Doubts
Springtrap's Pov:
I woke up sweating....
......
Did....
He leave......
I looked around me, Felix was nowhere to be seen. I looked around as it looked like I was on my bed...Did Gold bring me here?
Shit....
I was glad I had woken up, but now I can't really avoid it now...I....
I have to tell Gold. All I hope is that...he tries to forgive me.
I got off from the bed and realized it was the next day. Wow...it felt shorter than I thought it was...
Walking out of the bedroom, I saw how the halls were kinda empty....
They always were but today they seemed...odd.
Walking into the kitchen, Dad and Dax were making food. "Oh, hi dad. Hi Dax" I said as it got their attention. "Oh, Luke. I thought you went with Gold to go on a walk." Dad said.
"Nah I slept in." I said. "But uhh, when did he leave" I asked. Dad stopped to think about it.
"When Lucy told me....roughly around 3 hours ago." Dad said.
"Oh ok." I said before waving him goodbye and leaving the kitchen calmly. I started running towards the entrance the second they couldn't see me.
Gone for 3 hours?! What the hell happened?!
I started to panic running over to the entrance. What if something happened to Gold. Just as I was about to turn towards the entrance-
"OW!" I groaned as I bumped into someone turning the corner falling down in the process
When I looked up at who I hit, it was Gold!
"Gold!" I said hugging the bear. "Springtrap! W-why are you being so clingy?" Gold said a little surprised.
"What?" I asked because Gold was never like this when I would be 'clingy'. "N-nothing...It's just...a lot happened this morning." Gold explained looking exhausted.
"Do you....want to talk about it?" I asked. Gold shook his head no in response. "No need to, it's all over the news by now..." Gold mumbled making me worry.
"The news?! What the hell happened-"
"I don't want to talk about what happened!" he snapped at me before he turned around quick and rushed inside the bathroom.
"......." I just stayed silent.
I waited outside the bathroom for him. He didn't look so ok...
Gold's Pov:
I ran inside the bathroom locking the bathroom as I shut the door. I looked at myself in the mirror seeing as my tail began to grow as well as my teeth growing sharper. "No no no no!" I mumbled to myself trying to calm myself down.
"I'm not one of them...i'm not one of them..." I mumbled to myself keeping my breath steady.
I didn't want to turn into the beast that could potentially kill people...That little girl... one of them was able to kill her...
What if I turn into that beast and kill someone...I...I...What would I even do?....
Opening my eyes I saw as my tail was back to normal...well as normal as it could be.
My teeth on the other hand remained pointy and sharp. What?
They shouldn't be like that unless i'm in my beast form....
It's fine....I'm still in control of my body....
..................
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"Please...I just want to kN0W what the hell is going on!" I said feeling my voice begin to gurgle as if it wasn't even mine.
No....
NO HOLD ON-
.........
That wasn't me....That wasn't me...
I saw as I felt taller. My tail had become the weird scythe shape it had become...It had....
Wait...no.No.nOno. WHY DOES IT HAVE BLOOD!!!
I looked around me and I panicked until I fell upon the corner of the room I was in. It looked like we were in a bedroom...our bedroom.
.......I didn't do that.....I didn't do anything wrong....
And in the corner of that bedroom...
Lay Springtrap's body....indescribable...I couldn't tell what the hell he was anymore...
I could tell it was him because...h-his face was...laying right next to him...
"That was me." I blurted out. I looked at myself in the mirror my eyes wide as I heard the words come out of my mouth.
"Huh?" I said not knowing wether I thought what I said was real or not. Was it just in my head?
I remained skeptical staring at the window as if something would change. As expected, nothing....
"What the hell is wrong with me?" I sighed before calming back down and walking out the door.
I saw as Spring was waiting just outside the door. The first thing he noticed were my teeth...or well my fangs I guess.
"Gold, your...." he said pointing to my teeth. "I know, I know...Don't worry about it...let's just go wake up your sister." I said grabbing him by the hand.
"I-I-Ok..." he said as we walked into the living room where her sister was asleep. "Why is she sleeping on the couch?" Spring asked.
"She went out drinking last night." I replied and I felt a sudden heart pulse. Huh?
"Oh. Alright." Spring said before he let go of my hand.
He walked over to his sister before yelling. "WAKE THE FUCK U-OW!" he yelled before getting punched in the face.
