Are you guys ready to read alot?
No? Too bad!

I didn't expect in all for this to be....

Yup, that's how much there is to this chapter(if you can even call it that).... Anyways have fun reading this. There may be spelling mistakes because I tried proof reading this but yikes is this a lot of reading....

Anyways, enjoy!

Broken Mind

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[Status Update]
Unknown Entity Status Update:

N[g}¢m(?*G"?¢e¢'s Pov:

I suddenly woke up. I saw as the big blue screen infront of me stayed the same as I had left it last night...
This is the 3rd time this week i've slept on the desk...
I saw as the screen showed me its digital clock. It was 5:49am.

...
Might as well go on the walk I was planning on going on. I got up from the desk and felt my face. My fur felt a little damp and my eyes hurt. Was I crying again last night?

I walked over to the bathroom that was connected to the room. I flipped the switch and watched as the light flickered on. I looked at myself in the mirror. I look like a wreck...

I turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on my face. I saw as my toothbrush lay in its spot for who knows how long....
I hadn't brushed my teeth in a long time. It might be a good time to take a shower as well...

I grabbed the only towel that hung on the bathroom door and began to enter the shower. Normally the scorching heat of tbe water would be bothersome but right now it felt quite...nice. For some reason it didn't hurt...

I just stared at the floor thinking to myself as I let the water dampen my fur. I didn't realize how tired I was until now. Not like sleep would get me anything right now....

I leaned my head against one of the walls of the shower. I really need to step my game up...

???:

"

Hey dad! Look! I see mom." I said pointing to mom as she was sitting on the chair. Dad took off his glasses for a second. "She's...what?" dad asked as he looked over at the direction I pointed at. He remained seated on the chair. "...N[g]¢y? Promise not to tell your uncle you saw mom, ok?" Dad said concerned. I was confused but I nodded.

I looked back to where mom was, but she wasn't there anymore. Dad said mom went to the sky, but why do I always see her. I asked mom why she went to the sky and left me and dad. She said she had an important mission saving the world from aliens and wouldn't be able to come back for a long time.

I know mom will come back someday. She will never lie to me. That's when uncle finally entered the room. Just as dad said, I didn't tell uncle that I saw mom. Ȉ̷̛͙̳͝ṱ̴̗̮̝͇͐̉̐͑̏ ̸͈͊̓̒͐w̴͇̣͊̌̅͋͂a̶̬̯͍̘͐ŝ̸̼̹͎͝ ̴̧͎̋̐͛͜͜ŗ̶̭͕̰̤̒̂e̶̮̮̙͙̰͒̾̑͝a̷̧̘͙̖͎̕l̶̗̺̼̈̇l̶̳̦͋y̶͍̿̾̐̉͋ ̴̖͊́̐̕f̷̈́̏͜ů̴͎̦͈͚̎̽̐͂n̸͎̪͇̻͈̓ ̴͍̯̳̙͚̚p̷̛̜̖l̸̡̗͕͈͔̋̽͠ḁ̵̀̂̈́ỵ̸̢̰͔̉̒̆͐̔ͅḭ̶̯͗͊͑n̶̻̰̖̾̀ḡ̸̤͙̽ ̸͙͓͚̒̅͝w̵̙̝̓̐ȉ̵͕͋͝t̵͚͕̘̰̯͛h̵̪̳̮̣͓́̚ ̵̨̩͓̓͐͊̌d̶̯̘͚̦̾́̓͠ͅa̶̢̰͋͆ḏ̸͎̠͛ ̵͖̗̲̙͇̐̓ã̶̩̃́̎͝n̸̗̗̞̥͊̚d̷̨͙̖͙̫̈́̃ ̸̭͔̪͙͑͠ͅų̸̩̬̲̦̽͛n̸̲͚͆ç̶̨̬̤͌̇̏͠l̵̙̝̱̎̊ȩ̶̡̩̭̔͝.̵̮͕̬̮̅̈͊ ̷̞̅̀T̴͙̖̰̀̏̿̈́ͅͅh̴̤̟́͑̽o̴̞̯̺͒ų̶̯͒̄́̌̏ͅg̷̜̝̩̰̔h̷̼͓̀͆̐̆ ̵̺͚͓̾̇̈́͋ͅũ̸̯̿̊̏̓n̵̡̞͠c̶͎͂͝l̶̻̦̘̊̋͠ě̵̡̞̦̤̌̋͘ ̴͍̳͚̭̒͒̒̚̕ã̴̮̫̦̯̋͗̎̚l̸̟̻̒͂͒͝w̷̧͕̰̹͇̄a̸͈̹̩̝̓͂̀̋̇ỳ̸̧̘͎͆̾̊̌s̷̱͍͛̃́ ̶̤̱̄̊̀̕h̶̨̖̘̖̚͜a̵̮̿̔̒̅d̵̡̖̗̟̼́ ̶͖̤͉͇̍̃̐͆̍ͅd̸̢͎͔̊̎ầ̴̹͙̈́̄͝r̴̘͕̯̔̉͌ḳ̴̻̏̎ ̴̛̭̣̫͔̲̓͂b̸͍̖̺͙͊̅̚̚ḻ̴̹̜̣͒ǎ̸͕̗̲̠͎̒c̴̩̈́͘k̶̡͇̠̤̟̀ ̴̱͑͊̈́́̓ę̸̢̭͚̗̒͂̅͌ỳ̶̲̦̤̈̔͌e̶̫̗̟̺͋s̸̅͂̈́̌͜ ̸̦̫̖̥͇͆̊͊w̴͙͙͛̓h̶̲̟͌̃̉i̵̟̭̹̇l̷̮͙̓͝͝e̵̮͒́̎̃ ̸̞̩̈́́͑m̷̗̐ë̸̼̟͗̀̕̚ ̵͚̰̮̃̾̓̎a̶̢̩̺̜̬̔̓͂n̷̲͕̣̯̒̿̔̈͝d̴̗͆̊̇͘ ̴̞̮̀d̴͕̪̟̄͘ả̴̜̪̻̌̕͠d̴̨̛̹̪̤͎́͋ ̴̦̦̩̋͑̓͛ḧ̵̺̜̖̘̞ä̴̧̜̥̪́̒̿d̸̪̭̗͕̹̉͋́̓ ̴̧̡̹͓͉̂̑̎̄b̴͚̟̳̏͗͐̚ļ̷̛̜̈́͌̀̌u̴̲̖̗͋̿̄͠ȩ̵̝̼͐̌̂͠.̶̧͔̰͇̑.̷̧̆͗̌.̷̱̬̠̃͛̀Ǐ̵̤͍͓̹̻̉͒t̴͕͗̆̀̌ ̵̢̛͖̇̈́̕s̶̕̚ͅc̶͉̦̟͕̾̒͑͌ä̸̦̜̼̭́ͅr̵͔̱̭͉͛̒͗ͅě̸͔̫͙̃̑̑͋d̸͍̩͂̇ ̵̩̰͍͕̭̓͛̑̕m̵̲͓̈́̐̆ȩ̴̻̅ ̷̧̱͌ś̷̢̨̲̯̘o̵͖͖̺̩͔̽́̇́̕m̶̡̱̘͈̙͂́͛̕e̸̬̬̘̐̈t̶̞̭̾͝ͅi̵̢͉̞̤̒̄̉̀m̵̰̔͐͑̐͂ē̸̢̹̒͗̿͑ś̸̫͚̼͎.̶̹̤̠͙̱́͆

I suddenly opened my eyes in a panic. I almost slipped on the shower floor realizing where I was.

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I breathed in and out heavily trying to remember what that was. That was...dad?
But who was that other guy with glasses?! He looked more like me rather than dad...

I never got to see my uncle...I never had one...So who was that person with glasses? Why did I call him dad?! That wasn't dad.

I panicked a while longer before finally deciding to leave the shower. I turned off the water and opened the shower curtain. I wrapped myself in my towel before heading over to my room.

.......
Just forget about what you saw...It's just another nightmare...it's not real. It's not real....

I quickly opened my drawer and took out the pills that dad always told me to take whenever I felt like this. He said it was a side effect to being a death god but none of the others ones suffered like this....

The pills always made the symptoms soothe down and it was a relief when it did. Taking the pills, the nightmare became more foggy and I could no longer quite remember what I saw.

I changed into one of my hoodies, put on some sweatpants, and left my room. I haven't been out of that room in such a long time...There's so much work I need to do to keep things in order...

Walking close to the entrance, I see Goldbear. He was currently sitting down on his phone. He finally ended up seeing me and got up almost immediately leaving his phone at the table. "Sir! What are you doing out right now! Did something happen?!" He asked worried.

"I uhhh, I was planning on going outside? Is there a problem with that...?" I asked calmly. "What's making you finally leave that room after 4 months?" Goldbear said as my eyes went wide.

I knew that I stayed in that room for quite a while but...4 months? "I just want a breather after being in that room for so long...Thought I can't be outside for that long because of all the paperwo-" I said before being pushed by Goldbear.

"Sir, leave the paperwork to me! You go enjoy yourself today! You deserve it for doing so much for us." he said and before I knew it, we were at the entrance.

He looked so excited about me finally getting out of the room. "Oh...ok." I said before he waved me goodbye leaving me out in the warm air.

The thing about them is that us death gods can't kill each other. So why would they care for me if they got no benefit from it? Dad always said that no one would really care for you if they got no benefit from me. How would the others benefit from me...

I ignored the thoughts for now and lifted my hood so that my face was hidden. I transformed my tail from its scythe to a normal bear tail...or well the most normal it could get. The underworld really messes with the animal anatomy, but somehow humans don't get changed much. not gonna lie the underworld is a bit racist...

I walked through one of the hidden passages that us death gods can access to get back to the civilian territory. The devil closed off this part of town under a magical seal that we can't pass through.

Once I made it back to the civilian territory, I calmed down and made my way to where the park was. Not much has changed since last i've been in town. I lifted my hood to hide my face since I didn't want others to see me.

Though, that would also make it hard for me to see people's faces...
Walking through the park, I was feeling pretty relaxed, but my legs started to ache a bit. I guess i'm not all that used to standing up...

I decided to take a break on a bench. I was feeling pretty out of it. I'll need to take another shower when I get back...

I yawned. I didn't get much sleep at all last night...I had been up till maybe around 3? At most I slept around 2 or so hours so I guess I really just took a nap....
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??? 2:

"Uncle! Look I found my old book!" I said lifting up my sketchbook that disappeared a while ago. The only one I allowed to see the book was dad but dad was at work while uncle stayed home with me. "Oh? Well what's in there?" he asked in a happy way.

Dad said I shouldn't show uncle but what could hurt? Plus, it looks like uncle was excited to see it! He usually looks angry so maybe showing him some of my drawings will make him happy! It made dad happy, so why shouldn't it make uncle happy as well?

"I like to draw a lot! Look, i'll show you!" I said opening the book. I flipped to one of the first pages. It was a drawing I did of mom. "I drew mom when she was in the living room. It was when dad was watching his soccer game!" I said.

"Soccer game? ®°G3® hasn't watched soccer games until recently." Uncle said. "Oh yeah! Dad says he doesn't see mom, but I do!" I said as I continued to flip through the pictures.

