.
"Because now I know you're actually a living being! It seems you're in a rough spot though." I said.

"Yeah...I hate it..." he mumbled as he sat back on his bed. "But from what you're telling me is that you're body becomes this after drinking a substance?" I asked.

"Mhm. It'll only happen when you're from the gold side of the family tree. But it also only works if you've done something you would never forgive yourself for. I know we're from the same family and you're from the gold side but...I don't want you to be apart of it...." he said.

"Why not?" I asked.
"You can't die. You can't get attached to people. You can't....live a normal life...." he said saying the last one slowly.

"That's it?" I asked. "Huh?" Nighty asked clearly not expecting my response. "Maybe the 2nd one is pretty bad but you could still talk normally with other death god's right?" I asked.

He was clearly confused. "Uhhh...yeah? Why?" he said. "Then give me whatever substance you were talking about." I said without hesitation.

"What?! Goldbear, no! I don't want you to be a part of this curse too!" he said sounding desperate.

"And why would the other gold's part of it! Why can't I just help you!" I asked a little angry.

"They are there because-...wait...you want to...help me?" he asked pointing to himself.

"Of course! That's all i've been wanting to do this whole time! If finding the chosen death god will help you have a normal life again, then I want to help!" I said reassuring Nighty on my choice.

"B-but....I-.....Thank you...I don't know if you know what you've signed yourself up for...but....I need to know if you're really-"

"Listen. I'm fine with all of this. I've already made up my mind. Plus, i'd love to help my brother" I said giving him a hug.

"But we're not completely brothers...." he mumbled. "And? Step-brother, half brother, you're still my brother. Nothing's going to change that." he said before returning the hug."

Flashback End:

And that was the day I turned into a death god. The tiny sick sickness I had was bad but Nighty helped me through it. Nighty....Nighty Nighty Nighty....y'know...

It's a lot more catchier than saying his full name. Nightmare G-
"How long are you going to clean that cup?"

"Huh?" I asked looking behind me.
"Dude, you've been cleaning that cup for the last...10 minutes. I'm pretty sure that cup was clean around 9 minutes ago." Goldknight said.

"O-oh...I guess it is, huh?" I laughed nervously before drying my cup and pouring coffee into it. I sat down on the table and saw as they kept watching the TV.

They were talking about...us? They were calling us...Irredeemables?

I hate how they started calling us Irredeemables. It was a little girl who got killed...ouch...

This seemed like something Golden Jr or Goldknight would do...
"So which one of you did it." I asked casually knowing its happened sometimes. They just stayed silent....

Umm...
Before I could ask them again, I looked at the screen. I almost spat out my coffee when I saw.

"How are you feeling ma'm." the news reporter asked as our funder appeared on screen. "Why?! Why would they do such a thing?!" she screamed out sobbing.

"Isn't that-" Golden Jr screamed before Gold-Dread responded. "That's our funder! And we're being accused?!" he panicked.

"Who the hell did it?!" I asked panicking a bit myself. "I don't know! I didn't do it?!" Golden Jr screamed. "It wasn't me either-" Goldknight said before Gold-Dread shut him up.

"Look!" he said pointing at the TV again.
"This was our eye witness, Golden Fredbear. He said he had found the victim along with the mother-" The news reporter said before he covered the camera.

"Can you please not? The mother is already in pain, having this go local is only going to make it worse. If you keep this news report going then everyone will know how sick your compan-" he said before the TV news went offline.....

Golden.....
Golden...
Golden.
Wait...Golden!
That was my cousin! But what is he doing here?! Why did he look like that? He looks like-.....

Holy shit....is he the chos-
"Hey Golden Jr! We found who was named Golden first!" Gold-Dread said completely ignoring everything else....

"Guys!...Do you know what this means?" I asked them. They all looked at me clueless.

"If our funder thinks WE killed HER daughter, what do you think she's going to do? She's going to stop giving us funds!" I said before the others finally realized that it was true.

...Fuck...

Nightmare G"l¢e¢'s Pov:

This morning was quite....interesting. Goldbear said I really shouldn't work today. What does he know?

He said he would take care of things but I don't think I could even take a break. I don't know why I get so much anxiety when I don't do something....

I haven't talked to the others in a long time. Even though we're all golden bears, we don't talk to each other. Or maybe it's just me....
Nevermind, I should get back to work...

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.......y'know what, fuck work right now....
I stood up from my seat and went over to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror, I realized I looked like shit...actually when don't I look like shit?

I decided to just walk out of my room. I heard laughter coming from the kitchen...ok?

I started making my way to the kitchen but decided to stay outside the door just incase.
"You know it's true!" I heard one of the bears say.

"Well...yeah, but...." That voice I immediately recognized as Goldbear's before someone else interrupted him. "Just admit that Night's a fucking pussy!" he said as the others began laughing.

"He's not. he just..."
"See! You can't even find a reason to defend him!" one of the others said. Wow....isn't family just great...Families are all just stupid...Nothing's good has come out of families....

"Yeah but the question still lingers..." one of them said as the whole room got quiet. "Which one of us did it?" Which one of them did what?

