Regrets and Guilts almost never seem to stay unless you no longer have the source of those regrets and guilts.

Once that source leaves, there is a good chance that those thoughts and emotions leave you as well.

But once that source comes back into your life, it is very much possible for those emotions to come back once again.

Gold's Pov:

I awoke feeling cold, but warm at the same time...
Slowly opening my eyes, I saw that I was on top of Spring. My eyes widened once I remembered what happened last night.

I don't remember ever pulling out...so does that mean that we're....
I looked around me and surely enough, we were in the same position we were in last night. I quickly pulled out to which Spring groaned before waking up. There is no way we stayed in that position all night?!!!!

Spring woke up before realizing what position he had been in. It didn't help that I was struggling to put my pants back on. For once his brain put 2 and 2 together and also realized what had happened. But unlike me, he stayed chill and relaxed back on the bed.

"Goooooooldieee....get back on the bed..." he groaned as I finished pulling my pants up. "Spring you do realize what we did last night, right?" I asked to which he groaned an "Mhm"

"I realize my ass hurts, you're hot as fuck, and that you are rough in bed." he said making me blush on the last two.

"I-I-No! You also realize I never pulled out, right? We stayed like that all night." I said finishing up with buttoning my shirt.

"Oh. Don't matter...Can we cuddle?" he said whining like a baby. He was reaching both hands out to me and doing the things babies do when they want to grab something.

"You're such a baby." I teased to which he groaned in response. "Just come over here already..." he groaned and I agreed before hopping back on the bed.

He cuddled into my chest before sighing. "I liked it when you went rough but tone it down next time..." he said making me cough a bit as I wasn't expecting him to say that so randomly.

"You're the one who told me to go harder!" I replied back slightly annoyed. "Oh....I forgot. Now you got me horny again-" he said before I interrupted him.
"Forget about it." I said blatantly to which he got off my chest and sat upright on the bed.

I did the same and looked at him giving a deadpanned stare. "C'moooon" he said whining again. "No i'm not going to fuck you again. Plus, we stink right now. Let's just shower and go make breakfast." I said getting up and moving over to the showers.

Before I could get into the bathroom, I realized that Spring was reaching out for me while reaching out for his towel...I forgot he can't walk right now.

"Are you planning on showering with me?" I asked hoping he would say no.

"Mmm, maybe..." he said putting down his towel before he began stripping his clothes. I decided that I could ask him for a pair of clothes later.

I had just realized in my mind that he was going to shower with me....
"Wait...you're going to shower...with me?" I asked in a not so confident way despite trying my hardest not to feel embarrassed.

"Yeah? Is there a problem?" He asked concerned and my body just froze.

Intermission:

huh?
Why can't I edit my story...
Did Wattpad break on me again?

I SWEAR TO GOD THIS FUCKING APP-
I'm just gonna go make myself a sandwhich...
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stupid app....

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Hi reader! I'm breaking the 4th wall for a second! The author is currently making a snack in the kitchen so in the meantime, you have me! Gold!

So, you may be wondering why i'm nervous of showering with Spring and uhhh- Ok! Let me explain!

Despite me having kissed, slept, fucked, and been very intimate with the very lovable idiot...
I...
I'm scared of showering with anyone...

Let's just say i've been traumatized about the monster outside the shower curtain....

Let me explain with...pictures! Yeah! Pictures....

Ok where is there...Ah! Here's some. I'm not a good artist so uhhh bear with me here and yes, the pun is very intended.

Now....
Let me explain my fear of...the monster staring at you in the shower fear of mine.

Ok....
Here!

I know I know. You can compliment my art later. So you see that bear? That's me! And that line is the shower curtain.

So when I close my eyes when washing my hair, I always get this feeling that someone is watching me....

And what does my mind think?
It thinks, "there is a monster staring at you outside the curtain" and all I imagine is this...
Holdup I need to draw it real quick.....

Here!
This!

LIKE LOOK AT THAT!!!
THAT SHIT IS SO TERRIFYING.

So what does my brain do?
It makes me think that a monster is staring at me. So it makes me panic and I try to open my eyes but then I realize I still have shampoo in my face which causes me to burn my eyes.