I stopped at one where I met my best friend $y/v3$T3®. "Who's that kid?" Uncle asked as he saw I drew $y/v3$T3® and I holdings hands.

"Oh, that my best friend! He shares his crayons with me a lot and he said he wants to become a flo-west? Flo..." I tried explaining but I couldn't remember what exactly he said. "You mean a florist?" Uncle said.

"Yeah! That's the word! He said his mom is that and he wants to take care of flowers like his mom! He also gives me flowers sometimes and I always show dad all the flowers he gives me!" I said excitedly.

"Wow! Sounds like a good kid! Hey, is it ok if I keep your book for a little bit?" Uncle asked closing the book and holding it in his hands.
"Why?" I asked.

"Oh! I want to take the time to look at your amazing drawings! You know...I may show your father some of these." He said making me a bit scared.

"No! Dad said he didn't want me to show you them..." I said looking down at the ground.
"Oh..." he said before lifting my chin to look at him. "Then how about we keep it a secret between us, ok?" he said smiling and I nodded happily.

I liked keeping secrets because they were always super mysterious and very secret. I gave my book to Uncle and I left the room to go back to coloring on the new book dad gave me the day after I lost my old one.

I saw that mom was sitting next to where I was drawing. "Hi mom!" I said and she turned around to face me and gave me a smile. "Uncle liked my drawings! He said he wanted to look at them!" I told her. S̴̫͉̬̩̖̀̒ḧ̴̛̖͈̻́̏̽͌͑̋e̴̲͙͍̪̲͍̲̎͋̑̆̋ ̴̛̪̼͓̻̀̄̒͗̏̏͜ͅl̶̝͐̏̽̐̀̒͆ó̸̝̣̼̥̓͆̀̒o̵͖͔̒̌́̈́͠ķ̶̡̛͇͕̱̬̯̚e̶̱̠̱͌̚ͅd̴͎͖̹̉ ̷̧̘̔̆̈́̎͌a̸͙͖̩̖̠̙͒̽̍̀̀̀͜t̷̝͈͕̘̂̾͋͊̄̔ ̶̲̋́͠m̷̧̺̜͖̫̈́̓e̵̡̜͙̣͈̞͆ ̴̨̺̪͙̱͇̅̈̉͐w̵͈̮̩͓͖̆͌̒̿̒̐͜ī̷̧̱̊̈́͝ṫ̵̼͚̩͕̜͊͗͌̐h̸̥̤̤̔̓ ̴͚̳͉̇̅̃̎͂̂́a̶̳͎͙͖͑̈ ̶̖̋̆̍͛̾͘͠s̴̹͓͓̑â̴̘̌̎͗̚͘͘d̸̜͊̽̋ ̸͓̖̄̉́̄͠ȩ̴̿ẍ̷̩͙̃̒p̵͖̳̜̰̓̇͐͝ŗ̵̨̰̯̭͍̂̒̕͘͠e̷̯̲̠̼͌͑ṣ̵͕̮̱̖̒̋̊s̸̡̫̦͒̊i̴͍͍͚̤̎̃̔͊̿̚o̷͙̖̦̔̕͜ͅň̸̝̯̞̯̜́͋̿͜ ̷̪͉̈̊a̵̡̪͋͊͆͋͝ͅs̷̗͇͚̍̿̇̔̚͜ͅ ̵̺̞̈́͑̃̈̏̈́͝i̶̧̺͕͇͂̀̉f̷̱̥̪̩̿̀̊̈́̑̀͑ ̴̢̤̩̙̞̦̯͐̈͝͝I̷̖̓͑̎̈́͐͗͝ ̵̡̩̑͗̄̊͜ḑ̵̞̥̤̟̮̕ͅȉ̶̪̭̥͈͈͙̋̒̄d̸̢͍̺͚̝̻̆͛͌̆̂̋͠ ̷̝̩̿͂͋̿̑̒ș̷̢̠̞͒͗̈́͂̔͝o̵̺̗͖̞̔̑̑m̴̡̞̩̫͚̈̉̓̈́ͅe̷̥̼͗̅͆̚͝͠t̸̘̮̜̗̣̂ḩ̴̜͓̹̆̓͂i̴̡͆̈̉͐͠͝n̴͓̘̿̽g̸̬̤͌̎ͅ ̵̙̞̟̮̩̅̃w̷̧͚̯̹̒͛̀̏̀ͅr̷̨̞̱͐̍͋͊͂̚͠o̷̜̥̣̺̳̳̒̓͊̇̑̽n̸̺̼̖̄̈́͝͝g̵̱͐̊̿́̒.̸̟̓͆̅.̶̯͎̪̾̇͐̈́́͝.̷͙̟̟͕̝̤̂̈́͆̆̈́͘͠.̸̠̼̣̭̱̱̓

??? End:

I woke up as I realized I was hyperventilating again...
I....what the hell was that...
I once again called my dad "uncle". And there was....mom again....
I looked directly at the floor trying to feel more calm.

......
that book....
It looks so familiar, yet I don't know why....
I can't remember a lot after...after....wait why can't I remember anything past my training with dad?

Nevermind. It's all in the past....
I just need to...
All of a sudden I start hearing sobs? I lifted my head a bit more and listen better. There was no one around...but I heard the crying coming from behind the bench I was sitting on.

Turning around, I saw as a little rabbit. It was a little girl. Why was she crying? Where were her parents?

"Is something wrong?" I asked. I saw as the little girl lifted her head as she looked at me.
"Mommy and daddy are fighting again..." she mumbled as there was a visible scratch-no...
It was more like a knife wound. The hell?

I got up from the bench and crouched down beside her. "What happened to your arm?" I asked in a kind manner to get the girl to trust me.

"Mommy doesn't like me talking about it..." she mumbled looking back down. In moments like these I could use hypnosis to get her to trust me but her mind is so vulnerable that it wouldn't take much effort to get her to talk...

"It's ok..." I said slowly but then remembering the vision I had just a minute ago....

I liked keeping secrets because they were always super mysterious and very secret.
.

.....

"Hey, it's ok...Your secret is safe between us, ok?" I said with a smile. Her bunny ears perked up with that and she wiped a few tears away.

"So, can you tell me what happened?" I asked and she seemed less hesitant to reply.
"Mommy and daddy were fighting again...Daddy and Mommy were drinking grape juice in this big bottle and they both didn't want to take me to the park..." she said.

"So what happened next?" I asked to urge her to continue. "Daddy and Mommy started throwing things at each other. Mommy thew one of those metal things to cut food with and it hit my arm...See?" she said showing me her arm.

"I see...So did you leave the house after that?" I asked and she nodded.

Dad always told me what to do in situations like these when children are left abandoned and hurt. The first step was to get the child to trust you. "I could take you to the park. Would you like that?" I asked and her eyes beamed with excitement.

The second step was to get the child what they want and make them happy because their parents probably never gave them that happiness. "C'mon! I could buy you an ice cream." I said and she got up and held my hand.

"Really?" she asked. I nodded giving her a soft smile. She let out a giggle and jumped up and down as we made our way to the park. As she jumped, I heard a clank and I looked down to her to see a golden locket on her neck.

"Hey what is that?" I asked acting curious. "Oh! Mommy and Daddy gave me this necklace yesterday! Isn't it pretty?" She said.
Dad told me to always tell them things they would like to hear. "Wow! Yeah it's really cool!" I said.

"Do you mind if I take a look at the necklace?" I asked and she nodded giving me the necklace.

The golden necklace was well made. It seemed to be able to open up as well. Opening it, I see as there was 2 rabbits on one side and the little girl on the other. The 2 rabbits on one side seemed like the little girl's parents.

Hmm, it seems that it was custom made...
We soon reached the park and the girl asked for her locket. "Oh don't worry, I wouldn't want you to lose something special like this. I'll keep it safe until then, ok?" I said and the girl nodded with a smile before going over to the park where there was a few other kids playing as well....I guess some kids are awake up this early....

I laid back on the bench and again I started feeling sleepy. Shit...How bad is my sleep schedule?
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??? 3:

"Dad! No!" I cried while I saw dad on the bed inside the big building filled with people who like doctors. Uncle wasn't here. I ran here alone wanting to see dad. "Why are you crying N[g]¢y?" Dad asked patting my head.

"I-I d-don't want y-yo-you to go!" I cried out. I said gripping his fur. "I'm not going to leave you..." he said scratching my ear. "B-But you said you're going with mom..." I mumbled.

"Yes, but you can see mom, right?" he asked. I looked around the room and saw mom sitting beside an empty chair by dad. I gave him a nod.

"I'll be with mom, if you can see her, you'll be able to see me." he said giving me a smile.
I wiped away my tears and moved closer to him. "N[g]¢y? Can I ask you to do something?" he asked. I looked up at him.

"When you see nurses run in here, I want you to get up, run away, and get away from your Uncle..." he said in a more serious voice.

"Huh?" I said confused. "Your uncle...he...he will do bad things once he finds y-you..." he said before I noticed he was crying.

"I-I want you t-to run away as f-fast as you can and find a b-better place..." he cried giving me a tight hug. I couldn't resist but cry as well and hug him back tightly.

"P-please...s-stay safe for your m-mother and I...o-ok?" he said sobbing even more. His crying started to slow down...and he was silent after a bit.....
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"Dad-"
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The machine started to sound annoying and dad suddenly felt cold...."D-dad?...Dad?!" I cried as I tried to move him....
But I got no response. Quickly, nurses rushed into the room with a doctor. I didn't see mom anymore and I cried.

Dad left me....
Just like mom........
Before I knew it, I rushed out of the hospital trying to see infront of me only for the tears to come back once more making my vision bad.

My legs hurt, my throat hurt, my eyes hurt, everything was hurting. Once I got outside I started running to wherever wasn't the house. Through my tears I could barely see where I was....

I heard other kids laughing....
It was green around me....
I was at the park?
Dad said I needed to find a better place? The park was a better place than the house...

I ran through the park and soon I found one of the secret spots I hid when playing hide n seek with the others kids.

I ran through the park until I came up around the bushes to where one of the hidden spots were. Once I reached over to the place, I let myself fall to the ground....
Everything hurt....Everything felt numb. I lost mom...I lost dad....I felt my legs burns and my throat also burned and felt dry.