"It wasn't me! It was probably Goldknight!" I heard one of them accuse. "Me?! We never saw YOU this morning you asshole!" Goldknight screamed.

"Seriously?! What about Gold-Dread?! Doesn't he go out all the time-"

"Now I know 'Mr.I Like To Slice Anything That Moves' is fucking talking?!" Gold-Dread screamed as I think he was referring to...
.....
Actually I can't remember his name...All I know is that it started with 'Gold'.....Actually that really doesn't help me as all of us were named starting with Gold....

Well...except for me. Nightmare became my first name instead of Gold...I hate the name...
Nightmare? Like why call me something like that? My parents are stupid for calling me that...

"What about Goldbear! He probably did it because he knows he wouldn't get in trouble for it!" the voice continued. What?

"What?!" Goldbear said sounding shocked as well. "Actually...that makes a lot of sense. You would do that wouldn't you!" Gold-Dread responded. "Didn't you also open the door thus morning? Of course you would have done it!" I heard everyone growl while Goldbear didn:t say a thing.

"It makes so much sense why you're always dick riding him!" One of them yelled making me genuinely pissed. "I'm not like that! I actually care-"

"Even when he's not here you're still dick riding him...you're pathetic..." Goldknight mumbled.

"Seriously dude you need to-" one of them said before I had enough and walked into the room.

I walked in as if I didn't hear them. "Boss! How are you doing? Everything alright? You don't usually come out of your room?" Goldknight said sounding completely different from before. You didn't act like a second ago....
"Fuck this..." Gold-Dread mumbled.

"What happened?" I asked grabbing a mug and pouring myself a cup of coffee. "One of us killed our funder's daughter and she won't send us anything because ONE OF US DECIDED TO KILL HER DAUGHTER..." Goldknight said as I he was trying to make me look at Goldbear.

I almost spat out my coffee. Our anonymous funder was...her?! Shit...

I slammed my hand on the table. "So mind telling me who that is..." I said as the others looked at each other for a moment.

"It was...Goldbear." the bear who's name I couldn't remember said. "huh? Bu-" Goldbear tried saying before Gold-Dread interrupted him.

"Golden Jr. is right, It was Goldbear." They said as I tried my hardest not to get angry with them...

"Golden Jr.? Who's Golden?" I asked. "Well that would be-" Goldbear said before Gold-Dread jumped in. "I don't know, some relative of ours decided to have a kid and named it Golden. Unoriginal if i'm being honest..." he mumbled.

"Wow thanks...." Golden Jr. mumbled back.
"But boss, stop getting distracted. Goldbear killed our funder's daughter and now she won't fund this project we have anymore!" Goldknight accused once again...

"Is that so?" I said giving Goldbear one of my "looks". Even thought I am good at acting, Goldbear somehow knows which ones are fake and which ones are genuine...He's known me ever since we were little kids so it doesn't surprise me.

To others, I look mad, pissed, and angry. But to him it's quite the opposite. Goldbear saw this. "N-No! It wasn't." he said putting on a good act.

"Goldbear...To. My. Office. Now..." I said keeping my act as well. From the corner of my eye I could see the others grinning. They really don't give a fuck about him...

Goldbear only nodded as I grabbed him by the hand and walked out looking furious with him.

We walked in silence for a bit. Once we turned the corner I waited a bit before saying something. "Did they stop looking?" I asked calmly.

"Y-yeah..." Goldbear said as I let go of his hand. "Sorry about that..." I said before letting out a sigh.

"It's alright...I didn't want them near me anyways..." he mumbled. "Yeah, I heard how they were accusing you before I walked in." I said.

"You were spying on us?" he asked with a smirk on his face.
"............."
".................maybe..." I mumbled not trying to admit that I was basically spying on them.

"Haha! You creep!" he teased.
"Am not." I replied.
"Yuh huh."
"Nuh uh!"

"Yuh huh!"
"Nuh u-AUUGH!" he said before I grabbed Goldbear and started to carry him as if he was a big wooden log.

"You're so petty..." Goldbear mumbled. "Guilty as charged!" I said sticking my tongue out.

Goldbear gasped. "You?! Acting silly?! That's a new one!" he laughed.

"Oh c'mon....i'm not that boring, right?" I asked. "Ummm....No comment." he said confirming that I was indeed pretty boring.

"Ouch." I said playfully before we made it to my office...aka my bedroom.

I let Goldbear down and I sat on my bed. "Anyways, we've got quite a problem on our hands..." I said sighing.

"Tell me about it...One of us killed her daughter. Now our only chance is finding the chosen one..." he mumbled.

"We've searched everywhere...I don't think there is one..." I said sounding defeated.
"Well...remember that bear that you suspected could be the chosen one yesterday?" he asked me.

"Yeah, what about him?" I responded paying full attention to him now. "Well, guess who he is?" he asked me.

I just shrugged.
"He's my cousin. Golden Fredbear? Remember him?" he asked.

"The one where our last expedition for the chose one was at? Yeah, I remember." I said recalling the moment.