"Shut the fuck up..." Lucy grumbled before getting up. "Why'd you do that for?" Spring whined.
"Spring I don't know if you know, but people usually don't like getting woken up by others when they're hung over..." I grumbled crossing my arms.
"I think I know that now..." he said standing back up with some annoyance. Lucy stood back up looking like she had before i'd gone out this morning.
"You clearly look well rested" I said with a smirk. "Can you like....not? I have a huge headache right now and I will break your spine if you annoy me..." she said.
"I'd like to see you try" I said keeping on this playful act. She looked like she was about to jump at me but she didn't.
"Ugh. Just go...I'll be in the kitchen in a bit." she groaned as Spring and I walked back to the kitchen.
The whole time me and Spring just walked in silence. It was getting awkward and one of us had to do something about that. Before I could even try and make a response to him, He started the conversation. "Gold, we need to talk..." Spring said breaking the silence.
"Alright, i'm listening." I said as I kept walking....but he stopped. I turned around and saw that he had a serious expression. I realized that he wanted to talk about something serious.
"I need us to go somewhere private." Spring said as he was clearly nervous. His voice was pretty shaky.
"Oh. Alright." I said before he grabbed me by the hand and led us to our room. He closed the door making sure no one was listening.
I locked the door to our-
"Shit the door's locked! Gold STO-....."
My eyes widened as I heard the voice. It sounded like...Spring's voice. I looked at him and he was fidgeting with his hands.
.....
huh?
I looked back at the door.
........I unlocked the door. Something about hearing the door locked before a scream terrified me...
When I turned around, I was engulfed in a hug by Spring. He was hugging me as if his life depended on it. I hugged him back confused as to why he was hugging me but I didn't mind.
"Gold...i'm sorry." Spring squirmed out in a small cry. "Shhhh, it's fine just calm down, ok?" I said comforting the rabbit.
He dug his face into my fur and kept crying. I wanted to ask him what he wanted to talk to me about but I don't think I should....
I closed my eyes patting the rabbit's head. His sniffles were subtle but still audible. I closed my eyes comforting him.
..................
"What is it you wanted to talk with me about?" I asked Spring. "....You promise you won't be mad?" He asked as if he was a little kid.
I smiled. "I'll try not too..." I said being honest but now somewhat worried. He looked up at me before giving me a peck on the nose.
"Well...Alright. I just want to put it all behind me and move on...with....you." he said getting ahold of my paw. Spring has never really been one to vent. Usually i'm the one doing all the venting because I still have a long way to go until I can fix everything wrong with me.
I gave him a smile reassuring him to continue.
[Status Update]
Nightmare G"l¢e¢
Nightmare Golden's Pov:
I stayed in my office watching over Goldbear. From what I could hear, he was currently buying food....of course he is...
The office felt a lot different without Goldbear here...Ugh...
"Hey Goldbear." I asked and he responded almost immediately. "Yeah?" he asked muffled as he was eating something.
"How's it been being outside on...that side over there?" I asked. "Oh! It's been great! We should really come over more often." he said with a genuinely happy tone.
"Really? It'd expect it to be...not so good." I mumbled falling back on my chair a bit. "It's actually really cool. I should really show you around here." Goldbear said.
"I don't know..." I mumbled. I never really trusted the people who were in the civilian district.
"C'mon, it's actually really nice! Maybe we could even have fun here." He suggested.
"....Maybe...I don't kno-"
"AAH!" I heard Goldbear yell, my eyes widened at his scream. "Goldbear?! Hey! Are you okay?!" I screamed ready to dash towards the door and-
"I'm fine...I just tripped." Goldbear said hearing as he grunted getting up. I let out a loud sigh, even Goldbear heard it from his side of the mic.
"Were you about to panic?" Goldbear asked a little playfully. I felt a bit embarrassed because I know I shouldn't worry about him but every time something happens to him I just worry about the worst...
"N-No...." I mumbled. He let out a little chuckle. "I find it quite funny how you try to hide you care about others. There's no need to y'know." Goldbear said as I just remained silent.
I wish I could think like Goldbear does. He somehow still sees good in me despite everything i've done....
In order to become this death god, we all have to do something so horrible, so bad, that there's no redeeming it...
I've-.......
Wait....I know what the others had done to become one...but....what has Goldbear done.
"Hey Goldbear..." I said wanting to ask him. I was using the tone that he knows very well when something's bothering.