"Get up." I heard a voice from behind me call out to me....U̷̞̯̅͊͆͌̎n̷̠̈͗͆̈͘c̸̮͒l̴̛̞͔̻̍̆ḛ̶͋ ̶̺̘͂͒̇̎̚ẅ̵̛̳́̏̊̂ä̵̡̯̘̘́̂͑̇̎s̴͔͐ ̴̨̛̖̙̙͚̀̌b̵̡̬̼̘̓ē̶̡̨̛̥̭̯̒͌ḫ̶̼̳̗̄̅̈͆ͅî̵̪ņ̷͚̥̠̠̀́̇͑̚d̷̟̘̓̈́ ̷̫̙̭̥͇͗̋̚m̶̖͓͓̒̂̌̚͝ę̶̫͆̅̉͘.̵̦͍͍̲̣͌.̶̝͎̳͓̍͛̈́͒.̷̥̯̗̻͆̎.̸̨̨͖͔̏̒̕̚
̵̨̣͇̪͒̽͛͆̈Ḫ̵̪̘̘̒̌̀é̴̡̡̜̻͑̽ ̵̹͓̜̍̂̈́̉ͅw̶̨͕͖̭̥͛̚a̷̱̤͔̠͛̀̈s̴̳̙̾̋ ̴̢̦̞͈̦̉c̸̝̠̻͙̾̽̐a̸͙̻͖̣͕̎̑͝͠r̷̙̅͗͒̔r̸̛̭̞͖̆͑̓͜͜y̶̮̣̘̭͆́̈ī̵̫͕̠ń̷͔̫̝g̸̢̗͇̤̭̓̍ ̶̰̫͠ä̵͍́̈́̌̋̕ ̸̡͈̻͎̖̈́́̕g̸̺̥̬̲͓̈́̈̄ŗ̴̈͝ͅè̵̥̜̥̥̌̈́̾e̴͍̤̔n̶̘̿͗̉ ̵̔̆̿͜v̴̮͔̟̗͐̔̓̀̕i̸̜͇̜̟̿̆̊̌͝a̶̼̣̚l̸̪͔̥̱̋̏̔͋.̵̢̜͎̬̕͝ ̶̨̱͊̾͆H̸͎̰͕͈͗͐e̷͚̟͎̲̓ ̸̧͓̯̦̊̾͌͝g̵̤̈r̶͙̺̺̞̐͝͠á̷̼̼͗͆͑ͅḇ̴̢̠͚̏̕b̵̢̜̬͙͙̂̄̎͝é̶͈͕͚͚̓d̶̻͛̈́͌ͅ ̴̯̫̱̘̋̍͆̃ͅm̵̦͉̽̎̊̾̂y̶̖͗͂ ̷̝̖̱̈͒̀̑̇ṁ̵̝̫̞͇̾̂o̵̖̯͔̫͔̾u̶͚̅ͅţ̵̛͙̻͉̔̂̍ḧ̵̠̯̹͈̓̈́̒ ̵̜͚͔̘̽̔̐̃à̵͕̘̓̕̚ņ̵̠̃d̵̡̯̦́ ̶̢̣̖͚͇͋̀̈̓̚s̶̩͕͔̫̬̽͒̔q̵̢̯̺͚̏̒̈́̀ü̷̢̙͎̩̈́̿͝͝i̵̱̞̎̈͑e̵͚͒̋̍z̴̦͉̱̋̒̈́͋͜e̴̛͈̟̠̬d̷͙̑̈̈́̇̃ ̴̪͓͇̘́̉ͅm̷̗̌͋y̸̜̖̹̿ ̶̤̻̆͑ć̸̖̪̳̱̿̎h̵̡̛̤͎̪̭́̒͛̐e̶͍̙̠̓̃́͐͘e̸͍̠̗̜̼͒̐͌́̈́k̴̻̯̹̫̪͗s̸̼̊ ̶̘̻̬̍f̸̬̻̫͍͑̽o̶̢̜̘͊̏̿̿r̶̈́͜c̴̼͇̊͒͌͝ḭ̵͈̣̞̓͑̄̉̾n̴̖̘͉̽͛ͅg̴͖̈́̽ ̷̭͕̣̄̈́͝m̶̢̧̹̥̀e̷̛̦̬̠̽̓̒ ̷̡̗̖͓̒̓t̷̫̦͂ȍ̶̢̮̒͆̈́ ̷̨͇͇͉͙̀̿d̴̢͕̫̱́̍̿͊̔r̷̡̼̼̠̈́̊͛i̵̡͓͈̲͋́͝n̷̠̘̜͉̘̅͘k̴̩͚̍̀̈ ̶̢̻́́̽̈́ť̴̝̜́͝ͅh̵̞̪͎̟̓̅̑ͅĕ̴̝̱̉̇̅ ̵̟͉̂l̸̞̰̝̳̾̂̈̈́ḯ̶͍͔̳̉q̵̼̔̈́͜͠u̴̖̹̾i̶̛͚͚ḑ̴̛̲͖́.̵̛̺̫̱̫̠̃̓̔̽

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"Mister?" I heard the little rabbit girl call out as I opened my eyes. "Were you having a nightmare?" she asked concerned for me...
I gave a little smile. "No, why?" I responded.

"Mommy always shakes when she had nightmares. I get them too sometimes...I don't like them..." she explained. That makes two of us...

"Oh...Well yeah I did have one. But it's over now so i'm good." I said standing up and stretching. "Hey, I never got to ask for your name, what is it?" I asked.

"My name is Anabelle! What's yours?" she then asked. "Anabelle? That's a beautiful name! My name's...Sylvester." I said as the name felt oddly familiar.

"Anyways, how about we get you that ice cream I promised you?" I said and she beamed with excitement once again. "Really?! Mommy and daddy haven't bought me ice cream in a really long time!" she said as she grabbed my hand.

As my dad once said...
Children run away from their homes when they are unhappy with their lives. Leaving them there would be worse than to-

"Sylvester?" Anabelle asked. "Yeah?" I said making sure I payed attention to her. "After I get ice cream, can I go home back with mommy?" she asked and ot made me frown a bit. Why would she want to stay with her horrible parents...

"How about I take you somewhere you can stay at until your mom arrives? You'll feel much better once you get there, I promise!" I said giving her a smile.

She had trusted me by now and didn't question me. "Ok!" she said once again grabbing my hand. If I wanted to do this right then i'd have to transform back into my deathgod form. My mind would feel a lottle hazy for a little while....

I sighed as we made our way away from almost everyone. "It's time to take this girl to a better place....
I took this moment to finally start transforming into my-