"Well, he looks like us now! He's part of the family!" Goldbear said before my eyes widened.

"Wait! Didn't it look like his powers were on his tail?! Do you really think he's the chosen one!" I said ecstatic.

"I don't want to bet on it but it's really possible!" He said happy as well. "You could finally have a normal life if he is!" Goldbear said making me smile.

Despite I having a lot more accomplishments than Goldbear, he's someone I admire. For some reason I want to be like him...

He seems happy, he's always so carefree, and genuinely shows real emotion all the time...He's everything i'm not...and he's everything I want to be...

I'm lucky he chose to help me. It definitely has made me feel a lot easier about all this. "If he is, then WE can finally have a normal life" I said correcting him. "You deserve to have a normal life for once. I've had plenty of normal for a good life." He said sticking his tongue out.

He was always the goofy one. I hate how I pushed him back so much back then...
If my past self would to see me now, they wouldn't believe it. He would probably think  'what the hell are you doing?' or maybe 'That's not going to be me!'.

"If Golden really is our chosen one, then that means we could go back to Earth and not have to have these responsibilities or powers anymore..." I said smiling at the thought of me and Goldbear finally leaving this hellhole and going out to parties again and doing dumb shit just because we can....

I stood up before stretching.

"Hey, Nighty?" Goldbear asked.
"Yeah?" I responded back.

"I want to ask you one thing?" he asked a bit more seriously. I was a little concerned but tried acting casual. "Yeah? What is it?" I said turning on my pc.

He stayed silent so I just decided to start writing a report log about our new objective. Right as I began typing he spoke.

"Did you kill her daughter." He said before I froze and stopped typing. "No-"
"You stopped typing. You know something, don't you?" he said. Fuck...

Goldbear is a lot smarter than people give him credit for, but I forgot how easy it is to fall into one of his little traps.

He decided to wait for me to begin typing so that he could get a reaction from me. And he clearly did when I stopped typing.

I sighed. "No I didn't...." I muttered before continuing to type. "But you went outside today, it's possible that-"

"I saw who did it! Ok?! I saw what happened and didn't do anything about it!" I screamed before turning back to the screen. I didn't want to look Goldbear in the eye. I've never lied to him...less even to scream at him in private...it's always been in public just for show but never in private...

"O-oh...I'm sorry...I thought that maybe-"
"It's fine...I knew who did it from the start...I'll talk to him later about it..." I said trying not to have my voice crack as I didn't want to stretch the lie further.

"Alright...Sorry. But is it fine if I ask for something?" he asked. "Yeah, what is it?" I said before finishing the report.

"Is it fine if I go track down my cousin?" he said as I turned around to look at him. Before I could respond be began explaining. "Hold on! The reason why I want to do it is because it's a lot easier if it's someone he knows. He knows I died already because of the fire." he said making me a bit skeptical.

"Are you sure? I mean, how are you going to do out there? Plus, what if he suspects you of being one of u-" I started saying before Goldbear just laughed.

"What's so funny?" I asked.
"What's gotten you so worried all of a sudden?" he said before I realized this is not how I would normally act.

"I guess....imjustworriedaboutyouisall..." I said mumbling the last part.
"Don't worry i'll be fine, plus I can keep a recording device on me so you can hear what's happening if you want." He offered.

"....Fine. It'll have to be an earpiece though so others won't hear me on my side of it." I said before grabbing one of earpieces we use to communicate long distances.

"Just don't forget to make it invisible so others don't see the earpiece." I said before Goldbear nodded and gave me a thumbs up.

"Oh! Before I leave, I just wanna say that whoever did kill the girl, that they aren't an irredeemable." Goldbear said.

"But isn't killing someone considered irredeemable?" I asked.

"Well yeah it could be and probably will be, but not everyone is considered irredeemable. Everyone has their own problems and they do bad things because no one's been there for them." He explained.

"But what about them? Don't they harass you all the time? Why would you still think any good in them?" I questioned.

"Well, all of us come from horrible families, but everyone can be good if we try to not let them drag us down. So no, I don't think any of us here are irredeemable. We just have to realize our mistakes and do something to fix that. That's one of many ways to redeem yourself..." Goldbear said surprising me. He's usually the silly one and all but it's rather weird when I see him actually become serious like this.

"......W-well...ummm....I guess you should be on your way then?" I asked not being able to find a good way to respond to his serious moment.

"Yeah. I'll talk to you if I happen to find some new information or if I need any help." he said before he stood up and left my office.

I saw through my screen as he walked into the halls and left with a backpack in hand...
I killed that girl and got called an irredeemable....

But why does Goldbear believe that someone, who gets told by everyone that what they did is wrong, is still able to redeem themselves....

I think that what I did was wrong. I know it was wrong...but it would also be wrong of me letting that little girl suffer like that....
I'm irredeemable...

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Decided to make a chapter focusing more on the evil side of this story to get a glimpse of their personalities and everything before-....

Nevermind you don't need to know that yet...
hahahhaa......

2 sides of the same coin.