I GET SO SCARED AND I START CRYING.
See! And then when I look outside curtain.
THE MONSTER ISN'T THERE!!!

So as you can see....
I am very traumatized and it's scary. And so that's why I shower alone because I am afraid that the monster will get me if someone else is here.

And so that's why I can't shower with Spri-
GOLD WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ON MY LAPTOP!!!

oh shit.... I think it's about time I goOO-AAAH
I leave for a few minutes to make a sandwhich and-what is that?!

They are my drawings! Aren't they good!
........
I should have never thrown away those braincells....
Just go back and follow the story about regrets and guilt and shit and how Spring is acting weird and shit!

...Fine.

Back to writing I go....

Intermission End:

"Spring...I don't feel comftable showering with someone else...." I said looking away a bit clearly embarrassed. "But...I want to shower with you..." he said whining again...
Why is he acting like this...

"Springtrap...please just...just wait out here, alright?" I said and his ears lowered down for a second.

"I-....alright fine." he said leaving his towel beside him. I sighed in relief finally feeling like I had some form of privacy. I walked into the quiet bathroom and took off my clothes completely and hung my towel beside me before entering the shower.

Turning on the shower, I felt the water and it was very soothing. It was...warm.
.....

It got a little hotter to which I didn't mind much but was a little bit outside my usual comfortable temperature....
......

It got warmer and it now somewhat bothered how hot it was. The shower was steaming and it was fine. It's not going to harm me...
......

The water began to warm up until-
"AH FUCK!!!!" I screamed jumping out the shower as the water had instantly heated up to be boiling hot. It's hell, what else should have I expected?

"Goldie! Are you ok?" I heard Spring yell from his bedroom. He was able to peek inside the bathroom and look at me. Once he saw the steaming water and saw my slightly scalded skin under my fur, he quickly realized what happened.

"Oh fuck! I'm sorry for not mentioning this to you earlier! Why am I so stupid..." he said as I turned off the shower and just barely heard him mumble the last part.

"No, it's fine Spring-" I tried saying before he quickly interrupted me. "No. It's not." he said before he just sighed in frustration.

"I'll call for someone to rearrange the pipes to go across a less hotter spot so you won't get burned next time." he said.

"I'll take a bath since I won't be able to stand. You go change. I left you some of my clothes on the bed that you can wear." he said before I carried him inside the bathroom. I hung his towel and ran the shower. I don't think it is necessary to go through all that trouble for me...

I walked out of the bathroom and my burnt skin was more noticable as the hotter spots of my skin stayed burning while the rest of my body was cooled down by the A/C in the room.

I looked at the bed to see that there were 2 pairs of clothes. It was easy to tell which were suppose to be meant for me and which one's were his.

His pair of clothing consisted of a t-shirt, sweatpants, and a hoodie. Meanwhile mine were oversized clothing he had such as a big t-shirt, some cargo pants that seem to fit me pretty well, and he also gave me a coat that looks like it fit me pretty well-......
Wait....

"Hey! The hell are you doing with my coat?" I heard a voice say behind me as I was broken out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I said turning around to see that Golden no longer had his tie and he had unbuttoned his shirt a bit.
Why the hell am I even paying attention to that?

"I'm cold..." he mumbled as he snuggled up deeper into my coat before letting out a sigh.

"You sure? You seem like your sweating a bit? I myself think it's a little warm to wear a coat inside" I said pulling on my shirt's neck collar.

"I said i'm cold" he said a little louder as I put my hands up quickly trying not to be aggressive.

"If you say so, but you're going to give it back to me, right?" I asked pointing towards my coat he had on.

"Mmm, perhaps~" he said jokingly. I chuckled and scratched the back of my head before patting his back and gesturing me to follow him....

He took my coat...
"That explains why I couldn't find it for weeks..." I mumbled to myself.

I started to put on the clothes Spring gave me and suprisingly he had underwear that fit me as well. By the time I finished changing, he had still been showering.

I decided to put my coat on and look at myself in the mirror....
Though I scared the shit out of myself realizing that I had a different appearance due to the side effects of coming to this place.