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"̶N̵o̷!̸"̶ ̵I̷ ̷y̸e̶l̸l̸e̸d̷ ̵a̴t̷ ̷D̸a̵d̸.̴ ̶"̶W̸h̴a̸t̵ ̴d̷o̷ ̶y̸o̸u̸ ̶m̵e̸a̸n̴ ̸n̵o̴!̴"̷ ̶h̸e̴ ̸y̴e̸l̷l̴e̶d̸ ̷b̶a̶c̸k̵.̸ ̵"̵I̷'̵m̵ ̶n̶o̵t̶ ̵k̷i̴l̵l̵i̶n̸g̶ ̵h̷i̷m̷!̸"̶ ̸I̶ ̶y̷e̷l̴l̵e̵d̴ ̴b̷a̷c̴k̶.̶ ̴I̷ ̸h̴a̷d̴ ̷r̴a̵n̴ ̷o̶n̸c̷e̶ ̶a̷g̷a̶i̴n̷ ̶w̸h̸e̵n̸ ̶d̶a̷d̴ ̶s̵a̸i̴d̸ ̴I̴ ̵h̵a̸d̸ ̸t̶o̸ ̵k̵i̷l̴l̶ ̸S̸y̵l̷v̵e̶s̷t̷e̸r̸.̴
̶
̶"̷D̷o̵n̸'̵t̴ ̸y̵o̸u̴ ̴s̵e̸e̷ ̴h̴i̴m̵!̷!̶!̸ ̷D̴o̶ ̶y̴o̷u̷ ̷s̸e̸e̵ ̵t̷h̶e̶ ̸p̷a̴i̷n̴ ̷h̷e̶'̵s̴ ̴g̶o̶i̵n̷g̴ ̴t̴h̷r̴o̸u̸g̵h̷!̶ ̸I̴f̶ ̶y̸o̶u̷ ̶w̵e̴r̴e̴ ̶r̷e̷a̶l̷l̶y̸ ̴h̶i̷s̷ ̸b̴e̵s̵t̴ ̵f̴r̷i̸e̶n̶d̸ ̸t̵h̴e̸n̷ ̴y̶o̸u̴ ̴k̴n̵o̴w̵ ̶w̶h̵a̷t̶ ̶w̷o̸u̶l̷d̵ ̷b̶e̴ ̴b̶e̷s̸t̷ ̴f̴o̴r̷ ̸h̸i̸m̵!̵"̷ ̸D̸a̸d̵ ̶s̶c̸r̵e̷a̵m̵e̸d̵ ̴a̶t̸ ̵m̵e̷.̵
̶
̷"̵B̷-̵b̴u̴t̵-̶"̵
̵"̶Y̸o̵u̴'̷r̶e̷ ̷s̸e̷l̴f̸i̸s̵h̶.̶.̵.̵Y̷o̶u̵'̸d̴ ̵r̴a̵t̴h̴e̴r̶ ̴k̴e̴e̷p̵ ̷y̶o̴u̵r̶ ̸b̷e̸s̴t̴ ̸f̴r̸i̷e̶n̷d̴ ̶a̷l̷i̵v̷e̶ ̴a̵n̸d̸ ̷l̸e̴t̷t̴i̵n̶g̴ ̵h̵i̶m̷ ̸s̷u̴f̶f̸e̴r̷!̵ ̴L̵o̶o̵k̸ ̶a̴t̸ ̴h̴i̷m̸ ̵c̵r̴y̷i̵n̷g̷ ̸o̷v̶e̴r̶ ̶t̴h̵e̸r̵e̵!̴ ̷D̴o̶ ̸h̵i̵m̶ ̸a̴ ̶f̴a̷v̶o̷r̷ ̵a̸n̶d̷ ̴e̵n̴d̶ ̷h̴i̸m̷ ̷a̴l̵r̸e̴a̶d̸y̸.̶.̵.̴"̵ ̷H̷e̶ ̶s̴a̴i̶d̵.̴
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̶I̵ ̷l̵o̴o̶k̵e̶d̵ ̵a̶t̸ ̷S̵y̵l̷v̸e̶s̴t̶e̵r̶ ̴w̷h̶o̴ ̷w̶a̵s̵ ̷c̵r̵y̴i̵n̸g̵ ̴i̵n̴ ̵h̸i̵s̴ ̷b̷a̸c̷k̷y̷a̸r̵d̵ ̷w̴h̶i̷l̶e̶ ̵h̷i̴s̶ ̶m̷o̵m̷ ̷w̵a̶s̴ ̶s̵c̷r̶e̴a̸m̶i̵n̸g̷ ̴i̶n̴s̵i̸d̶e̷ ̷y̵e̶l̴l̷i̶n̷g̵ ̴a̸t̵ ̷h̸i̷s̵ ̴d̷a̴d̷.̷ ̵"̷.̴.̴.̸.̵.̸O̶k̵.̸.̷.̶.̷"̶ ̵I̴ ̴s̵a̶i̷d̶.̵
̷I̷t̴'̷s̴ ̸f̶o̴r̸ ̷t̸h̵e̸ ̷b̸e̷s̶t̶,̴ ̸r̴i̸g̸h̴t̶?̶
̴
̴I̷ ̶w̷i̷p̴e̵d̷ ̷m̶y̵ ̵t̶e̶a̴r̴s̸.̷ ̴E̵v̸e̵r̵ ̷s̸i̸n̵c̴e̵ ̸P̸r̶e̶-̸K̴ ̸h̴a̷s̸ ̴S̶y̶l̵v̸e̷s̵t̶e̷r̶ ̷b̵e̴e̶n̷ ̴m̸y̷ ̷b̷e̴s̸t̶ ̵f̸r̷i̵e̷n̷d̵.̷ ̴W̶e̷ ̵s̶p̴e̶n̵t̵ ̵6̷ ̶y̷e̸a̸r̴s̶ ̷t̶o̷g̷e̵t̶h̸e̵r̴.̸.̴.̸.̷B̵u̶t̴ ̷I̶ ̵f̸a̵i̴l̴e̷d̸ ̵t̷o̵ ̴s̵e̵e̸ ̶h̶o̶w̴ ̸m̴e̸s̴s̸e̵d̸ ̷u̸p̵ ̷h̶i̸s̸ ̵l̶i̵f̵e̸ ̵w̷a̴s̷.̶
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̵"̸S̵y̴l̴v̵e̶s̸t̵e̴r̶?̷"̸ ̵I̵ ̷m̵a̵n̷a̷g̵e̵d̸ ̸t̶o̴ ̵s̸a̷y̸.̸ ̷I̸ ̷s̵a̸w̶ ̴a̶s̷ ̷h̵e̴ ̷f̸l̴i̶n̷c̷h̸e̷d̷.̵ ̴H̸e̶ ̸l̷o̶o̸k̵e̶d̴ ̶u̴p̸ ̷t̶o̷ ̸s̷e̵e̷ ̷m̷e̸ ̵a̵n̷d̸ ̶q̵u̴i̴c̷k̸l̷y̷ ̴w̵i̴p̸e̷d̵ ̴a̴w̸a̸y̸ ̶h̴i̶s̷ ̶t̸e̸a̶r̸s̸.̶ ̴"̸A̶r̴e̶ ̷y̶o̷u̸ ̷o̷k̴a̷y̵?̵"̴ ̶I̸ ̴a̷s̴k̶e̵d̵ ̵g̶e̴n̴u̴i̴n̴e̴l̴y̵.̴
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̵"̴I̷.̸.̴.̶"̸ ̶h̸e̵ ̶s̴a̶i̵d̴ ̶b̷e̸f̴o̵r̶e̷ ̷h̶e̸ ̸s̴t̶a̶r̶t̷e̶d̷ ̵s̶o̷b̶b̸i̴n̶g̷ ̴a̵g̵a̸i̶n̷ ̶a̵n̶d̴ ̵p̶u̵l̶l̴e̷d̵ ̸m̸e̸ ̵i̷n̷t̸o̷ ̵a̴ ̷h̶u̵g̵.̸ ̴"̷N̸o̴ ̴i̸'̸m̷ ̵n̴o̷t̷ ̶o̴k̵a̵y̷!̷"̸ ̷h̵e̵ ̵s̷c̷r̸e̵a̵m̵e̷d̵ ̶m̸u̴f̵f̷l̶e̸d̶ ̴a̴s̶ ̴h̸e̴ ̶c̸r̸i̵e̶d̷ ̶i̵n̵t̷o̶ ̷m̶y̵ ̴s̶h̴o̴u̷l̵d̷e̵r̷.̶
̶
̶.̸.̸.̷.̶.̵.̷.̵
̶W̸h̶a̸t̴ ̵h̸e̵ ̴d̷i̷d̸n̴'̷t̶ ̸k̶n̷o̵w̴ ̸w̷a̴s̴ ̸t̸h̴a̷t̸ ̷m̴y̷ ̸s̷c̷y̸t̸h̷e̵ ̴t̵a̸i̶l̴ ̷w̷a̴s̶ ̷d̸i̸r̷e̸c̶t̶l̷y̵ ̴b̴e̸h̷i̶n̷d̵ ̸h̷i̵m̸.̷ ̷R̶e̴a̸d̶y̷.̸.̶.̶t̶o̶.̸.̴.̸.̵.̸.̷s̴t̶r̸i̵k̶e̴.̶
̷"̶C̷a̴n̶ ̴I̷ ̶t̴e̶l̴l̵ ̷y̸o̴u̶ ̸s̵o̶m̵e̶t̶h̷i̶n̸g̸?̸"̸ ̴S̴y̸l̶v̶e̵s̴t̷e̴r̷ ̵a̸s̴k̸e̶d̴ ̶n̶o̸t̸ ̷k̸n̶o̶w̸i̴n̵g̶ ̵t̵h̴a̵t̵ ̶m̶y̴ ̶s̸c̸y̴t̴h̷e̵ ̶t̸a̴i̸l̸ ̴w̵a̷s̷ ̷a̶b̸o̶u̷t̸ ̴p̴i̴e̸r̶c̸e̸ ̸h̸i̷s̷ ̸b̶a̶c̶k̸.̴
̴
̷"̵W̶h̴a̷t̷ ̷i̷s̶ ̶i̶t̷?̶"̶ ̷I̶ ̴a̶s̶k̵e̴d̸.̵ ̴"̶Y̸o̶u̷'̸r̷e̵ ̷t̵h̷e̵ ̸o̷n̷l̶y̶ ̴o̸n̴e̸ ̶I̸ ̸c̸o̴u̶l̸d̷ ̸t̸r̴u̶s̷t̵.̵.̷.̴p̶l̴e̶a̴s̵e̷.̶.̷.̸.̴d̵o̵n̷'̷t̶ ̷l̵e̴a̸v̷e̴ ̸m̴e̴.̵.̵.̷.̵"̴ ̷h̷e̵ ̴s̶a̴i̷d̵ ̶h̶u̵g̴g̴i̶n̷g̵ ̸o̸n̵t̷o̸ ̴m̷e̶ ̶t̵i̷g̵h̶t̷e̶r̶.̶ ̸"̶D̴-̴d̸o̴n̸'̵t̷ ̵w̶o̸r̷r̴y̷.̶.̸.̶I̶'̷l̸l̵ ̸s̸t̵a̷y̷ ̵h̴e̸r̵e̶ ̴w̷i̶t̵h̴ ̵y̴o̷u̶ ̷t̷i̸l̶l̶ ̸t̴h̵e̶ ̴e̸n̵d̷.̶.̵.̶"̸ ̴I̵ ̷s̴a̴i̴d̸ ̵b̷e̶i̴n̶g̴ ̴c̷o̶m̶p̸l̴e̷t̴e̵l̵y̶ ̶h̴o̵n̸e̴s̶t̶ ̶w̸i̷t̷h̶ ̴h̷i̵m̴.̷.̴.̶.̶
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̷H̷e̴ ̴l̷i̵f̵t̷e̷d̸ ̴h̸i̶s̷ ̶h̵e̵a̷d̶ ̵u̸p̷ ̷t̵o̶ ̸s̵e̵e̴ ̶m̵e̵.̷ ̷"̵T̶h̵a̴n̵k̵ ̶y̶o̵-̸"̴ ̷h̷e̷ ̶s̴a̵i̴d̵ ̸b̸e̷f̷o̴r̴e̶ ̶m̷y̵ ̷s̶c̴y̸t̸h̷e̸ ̵p̴i̷e̶r̶c̶e̴d̵ ̷h̶i̵s̶ ̵n̵e̶c̸k̴.̵ ̸B̴e̵c̸a̸u̸s̶e̴ ̶o̶f̷ ̸m̶y̵ ̵h̷e̸s̴i̴t̵a̸n̸c̷e̴ ̵i̴t̶ ̶o̷n̷l̷y̸ ̸m̸a̵d̷e̵ ̶i̷t̷ ̶h̷a̶l̴f̷w̷a̴y̵ ̵t̴h̵r̸o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̴h̴i̸s̸ ̷n̵e̵c̸k̴.̴ ̷H̸e̸ ̵c̵o̷u̴g̴h̴e̸d̸ ̸u̶p̴ ̴b̶l̸o̶o̸d̷ ̵a̷n̵d̵ ̵c̶o̸u̴g̸h̴e̸d̴ ̴o̷n̷ ̷m̸y̵ ̶s̵h̴i̴r̵t̷.̸ ̸H̵e̶ ̴g̴u̷r̷g̷l̷e̸d̷ ̴o̵u̶t̶ ̶a̴ ̸g̶r̷o̵a̶n̵ ̶a̶s̴ ̸h̶i̵s̸ ̵b̴l̶o̸o̴d̷ ̴a̷n̸d̴ ̵t̴e̶a̵r̸s̶ ̸w̶e̴r̵e̸ ̶a̴l̵l̵ ̵o̴v̵e̴r̴ ̶m̷y̸ ̴s̷h̷i̵r̵t̴.̸
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̶B̵e̸f̴o̶r̸e̸ ̴h̵e̸ ̵c̴o̷u̸l̷d̶ ̴e̸v̵e̷n̸ ̷r̵e̵a̴c̴t̷ ̶I̶ ̸f̷i̴n̵i̸s̷h̸e̵d̵ ̷t̶h̵e̴ ̵j̵o̴b̴.̶.̷.̸"̴I̵-̸i̶'̴m̸ ̴s̵-̶s̷o̷-̷s̴o̴r̷r̷y̵"̵ ̷I̷ ̵c̸h̵o̶k̶e̵d̵ ̵o̸u̸t̶ ̵a̸s̵ ̷w̶a̴t̵c̵h̷e̴d̸ ̶a̴s̴ ̴S̶y̶l̴v̸e̴s̴t̷e̴r̵ ̸l̵a̸y̵ ̴l̵i̵m̷p̶ ̶o̵n̸ ̸t̸h̴e̶ ̵f̵l̶o̷o̵r̴.̵
̷"̶G̵o̷o̵d̸ ̸j̴o̷b̷ ̵k̷i̸d̸.̵ ̷Y̷o̵u̶ ̴d̴i̸d̵ ̷w̶e̷l̴l̸"̷ ̸D̵a̵d̷ ̴s̷a̵i̶d̴ ̷i̷n̶ ̸h̶i̶s̸ ̸u̷s̵u̵a̸l̴ ̴s̵t̷e̴r̵n̸ ̵v̷o̷i̵c̸e̵.̴
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̷H̷e̵ ̷c̷l̸e̶a̷n̷e̴d̴ ̴u̴p̸ ̶t̸h̸e̴ ̸m̶e̷s̵s̷ ̴a̵n̴d̴ ̶t̷h̶e̷ ̴t̴r̵i̵p̶ ̵h̸o̶m̷e̶ ̴a̴n̸d̷ ̷d̵i̷s̸p̷o̵s̴i̸n̷g̸ ̴o̶f̵ ̷t̶h̸e̴ ̴b̶o̵d̷y̷ ̴a̷l̸l̴ ̸b̸e̵c̸a̷m̷e̷ ̷a̴ ̷b̶l̵u̶r̷ ̵t̷o̴ ̶m̴e̷.̸ ̸

I didn't do anything wrong...He wasn't happy. He wasn't happy.

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She wasn't happy.
Once it become less hazy, I saw that I was once again back in my normal form and I left the girl there. I put the necklace on her. I walked away from her. Now all that is left is for her parents to come....