"Yeah?" He replied back.
"You know how in order to become a death god you need to...y'know...do something horrible?" I asked.
"......." he stayed silent for a bit. But after a deep breath, he replied. "Yeah. What about it?" he replied.
"What's yours? I'm not sure you've ever mentioned it." I asked curious to know.
"....I-.....I'd rather....not....not yet..." he said his voice sounding shaken as if he remembered a horrible memory. "But-"
"Please.....Night, it's best that you don't know...Just....not now...." he said sounding uncomftable.
"I-...ok..." I said giving up. Barely had there ever been times where Fredbear tells me to stop something. Something about him wanting to tell me makes me worry for him...
Maybe one day he'll tell me?
Goldbear's Pov:
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Night became silent.
I don't know if I could ever tell him what truly happened that day...
The day...
If I were....If I were....
Then....
He would never forgive me....
Flashback:
[Play Song while Reading this]
For months now, I was scared to tell Nighty anything. I knew who had killed...his parents.....
They didn't die from just some sickness....
They died from a slow...painful...poison.
It's been a long time since it's happened.
The person who killed his parents with poison....was the person I was standing infront of right now.
Golden ears, dark eyes, innocent looking....
The killer's reflection stood infront of me. Everyone thinks he could never do it. Others would believe that he was just a kid...
But not just anyone can make a long lasting poison. Not just anyone could kill someone and think nothing of it...
But....
It was his fault for going along with that man's plans back then...
In the end....
The only killer around here....
is the one infront of me...
The one that people thought would never do anything wrong. The person who did so good in his life. All for it....to go to waste...
His reflection stared at me, knowing that they were guilty. For what?
.....
For killing....
Our Dad....and Nighty's mom...
No one can know....
But....
If Nighty were to know...
I'd have to use my power.
I have one mark. One power....
And if I have to use it....
I will use it.
If it means that Nighty doesn't find out, and stays happy....that's all that matters...
I punched the killer infront of me....
I heard as he shattered, but despite that...
he was left unharmed.
With an exception for his hand from the impact, he was still there....lying on the ground
There was shards of glass on the floor now...
Each looking at me with multiple looks...
Each one filled with regret...
Disgust...
Hatred...
And Doubts...
No one could figure out why he was like this. Not even himself. But he haunts me everyday...regretting his actions that he could take back...
Yet...he only stares...He doesn't move on his own nor does he follow his own movements. Everything about him is one to be forgotten...
But if he can let go...let go of that and move on...maybe he'll stop going after me...
But that will never happen....
That's because he can't forgive himself...
He never truly could...
I turned away. I looked at the door. I looked behind me. The killer's damaged remained in the room...
I looked back towards the door and exited. I was back in the hallway. Nighty had been in his office the whole day...
Sometimes...I just wish he could stop...Work a normal 9 to 5 job...have his normal life...But that man made him do this...
He had fallen into his trap...And so did I...
Who knows what he did to him...
But one thing I know for sure is....
He's broken him. I should know....
Because he's almost broken me.
[End Song Now]
Flashback End:
What he did....
I cannot tell Nighty....
I can't.
Gold's Pov:
Spring explained to me....
How he....
And when he.....
and then when he came back....
He said it all...
"And...that's what i've wanted to tell you...I'm...sorry...." Springtrap said grabbing a hold of my hands before I pulled away slowly.
"S-sorry it's just....i'm still trying to process that..." I said struggling to find words.
I feel angry, sad, betrayed, and a little happy that he told me but...
"All of that...really happened?" I asked him.
He nodded in response confirming that the whole story was true...
"I felt alone Gold..." Spring said not making the situation any easier.
"I-...." I said before letting out a sigh. "I need time to think about. I'm just finding it hard to process it at the moment." I said standing up.
"I see....Then how about we talk about this after breakfast, ok?" Spring said. I gave him a half-hearted smile in response. "Y-yeah..." I said following him out of the room.
We walked but the thought kept lingering in my mind...
Spring said what he felt like while I was gone but...
I couldn't just accept it...I didn't want to...
It just doesn't sit right with me that he went with someone else....
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Hmm, seems like someone's got some doubts (no way it's like the chapter is named-)
Anyways, for fun, and for the lack of posting, have this.
It's just a bit of Gold's powers from being a death god. Not all of em are listed, but here.
Huh...? Seems like it's blacked out...oh well.
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