Though, my new appearance made me look a bit edgy. I'm not that into being edgy but it looked cool enough.
....why is my tail wagging?

I then realized that my usual flat bear tail was also changed to be more prickly, rough, and longer yet again due to the side effects of being here. (I just realized I probably shouldn't put rough and and longer in the same sentence💀)

While I was inspecting my tail, I realized that it reminded me a bit of a certain pokemon. The golden spiky tail reminded me of Jolteon for some reason....

"Inspecting your new tail?" I heard Spring say before I looked up at him. "Huh? Oh, yeah. It's a little weird but really cool at the same time." I said wagging it left and right for a while.

"Wait, how are you able to walk?" I asked him realizing that him standing shouldn't really be possible. "Oh. The water here is pretty hot and is able to relax the muscles in our bodies really easily and loosen the tension in them, so sores, neck pains, and other muscle tension related pain is basically soothed down" He explained. That seems pretty nice...

"Hey, how about we go eat breakfast and the  go shopping for some clothes. I was lucky enough to find those pieces of clothing in my drawers." he said going up to me.

"Mmm, alright." I said following him out to the hallway. "Hey Goldie, how ya feeling?" Spring asked.

"Oh! Uhh, i'm feeling pretty alright right now. Why'd ya ask?" I asked and he gave me an uneasy chuckle.

"Oh hehehe...It's just that you passed out yesterday before your tail and eyes changed and I was worr-wondering if you were alright" he replied.

Was he worried about me? I know he was but-Oh right! I forgot I haven't told him that I heard what he said...

I'll tell him later.
"Oh yeah, i'm alright. I'm just glad i'm back with you." I said giving him a peck on the cheek before we walked the rest of the way in a comftable silence.

Though, I had to carry him halfway over to the kitchen since the muscle in his legs began to tense up again after our session last night.

Entering the kitchen, I was greeted by the smell of something sweet. It also had a hint of spice in the air...interesting.

Looking around I saw that both Lucy and another guy who looked like a demon was there. Once they saw both of us, Lucy groaned while the other guy who seemed to be around Abel's age started laughing as he happily accepted whatever currency they had here from Lucy.

"Uhhh, what's happening?" I asked Lucy as I sat Spring down on the chair next to me. "You two were loud as fuck last night and Dax and I made a bet on who bottomed...Springy, I thought you were atleast better than that..." she groaned.

I turned over to the demon who I assume is named Dax as he was laughing his ass off. "I'm guessing your name is Dax?" I asked as the demon began calming down before clearing his throat.

"Yeah. My name's Dax. I'm that cute guy's boyfriend" he said pointing over at Abel who was cooking.

"I see. My name's Golden but you can refer to me as Gold." I said as I heard Dax snicker.
"Oh yeah. I heard your name come out of someone's mouth last night~" he said eyeing Spring realizing he was recalling what had happened.

"I-...I wasn't that loud..." Spring mumbled as I let out a small chuckle. "Dax and I bet on who was going to carrying who inside and I placed my bet on Springy but I guess he does bottom" she said not as disappointed as before.

Springtrap was sitting really close to me and I don't know why he was doing it, but it was starting to annoy me. Me and Spring are going shopping later for some clothes so that would be nice.

I stayed quiet most of the time while Lucy, Dax, and Spring were talking. I was really just trying to get my thoughts in check.

This morning was a little overwhelming because not only was it my first day here, but I need to accustom myself to the new area around me, but also deal with my new look and...the new ability that I didn't know I had for a very long time.

Suddenly, I heard a soft but loud chuckle fill the room as I saw Abel come in with pancakes. Sweet. This is just the start of the day and I guess I have to take it all in as much as I can.
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This is going to be a two-parter because so much is in here and it's already going past my normal word limit (2.5k-3k)
and there is so much in store for this chapter that I feel needs to be evenly paced, so that's why that part is going to be it's own part in this 2 parter.

Also, Wattpad was being so goofy today so this upload was quite late cuz I wasn't able to edit for most of the day cuz of that.

ALSO, ALSO.
I added the Gold part because I felt like things were getting a little serious with no fun for quite a while. It seems that there is no threat so far....

But who knows.
"Calm before the storm."
:)