I walked for what seems like hours but in reality was only minutes. I kept looking at the ground trying to remember those nightmares I was having....

I couldn't remember much of it anymore...
Were they bad? I couldn't remember what they had....
Maybe not. I could just be imagining things...

I heard as a woman was frantically looking around with tears in her eyes. She looked familiar somehow....

"Sir! Sir! Please! Have you seen my daughter! She ran away and I got told that she ran crying here to the park!" She said. Oh that's right....She's Anabelle's mother. She was the woman in the locket...

"No, sorry. I haven't seen a girl run through here. She could be up the road over there." I said pointing to the direction I left her daughter. "Thank you! I'm sorry, I have to go find my daughter!" she cried while once again running ahead.

...............
She still hasn't realized it's been too late....
She's in a better place.

I started walking at a slower pace as my body got sore from earlier. "How many times am I going to fall asleep today...." I grumbled. Looking at the time, it was 9:51am. It seems i've been with that girl for almost 4 hours...

Wow...
I collapsed onto the bench and felt my body want to succumb to just sleeping. I forgot how draining transforming could be...
.............
.................

??? 6:

"I leave you to do the rest of the w-"
??? End:

"Are you alright?" I heard someone ask. Trying to hide my face, I woke up but kept my head down. I couldn't see who was talking to me...

"Yeah....just tired is all" I grumbled.
"I don't think a park bench is comftable enough to actually take a nap" they said with a slight chuckle.

"Yeah? Have you ever slept on a bench at a park?" I asked. "No, but my partner sure has and he's always complaining about being sore afterwards." the voice explained. That would explain why i'm a lot more sore than usual...

"Your partner sure sounds like a handful..." I said and he gave a little chuckle. "That's not even the start!" he said sitting down on the bench beside me. I still couldn't see any of his body. I could only see them wearing a hoodie of some sort. That looks quite comftable.

"I saw a women start to tell me about how her daughter ran away. Feel bad for the women..." they said before sighing.
"Why? If her daughter ran away doesn't that mean she was a bad parent?" I replied.

"Well, you never know. Even if the parents are the problems, they still have their own problems to deal with. Over time the parents start to realize their mistakes and with time...things get better...." they said but they paused as if they were going to say something else.

"But?" I said to get the guy to continue.
"But some parents never learn...It's all about having patience. Not everyone is going to have that chance...hell, I didn't!" He said letting a half hearted chuckle.

"But it nevers hurts to have hope...Some things will work themselves out. Parents are suppose to be supportive and shouldn't force you to do things." He said.

"Sometimes you have to find the right people to help you out because those hurting you will take away those who want to help you. In the end you end up having a broken mind...And it takes time to recover. Just keep that in mind. So, that's why I feel bad for the woman. She realizes her mistake and is now trying to fix it. Some parents wouldn't even bat an eye. Do you get what I mean?" he said.

"I...." I said at a loss for words...
it's...Possible. But she wasn't happy with her family. She did not feel happy. I can guarantee that.

"I see...." I finally said. I was tempted to look up so I could see the person i'm talking with right now. But maybe that isn't the best choice right now....

"Anyways, i'm going to head back home. It was nice chatting with ya!" the guy said standing up and leaving. I waited for a few minutes before getting back up myself.

I left the park and went back home myself. I transformed back to my deathgod form and opened the door. Goldbear was doing the paperwork I needed to finish up. He looked up when he saw me. "Oh! You're back! I was just finishing up some of the paperwork that you left on your desktop." he said showing me the finished documents.

I smiled feeling relieved. "Thank you...I feel quite tired so i'm relieved that I don't have to worry about it." I said patting the bear's head. I forgot how short he is compared to me...

"You should get some sleep, you've been looking stressed recently." he said urging me to go to my room. I let myself get pushed by the smaller bear. It was amusing seeing him trying his all to push me. "Goldbear, you know I can't..." I said. "Yes...I know. We finally found a crystal for the teleporter. We'll be able to go back to Earth..." Goldbear said.

"I haven't had much progress with catching the bear...we can't leave without him..." I explained hating myself for letting myself relax while I could have tried to find that bear...

Once we got to my room, I let myself in and watched as Goldbear looked exhausted from trying to push me. "Goldbear?" I asked the bear. "Yes?" he said listening.

"Take the day off. You deserve it." I said giving him a genuine smile. "Really?! Thank you!" He said before my door automatically closed.

He said thank you...he was actually really happy about it. cute...but, there was something else about it...

For once...
For once it felt....good.
It felt so genuine.
I....
I..
I.
I just need rest...

Walking over to my bed, I accidentally stepped on the remote causing the TV infront of my bed to on. It's been so long since i've cleaned...

"It was reported today that in Hellguard Park a young girl by Anabelle Hopper was found murdered. Her mother was looking for her daughter who many reported was found running in the park early morning crying." The news reporter said.

"Police reports that she was dismembered and found almost indescribable except for a golden necklace that was on top of her body. Inside contained a picture of the mother and father and the child."

"Everyone, if you have a kid. Please, keep them close. It seems that maybe an Irredeemable is among us. We have another witness here as well who first noticed the girl run off. His name is Go-" The lady on the TV said before I turned it off.

I guess it didn't take them long to find her...
She's in a better place now...
She wasn't happy with her life. I found her a better place...

This is what's wrong with the world...
They think i'm nice because I help them...
Didn't know the expectations were so empty...

All it takes is a fake smile and words they want to hear to be "nice", but once they see this, i'm now some irredeemable murder. Dad was right....

There is no good in this world. There is no such thing as a nice person...

I felt dizzy all of a sudden...I....

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I...It was hot...burning actually...
"N...ty...." I heard a muffled voice try to call out to me... "Ni....t...y" I heard them call out again. I couldn't feel my body to move. I recognized the voice, but I could barely speak. My lungs hurt....

"Ni...ty! You....ali....we.....out.....now!" he said shaking my body. I couldn't feel my legs...
It's as if they've shattered. "Hey..." I barely managed to get out as I felt my throat burn.

"Plea....sta......wi.....we....ge.....hurry!" he said as I could only make out the last word...
"It's..........alright.....you've done enough...." I said slowly as to not cause pain in my throat.

"No!........you.......fine......I can...." he said tugging at my arm. He was really trying to get me out of here. Even after so long he still manages to want to help me...

"Remember....last time....this happened?" I said and for once I could hear things a lot better. "Yes! But we can get out this time! It's not happening again! I don't want to go back there!" he said pulling my arm.

"Then...leave...without me..." I said letting out a cough filled with blood. "No! I can't leave you alone!" he said trying to pull me out.

"Face it...i'm going to die here.....you can....go and move on but...i'm dying here...." I said.
He started to cry....and cry....

"The building will.....collapse if....you don't leave....now..." I said but he refused to move.
"I'm not leaving you! And you're not leaving me either!" he said with confidence....

"But...if we go back...." I said unable to speak anymore. "It doesn't matter! We've both gone through centuries and decades together, what is one more century going to do?" he said finally giving up and laying on the floor beside me. "Plus, I doubt my cousin was ever the next death god. He never had any changes to begin with so I doubt he's the next chosen one." He said letting out a sigh.

"One day when we find the next chosen one, you can be free again...Just like when we were in college...." he said giving me a smile. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of being free from the curse that I had...

"Yeah...one day." I said smiling. One day......
Just as I finished my thought, the building began to collapse. And we fell with it....

Broken Mind End

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Healing Mind

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Gold's Pov:

I went out to where most of the living district was since walking through the market district was....quite the handful. When Spring told me about the territories, he never mentioned about the districts. The territories were separated between the market and living districts. The market district is basically like a mall but instead it's streets and streets full of stores.

The living district is where civilians live...yeah that's pretty obvious...
Passing by the living district was always peaceful-

I saw as a door swung open and a girl ran out of the house crying. "Wha-" and before I could even finish I saw as a vase was thrown outside and shattered on the hard floor. I shouldn't get myself involved in this but...that girl.

By now the girl had ran off and was out of sight...Shit.

I got closer to the house and I realized what had been happening now.
"Why can't you take your own daughter to the park!" I heard a woman yell before I heard a man's voice respond quickly afterwards. "I'd rather relax than take care of that daughter of yours! You're also drinking as if you don't have any responsibilities to do now!" he yelled back.

"EXCUSE ME?! My daughter?! You mean our daughter!"
"No no no! She's not my daughter! You've cheated on me and I just know it!" the man said but I decided to stop trying to listen into their conversation

Only thing I can do now is try to get them to find their daughter and try to fix whatever they did. I...I remember running away from home once when...Freddy wasn't there...

I ran away because...They were talking about me...I...
Nevermind that now. Right now I have to get them to find their daughter.

I looked a bit to see if I can get their attention to the door. I noticed that the broken vase was well enough in my reach to try and thow inside.

I grabbed one of the bigger pieces of the broken and threw it inside before hiding myself behind the door again. "You kn-..." The woman said before it went silent.

"Anabelle!" the woman yelled. "Did she run off again?" The guy said in a annoyed way. Again? And he's fine with it?

I stood still as I saw the woman run out the door. She started running to what I assume must be the park. She did say that she wanted to go there so maybe....

"I never want to ever see you come back to this hou-" The man said before I punched him knocking him out cold. For once my strength was useful. I may not know much about the family but I can tell that he isn't willing to help the girl just because he thinks it isn't his...

I pushed him inside the house before closing the door. Now...it's time we go find that girl.
She could be anywhere. Rabbits are suppose to be fast, but ironically the only fast bunny i've seen is that little girl.

I could atleast try to catch up to the mom. I don't like how close the park is to the edge of town where the Unspeakable's territory is...
I stared running to the park and I was luckily able to catch up with the women. She was sobbing on a bench.

......
"Hey is something wrong?" I asked obliviously and the woman seemed distressed. "My daughter! She ran away and I would normally find her here hiding, but she isn't where she normally us!" The woman said before going back to crying...

The dad did mention she has ran away before...If she normally hides somewhere then maybe she just found a new spot. "I could help you find her. What is her name?" I asked. Even though I knew how she looked and what her name was from earlier, it would seem suspicious if I somehow I already knew that.

"She was wearing her favorite pink dress. She had a locket we gave her yesterday, she's 6 and I-I-I don't know what to do!" she said before breaking down again.

Normally I would be angry with this woman for their family being so problematic especially for the child, but it seems like she really cared for her.

My parents wouldn't even care about me and less even trying to find me when I would run away. They would always just wait for me to come back home since they said I don't have anywhere else to go and I would always need them....

"I'll go looking that part of the park and you can go check that other part, ok?" I said and she wiped away her tears before standing back up and nodding.

Once she calmed down, we both went out separate ways to try and find the girl. I kept searching and searching for what seemed like hours but I found no trace of her. I was beggining to worry that maybe this girl had been in any trouble. The thought worried me.

My mind kept racing with thoughts that didn't make the situation any better. Spring said that the Irredeemable's do some of the worst things imaginable and having that 6 year old girl out vulnerable to them was a terrifying thought.

I was searching....

Searching....

Searching...

I looked behind bushes...

Hidden spots....

Even in a restricted area....

But in the end...

I found nothing...

I was starting to lose hope thinking that maybe it would have been better if I just chased after the girl myself...

If only...
Why do I do stupid shit like this all the time...

Suddenly I hear something run a few feet past me. I turned around expecting to see the girl, but instead I see-

I was becoming a little nauseous...
Did something hit me?
It felt like I was about to collapse....but...

??? ?:

??? End:

I stood back up. I was barely able to catch myself. I was just about to fall unconscious onto the floor. The guy I just saw wasn't there anymore? Was I imagining that?

I'm trying my hardest to find this girl. I NEED to find her, so I can't be falling asleep now. I kinda wish I would have woken up Spring earlier. He could have tried to run towards the rabbit and atleast keep an eye on her but I guess that isn't possible right now...

As much as I tried to stay up, I felt a little more nauseous...
I quickly lost my stepping and I fell back. I closed my eyes waiting for impact....
.......
I opened my eyes a little as I didn't feel any impact from the fa-
"OW! FUCK!" I yelled out when I finally hit the ground.

Looking up, I saw as a small portal that was the park closed. "Huh?..." I said confused. I looked around me and only noticed that zi was in a dark room. Did I just fall through a portal?!

I quickly stood up and noticed black and white tiled floors and walls. I think I recognized this room but nothing came to mind. All I knew was that I tripped, I somehow fell through a portal, and now i'm in this dark room....

I suddenly felt a lot colder.
"Shit...This place feels so much colder than the rest of the underworld." I mumbled to myself despite wearing a hoodie. I started to push boxes out of my way so that I could move around.

The room smelled familiar...
Yet I couldn't put my finger on it. Why does it smell so familiar...
It looked like a storage room, which would explain all the boxes...

I walked up to what was a door. I heard mumbling outside. Wanting to find answers and possibly an exit out of here I opened the door.

Before I could even process opening the door, I felt a sudden force hit my face. "OW! HOW MANY MORE TIMES AM I GOING TO GET HURT?!" I yelled out feeling my face. It didn't hurt much but it still hurt.

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I saw as Foxy stood holding a shovel. I swear I thought I saw brown fur....

"Gold? Shit i'm so sorry!" Foxy said letting go of the shovel. Bonnie and Chica stood on the side. "What the hell were you doing in that storage room?" Foxy asked.

"I...uhhh. I don't really know..." I said genuinely. I realized that I was back in the pizzeria. Everything was well managed and it looked great. I guess Freddy was doing well.

Talking about Freddy...
"Foxy, where's Freddy?" I asked. Everyone looked at me weirdly and with a concerned expression. "Gold are you sure you took your medication?" Foxy asked. Medication....

"What medication?" I asked genuinely. Foxy then sighed. "Gold...please. We need you to take your medication. We don't need everyone keeping an eye on you before you try to kill yourself again." he said leaving me shocked.

"Foxy what the hell are you going on about? Where's Freddy?!" I asked wanting answers but also panicking at what happened to Freddy.

"He's dead! Why can't you still accept that! He died from an infection Springtrap gave him because of his own stupidity! I'm sorry that you're too delusional to finally realize that!" Foxy screamed at me. He's never done this before...

But....
Freddy can't be dead...
Springtrap cured him, it's not possible....
"A-and where's Springtrap?" I asked.

"I'm right here you idiot." I heard his voice from behind me. Turning around, I saw Spring. He looked just like before we went to hell.

I looked at myself and realized my tail is back to it's normal shape...huh?

"Spring!" I yelled in excitement before hugging him. "You're really needy all of a sudden, huh?" Spring chuckled.
"Spring...tell me how we got here." I whispered to him he said before he pulled me awah from the hug.

He looked at me concerned. "What do you mean? Are you feeling alright Gold?" he asked genuinely. He was being completely honest...
"I...." I said at a lost for words about what was happening.

"Don't worry guys, i'll make sure Gold takes his medication." I heard Springtrap say as the others began to walk away. I felt as Springtrap kept tugging my arm again and again.

"Gold, what's going on with you today?" Springtrap said to me. "What's going on with everyone..." I mumbled. "What did you sa-"
"I SAID WHAT'S GOING ON WITH EVERYONE TODAY!" I yelled catching Springtrap off guard.

He soon recovered and this time with force, he got a grip on my wrist. He tried pulling me, but I didn't budge. I was starting to worry because if he kept pulling like this the-

"GOLD! JUST...TRY...TO...AWSHIT!" he said struggling to pull me until he lost his grip on my wrist. "Please...I just want to kN0W what the hell is going on!" I said feeling my voice begin to gurgle as if it wasn't even mine.

No....
NO HOLD ON-

Memory 1:

"Go to hell!" I yelled at mom and dad. "I came to visit expecting to have a nice reunion with family, but now I remember why I left here in the first place!" I growled.

"How can you be so selfish!" Mom screamed.
"Why can't you support your own brother!" Dad yelled. "I'll gladly give him the money, but i've got my own business to do...so back the fuck off." I said before grabbing my keys and heading out of my parent's house.

I walked into my car and watched as my mom and dad were giving me disgusted looks when leaving the drive way. Why'd I expect them to change...

Memory 1 End:

I saw as I felt taller. My tail had become the weird scythe shape it had become...It had....
Wait...no.No.nOno. WHY DOES IT HAVE BLOOD!!!

I looked around me and I panicked until I fell upon the corner of the room I was in. It looked like we were in a bedroom...our bedroom.

And in the corner of that bedroom...
Lay Springtrap's body....indescribable...I couldn't tell what the hell he was anymore...

I could tell it was him because...h-his face was...laying right next to him...

I felt like throwing up. Wanting to think this was a nightmare. A dream. Something that would tell me that this all wasn't real!!!

But nothing.
All of it was real.
Nothing was going to wake me up from this reality. I started sobbing falling to the ground as I did. I felt myself grow weak and small. I could feel my tail become lighter as I must be transforming back...

I feel like I should just face the consequences of killing him...I'll be sent to jail or possible death row, but at this point it would all become a blur to me...

I kept sobbing as I heard steps behind me...
It was probably someone in the crew...waiting to take me away to authorities...

"Holy shit what the hell happened here?!" I heard someone say...It wasn't Bonnie, Foxy, or even Chica...

I turned around and saw as Ron was looking at me through....a portal? "R-Ron?" "Gold?! What the hell happened to you?!" he said and before I could respond I could hear talking outside the hallway. Ron could hear it too. "No time! Let's get out!" he said before grabbing my arm and taking me through the portal with him.

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!

When the portal closed I saw as Ron was catching his breath. Looking around us, I saw as there was multiple portals all around. All of them though were memories I remember and some looked similar but different.

"Ron what the hell is going on?" I asked receiving more questions than answers. Once Ron actually catched his breath, I sat down on the floor with him.

"Gold, what d-did you see in that t-timeline?" Ron asked concerned for me. "I...I didn't see a lot but...everything was confusing..." I said still unsure of what I saw was anywhere near remotely real...

I looked up at Ron. I don't know how he found me, but it was still weird. "Ron, how can I tell you're the Ron I KNOW." I said suspicious of why he was here.

He looked at me confused before reaching a conclusion. "Oh! So t-that's what you think is happening here...I guess you're not so f-far off. It'd be easier to explain when we get back to the p-pizzeria." he said before standing up and offering me his hand.

If I were to take him up on that offer I would end up accidentally pulling him down with me. Well...now that I see, My tail is back to it's spiky form. Has Ron not noticed yet?

As I walked with him, I looked around all the little portals around the area. "Where are we Ron?" I asked. "H-huh? O-oh, we're in your memory portal. This is how the WSP, or rather I was able to find you." he explained.

"But if that's true...Why did I see that?" I said recalling the room we were in before. "T-that...That wasn't one of o-our portals.." Ron said confusing me.

"Not one of your portals? Then who's was it?" I asked. "Depends what happened in that timeline portal." Ron said.

"Well, now that I know that it wasn't real, it definitely puts me more at ease about what happened...back there" I said while wiping the remaining tears that hadn't dried up yet.

"They told me that Freddy died, I was taking medication, and that I was being delusional..." I said to which Ron stopped walking.

"Where were you before this happened?" he asked a lot more concerned now. "I was in the underworld with Spring. I was alone in a park there looking for a little girl before I felt dizzy and fell through the portal" I explained.

"Let's just get back to the pizzeria. I'll explain the rest when we're safe." Ron said. He didn't look comftable at all...Is there something I don't know?

As we walked back, I saw as Ron avoided looking me in the eye a lot. By now he must have seen the change in my eyes...

Was he just trying to ignore them? If he was then why would he...I don't know if-

"Yeah! I learned I can control people if I stare at them!" I said as Abel looked worried. "How'd you even learn that?! I don't even know how..." he mumbled sound petty.

"I accidentally controlled you when we were having a staring contest and you did stuff when I told you to do it....though you also told me stuff that I would really like to unhear." I said before pointing over to his head.

Does he know I can't stare at people? Well, it's probably good that he doesn't look at me. Until I try to figure out a way to maybe make it so I can control, it's best to not look at people.

"Ok, we're here." Ron said stopping infront of a portal showing us the outside of the pizzeria. It looked a lot different than what it had around 3-5 days ago. Stepping through the portal, I saw that it had been night?

"Why is it night?" I asked looking around us as the only thing lighting our view was the moonlight. "Was it day in the underworld?" Ron asked curiously. "Yeah, the sun was just barely coming up for that matter." I explained recalling it being very early in the morning.

"I see...I guess time does work differently in both of our worlds. It's been around 3 weeks since you've left he-" "3 WEEKS?! IT'S ONLY BEEN 5 DAYS?!" I yelled not wanting to believe that much time has passed.

"Well uhhh, yeah it's been quite a while since we've last seen you...And I don't know how the others will think seeing you like that" he said pointing towards my eyes and my tail.

"So you do know what i'm capable of in this form..." I said and he slowly nodded. "That's why the WCTP want you so badly...Which brings me to my next matter..." he said.

"That timeline portal was most likely made by the WCTP and used the situation to activate...that form..." he said referring to my beast form that Abel mentioned before.

"Then that means..." I said piecing it together. "They found you, Gold. Somehow, in all the confusion, they were able to locate you again." He finished.

"Then...What am I suppose to d-" I asked before being interrupted. "I don't know Gold! I never thought they'd ACTUALLY find you...not until I found a solution..." he said mumbling the last part.

"And what is that solution you're trying to find?" I asked. "A way to down the WCTP. Like shut down their operations for good. You know how us humans react when people see animals, right?" He asked to which i've nodded.

As much as racism exists for humans, so does speciesism for us animals and humans. Humans usually look down upon us as if we were some monsters and as much as it bothers me, it's something we have to deal with until we can find a way to unite both species. Luckily, this restaurant is animal owned so people who come here usually are fined with animal owned businesses and don't give us trouble...but we occasionally have trouble with speciesist coming in and ranting.

"So because humans react like that, that's the reason why the WCTP has so much funding. A lot of people support what they "say they are doing" but never actually show what they do to the animals." Ron explained.

"May I ask, what does the WSP and the WCTP stand for?" I asked since he kept using them without telling me what they were the acronyms for. "Oh, the WCTP stands for the World Creature Test Program while the WSP stands for the Worldwide Savior Program. The names are long so we just use WCTP and WSP for easier communication." Ron said.

"So the reason why they are after me is because i'm...an animal?" I asked.
"Well....kinda. From what i've researched, the program is after you because for generations at this point your family has had a history for....that." He said pointing at my tail.

"So you're telling me, that you've KNOWN I WAS A DEATH GOD THIS WHOLE TIME?!" I screamed to which he quickly shut me up.
"Hold on...I knew your family could inherit this onto you but I wasn't seeing any signs of your transformation....Usually by your age you would have hidden scars...weird how that was never present..." Ron wondered.

That must have been what Abel was telling me by training me at a young age...I guess signs didn't show because I wasn't exposed to anything...

"Yeah, that was because I was never exposed to any liquids or substances that would trigger them." I explained and Ron raised an eyebrow before turning in my direction.

"How do you know so much? And what do you mean by exposed to these liquids?!" Ron said looking a little more concerned than he already was. Did I say too much?

"In the underworld there's textbooks and I was able to find a lot about these death gods." I said to which Ron eased up and sighed. "Oh good...Listen to me Gold. Stop trying to learn about these powers you have, they have never ended in anything good...You could hurt those closest to you and push you away from everyone you love...please, it's best if you don't know more about them." he said staring at me.

"The more you keep...wanting to find those powers...the....more....corru......." He said before he stopped talking. "Ron? Ron?! What happe-" I said to myself before realizing it was my eyes again.

"DUDE HOW THE FUCK DO I STOP THESE EYES FROM DOING THIS SHIT!" I yelled at myself as I started rubbing my eyes hoping they would magically turn back to normal.

I stopped rubbing my eyes after a while and just looked at Ron. I know for a fact that there was not a single thought behind those eyes. "Ron, let's go inside." I said and just as said, he started following me inside.

This feeling of having full control over him felt so weird. It didn't feel right at all...Maybe Ron is right, maybe I should abandon trying to figure out these powers...

Making our way into the pizzeria, we walked in and everything was quiet. The lights were mostly all off, the window that was once broken looked brand new and fully fixed.

Freddy really started taking care of this place...He's actually maturing.

"Ron..." I said knowing I can get whatever secrets I want from him if I wanted to.
"How's Freddy doing? Be honest with me." I said and just as ordered he began talking.

"At first he was stressing at actually getting anything down, but after a while he got into the motions of things. The others were always more than glad to help him and he gladly took it." Ron said making me smile. I was happy Freddy could actually start making good things for himself.

"Freddy has done a lot of changes to the pizzeria that honestly were quite useful. He was able to make use of the basement to start storing a lot more supplies that weren't needed up here." He said finishing what he had to say. I guess I could trust Freddy with being able to manage the pizzeria...

Only problem right now is...how do I take my control off of Ron? I didn't know what to do so I tried doing the cliché double clap and hope it would take him out of my control...
It did not.

I didn't know what I was suppose to do. Ron and I sat at the table as he just say emotionlessly...
Maybe I can snap my fingers?

I decided to try and snap my fingers. It also didn't do nothing? I don't know what i'm even going to try anymore...Maybe if I-
"Ugh..." I heard Ron groan before he started moving on his own. "That it? Really cliché." I said before Ron seems to have regained most of his conscious.

"That's what?" Ron said still looking drowsy.
"Nothing...How are you feeling?" I said before sighing and laying my head on the table. "How'd we end up he-"
"You fell asleep or just passed out, I don't know..." I mumbled still laying my head down as to try to get him to not suspect I had used my eyes.

"Oh..." he said before yawning. "You should get some rest Ron." I said as he didn't refuse the idea but looked like he still had something he was thinking about.

"Gold, shouldn't you also get some rest?" Ron asked and I shook my head no. "Nah, I kinda just woke up about an hour or two ago. I'll be awake for the whole night." I said.

"Are you sure? You'll look like shit by morning if you don't sleep." Ron said sounding really concerned for me now.

"Yeah i'll be fine. Don't know why I wouldn't." I said but Ron refused to just leave me.

"I suggest you sleep somewhere. But it's best if you don't sleep here. If the WCTP finds out you're gone from their testing portal then they would surely find you here or back in the underworld." Ron said.

"Well...maybe they won't?" I said not liking the idea of sleeping somewhere else for the night. Ron let out a groan. "Gold, is there anywhere you think they won't find you at? Possibly the last place they would think to find you?" Ron asked.

"They can't know that much about me, right?" I asked not wanting to go to the last place i'd ever want to be at....

"Gold, they probably know you more than yourself considering your families history. It wouldn't suprise me if they checked here or back to the underworld. So I ask again, what's the last place they would check for you?" he asked.

I wanted to refute but I have no choice...like always...never had a choice to choose what I want to do. I was forced to leave this place, I was forced with these abilities, everything...
What's one more going to do?

I let out a sigh. "There's one place..." I mumbled. "Really? Where is it?" Ron asked.
"It's...my parent's house..." I said and saw as Ron let out a silent 'oh'.

"I-...uhhh...i'm sorry i'm sure you can just stay here and i'll jus-" Ron said as he tried to take back his request. "It's fine. As you said before, they may check that i'm here. Who knows what they could do if i'm found here again. I'm not putting the others in danger just because I can't face my fucking parents!" I screamed a bit louder than intended.

"...I....W-well atleast let me take you over there, o-ok?" Ron said sounding a bit quiet before he grabbed his keys and led me outside to his car. Ron seemed to have gone silent after he turned on the car...

"Hey, let me give you directio-" I said before Ron interrupted me again. "N-no! It's fine...I-i've driven Freddy to your parent's house a few times." he said.

"Does Freddy ever say for why he goes?" I asked. Ron just shrugged. I just sighed and leaned my hand against the car window.

I don't know why I was sleepy right now...
Does time really pass by that fast that i've accustomed to sleeping every few days? It would explain why I would always be pretty tired by morning.

Maybe....Maybe a short....nap won't....

Memory 2:

"What happened?!" I yelled watching as the whole place started to burn down. The smoke was filling my lungs but I still persisted to try and find someone...anyone.

"Hello?! Anyone?! Please!" I yelled but only heard the noises of crackling flames. "Amy! Goldbear?! Hayley?!" I yelled out...but no one responded.

"Help!" I heard someone yell. Through the smoke I was glad to be able to see a pair of golden ears. "Goldbear! We need to get out of here!" I yelled grabbing his hand.

Before we could move any further, Goldbear made me let go of him. "What the hell!" I yelled before coughing.

"I need to go get someone! I need to find them!" Goldbear yelled back. "Neither of us will make it through if we don't leave now!" I said to him. "Then you get out! I'll make sure to make it out of here!" he said before leaving as he faded into the smoke. He never let me respond. I saw as debris started falling...

I rushed out of the building and I called the fire department as soon as I could. I watched as the building burned more and more. The longer it burned, the longer I feared for Goldbear's death...

But that fear came true...
I watched as the whole building collapsed. When the fire department got here, they put out the remaining fire and looked through the debris....

They didn't find the bodies...
They told me that whoever was there must have burned rather than get crushed because there was no body in the building that they could find....

My business...gone.
My cousin...gone.
Everything...gone.

I had nowhere to go...unless...

Memory 2 End:

Ron's Pov:

I almost completely forgot about how Gold's parents were. Foxy told me all about them and the horrible shit they say to him...

I feel guilty for ever trying to suggest something close to being with them...I should have just let him stay...

But...I don't know what would be best. "Hey Gold? If you want, we can head back to the pizzeria, ok?" I asked but I got no response. "Gold?" I said before turning to the passenger seat to see he was asleep.

"And he said he would stay up the whole night" I chuckled to myself. While Gold was asleep, I contacted Gold's parents since they were "nice" when talking to me. They were so friendly with others but pure hell whenever Gold was alone. They said they wouldn't mind him staying the night but it was still visible in their voices that they were annoyed. I hung up and continued the drive towards their house.

I thought I was a bad parent with having left...her. She would never take care of Sebastian and ended up cheating on me on multiple occasions...

Then she asked me to take care of her while she was pregnant with someone else's kid. It sickened me how she was so open about her sleeping with other guys and thought there was nothing wrong.

I never agreed to an open relationship and she clearly didn't understand that. I'm glad I can see that i'm a better parent than whatever Gold's would ever be.

Choosing favorites with kids affects them so much growing up and being told constantly as a kid of being the worst kid doesn't make it any better...

We made it to Gold's parents house.
Gold was snoring and drooling on the car window. I couldn't help but take a picture of the sight. Gold never likes taking photos from what Foxy told me do having a photo is probably rare to have.

After I was done taking the picture I shook Gold awake. "Huh?" he said waking up and processing our surroundings. "You had a nice nap?" I teased and he just rolled his eyes before letting out a chuckle. Wait, his eyes aren't dark anymore...

"Well...ummm, we're here..." I said still feeling guilty for letting Gold come here. "Oh ok. To be honest, it's probably best I try to work things out between them...maybe we could try to...be a family again." Gold said.

I liked the idea of them rebuilding trust and get along but something about his parents just gave a really bad vibe. Something's telling me that it wouldn't be so easy...

"Ready to go?" I asked and Gold nodded before we both exited the car. It was around 1 or 2 of the morning by now and the streets were lit up while the streets were empty and quiet except for the whistling cold breeze that passes by me...

Gold and I walked up to the front and before we could do anything else, Gold takes his hoodie off and holds it in his hand. He took a deep breath before ringing the doorbell.

We heard footsteps approach the door and soon the door opened. "Ron! It's so nice to see you again!" Gold's mom said in her usual enthusiastic way. "Hey there champ! Why don't you come on inside! Bet you're pretty tired right now" his dad responded.

I saw Gold's face and he remained unfazed by it all. He must see this a lot by now...

"Uhh, i'm just here to..." and before I could finish my sentence I noticed Gold's lip begin to quiver. I could just leave and Gold can wait to cry once he gets inside or I could try and stay...."Actually, yes maybe I could stay the night." I responded.

Gold looked at me with an expression I couldn't quite explain. "Oh! Lovely! We love having guests around. You like when guests stay, right Goldie!" She said. Out of context it would normally sound fine, but knowing them, it's...sickening.

I feel like I just made the situation worse by saying i'll stay....Fuck...
They are just going to tease him, aren't they? Shit...

I looked at Gold, he gave me a nod with one of his generic smiles...Not the ones he gives because he's happy, it's the ones he gives all customers. Wether they are bad or good, he gives them that smile. Somehow knowing that feels very bad right now...

"Anyways, let's head inside! It's dangerous staying outside here late at night." his mom said.

I nodded giving a smile before walking inside behind them. How does Gold smile at people so easily?!

I looked around the house and saw how most pictures in the house had Gold on them. Why would they have pictures of Gold if they hate him?

Gold had a similar but still unfazed expression. "I'll go get blankets and some pillows for you two." His mom said leaving while his dad stayed here with us.

"I want to thank you for taking care of our son. He's a grown man but still acts like a kid." his dad said giving a chuckle.

"No need for thanks! We're both really great friends, I actually insisted on taking him here." I said with a smile. HOW THE FUCK DOES GOLD DO THIS 24/7?! I CAN'T EVEN HOLD A SMILE FOR 5 MINUTES!

"Hey may I ask where are the bathrooms?" I asked. Before Gold's dad could respond, Gold decided to respond. "It's to the left of the kitchen." Gold said in an overenthusiastic way. WHAT THE HELL?! THAT'S NOT THE GOLD I KNOW!

"Thanks!" I said leaving the room. Seeing Gold being overenthusiastic while talking is probably one of the most cursed things I have ever seen.

I decided to stay in the hallway for a bit because it sounded like Gold and his dad were having a conversation.

"You've been gone for a long time." his dad said in a completely new. He wasn't as unnaturally enthusiastic as before but he sounded more angrier.

"Sorry that I don't want to visit my mentally draining parents that have so much time on their hands that they use it to torment me..." Gold grumbled in a way i've almost never heard him growl like. I'm just now realizing how calm Gold's voice normally is...but here it's completely different.

"Oh so you've noticed the pictures?" his dad replied. Pictures? The pictures with Gold in them?

"Yeah...kinda scummy of you two if i'm being honest...I can still see the dust on those picture frames..." Gold growled back.

"You're moving away from the topic. Why the hell are you coming back here in the middle of the night out of all things?" his dad said.

"And why does that concern you? Shouldn't you be more concerned about other things?" Gold asked. "Oh Gold...you seem more aggressive now, did something happen that got you all so high and mighty?" his dad asked before letting out a low laugh.

"No...not entirely." Gold said as his anger was visible in his voice. "Oh? Well i'm sure you wouldn't mind sharing what that is." his dad responded back. "Actually...I do mind..." Gold growled as I swore I heard his voice change for a second...

It stayed silent...
........
More silence.....
..............
"I see...." his dad responded.
"Now, just leave me alone..." Gold growled.
"Have fun thinking we will~" his dad said before it fell silent again.

I decided to finally leave and use the bathroom. It felt bizarre knowing most of us have probably never seen Gold genuinely really pissed. Out of all the times he's shown us his emotional side of him, it's always been him while he's at his lowest in his saddest state.

We've never gotten to see Gold ever genuinely angry...It makes me think of how much of Gold we haven't seen yet. We never know his thoughts...He's a mystery despite how much time we have all known him for...
It'll only take something so triggering for him to become dangerous....

Something can be trigg-
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I heard Gold's dad yell. I hurried my piss and washed my hands before running out of the bathroom. "AAAH!" I heard a woman scream now.

"YOU TWO ARE SICK!" I heard Gold yell as I ran into the living room. I couldn't believe what I was seeing...

Gold was...he...he turned into the beast!
He grew about an extra 6 feet, his claws were more extended, his tail had a sharp blade by the end of it's tip....

I saw as he pinned his dad down. The mother didn't dare try to get near him. "YOU TWO ARE HAVING ANOTHER KID?! ARE YOU GOING TO HURT THIS BABY AS WELL IF HE COMES OUT GOLD!" Gold yelled.

"Huh?" I said before looking at his mother. He was right, it did look like a bump was starting to form. "No! This child won't be like you!" his mother yelled back.

"And what if he does? Are you seriously going to ruin his life like you did mine?!" he said as his dad was struggling to get out of Gold's grip.

"Gold! What the hell!" I screamed and just as Gold saw me, he began to detransform. When he did, he grabbed me by the hand.
"Ron, we're leaving." Gold growled before grabbing my hand. "Gold what the hell is happe-"

"Just shut up." Gold said as it sent a chill down my spine. He's never been like this before. He feels like a completely different person now....

I saw Gold and it looked like the void in his eyes returned...
I felt too tired to process whatever just happened inside...

When we made it to the car, Gold sat in the drivers seat. I decided to sit in the passenger side despite it being my car. I feel like telling him not to drive would make him more angrier than he already was.

I gave him the keys to the car and he started driving. "Gold?" I asked and he stayed silent.
..........

He sighed.
"I'm sorry you had to see me like that..." He said finally in a calmer voice, which happens to be how he normally talks. "I've never seen you angry like that before..." I said with a little chuckle but it was obvious I was kinda scared from the whole experience.

Gold noticed.
"Yeah I know...I'm usually a lot more level-headed but I can't seem to stand my parents at all...It usually goes like this, but...that....because I never got them till recently so I... lashed out." he explained.

"Usually by then I would have just lost it with them and I would just cry under a blanket for the rest of the night...They've done a lot that many regret, but they feel nothing of the sort...." He said finishing his rant about them.

"So, what got you so angry?" I asked him. "They decided to have another kid..." He said.

"Oh...That would explain quite a bit..." I responded. "Yeah...I'm scared that he'll turn out gold like me...Then what? I just have to sit by while this kid is treated horribly his whole life?" he explained.

"Yeah I do see how that could be a problem...Though, I do have a question." I said as Gold's ear faced in my direction while he kept driving.

"How were you able to control...that beast?", I asked. "What do you mean?" he replied back. "Well, normally death gods aren't in control of their bodies in their beast form, they kinda have a temporary coma until they turn back, so why doesn't it happen for you?" I asked trying to think of a reason to why it happened.

"I don't know...but do you think the WCTP know why? I don't doubt they would have that type of information." Gold suggested.

"That could be the reason why...Actually...that makes a lot of sense. If they are able to control an animal beast then they can-..." I said pausing realizing what could be it.

The WCTP has a lot of animals that they tested substances on to turn into literal monsters...but I doubt they can control them...

So getting a beast that can control itself...That could cause them not only to be able to test on more animals but cause a whole war between both species....
"Ron?" Gold asked as I snapped out of my thoughts. "Huh?"

"If they can control an animal beast then they can what?" Gold said. It's best if he stays calm right now....

"Maybe they can...I don't know, I can't quite find a clear answer" I said acting as if I didn't have a clue what they were planning.

Gold just sighed. The rest of the ride back to the pizzeria was silent. I guess we were both just really tired...It was almost 3 of the morning by the time we got back. Holy shit I didn't expect to be this tired...

Gold gave me back my keys and he walked inside. As I locked my car door, I heard footsteps close by. He's here...

"Seth, just leave..." I said letting out a groan.
"I saw what happened. I'd usually report this but I feel like consulting you about it first." he said. I turned around to face him and he was leaning on my car eating a chocolate bar...

"I'm not surprised you have chocolate, but what I am surprised is how you aren't facing any medical problems from it." I said making Seth hesitate for a second before taking another bite.

"You're going off topic Ron. Usually that would be good for you, but HQ is expecting me to give a status report in about...7 minutes, so if you don't want me to report about Project Gold's appearance then I say we begin talking." he said. Shit.

I don't like how Seth keeps calling Gold 'Project' as if he isn't a living being and more of a test subject. Seth is trying to blackmail me right now and he definitely wants to know information outside of his mission...But what is that information.

"Fine. You saw what happened, so what." I said and he stopped leaning on my car. Finally...

"Well you know as much as I do that he is a hazard. Those powers he has are not to be messed with." He said getting up in my face.
"Yes, I know. But i've told him what could happen if he continues to use them." I said pushing him away strong enough for him to back off a bit.

"Even then, he isn't a normal death god and i'm sure you're aware of that." Seth said sitting down on the ground.

"I know...it's actually really confusing and to be honest i'm a bit afraid of what Gold is capable of doing." I confessed sitting on the floor next to him.

"The higher up's also find it confusing, and the more confusing it is, the more persistent they are at capturing him. My mission is not only more and more higher priority but the less i'm starting to believe in what the higher ups actually think is right" Seth said making me chuckle.

"Seth? You not believing your higher ups? That's a shocker." I joked to which he gave me an elbow bump. "I have my own thoughts too, dickhead." He chuckled back.

"So, what do you plan on doing?" I asked. "Well, HQ knows Gold WAS in the underworld because one of our staff members were there during that time and took him there." Seth responded.

"That would explain why HQ alerted me about something happening at your HQ." I replied.

"Mhm. Anyways before I go, I just want to warn you that maybe Project Gold isn't as safe as he may seem." Seth said before standing back up and dusting himself off before helping me up.

"Can you not refer to him as 'Project Gold'?" I asked before he smiled. "Kinda hypocritical how you say that when you call him S-715124."

"I only refer him to that when talking to HQ. They don't allow us to get close to our 'Subjects' as I need to call them by." I said.

"I see..." Seth replied. "It's getting harder and harder to NOT get close to him as I keep learning about him. His friends, his personality, just everything in general. I'm somewhat part of his life now and I am suppose to NOT get close to him?" I explained.

"Not gonna lie that does suck. Especially when you have a crush on that fox guy." Seth mentioned making me back away a bit out of shock.

"I-Uhhh! N-no! That's not true-ok well maybe it is...." I confessed with a sigh. "Haha! You have not changed a thing since high school." Seth replied.

"You haven't either." I mumbled back. "I miss those times Ron..." Seth said in a sorrowful tone. "Yeah...Why'd things have to get so complicated with the animals and humans..." I mumbled back.

"I don't know, but our parents forced us to choose a side and we both ended up choosing opposite ones..." Seth replied.

Before all this complicated Animals Vs. Humans situation, we used to be best friends in high school. We were both in our senior years when it started, after that...we parted...

We only met again 10 years ago when we encountered each other in a mission...What a small world we live in....

Suddenly, Seth's watch started beeping. "I guess that's your superiors wanting that report?" I asked and he nodded.

He picked up the call on his watch. "This is HQ speaking. Seth, what is your report on Project Gold?" A guy asked on the other side.

Seth looked at me before looking back to his watch and responding. "Haven't spotted him yet, i'll give more info on Project Gold when I locate him." Seth responded before HQ ended the call a few seconds later.

"I'm not going to report what I saw right now, but stay safe, alright?" Seth asked. I gave him a light smile and gave him a thumbs up. He gave me a thumbs up before walking away....

"I do miss the old days...Everything was much simpler back then..." I whispered to myself before I walked inside the pizzeria.

I saw that the light on the kitchen was on. Walking in, I find Gold sitting by the table sleeping as his head laid down on the table.
"And he said he would stay up" I chuckled before turning off the lights and heading back to my room.

I saw as Sebastian was curled up with Foxy as both of them were sound asleep. Cute...

I lay down next to them and finally went back to sleep. It was definitely an eventful night...

Gold's Pov:

Once Ron left the kitchen, I lifted my head up. While he was outside for quite a while, something opened up....

Somehow I was able to open a portal...
Not just to anywhere, but directly back to the underworld....

Spring told me that portals can only be opened through the devices, but I had lost that, and yet....I was able to open a portal...

Once I got back up, I placed a note on the table for Ron to read. I concentrated my hands placing them both on the wall...

Once my mind was set on the underworld, I felt a breeze come through the wall before fully opening up and revealing a portal to the underground...

I walked through the portal and as soon as I was back, the portal shut close as if it was never there...
Finally realizing how much time has passed, I started to go back to searching for the girl that got me here to the park in the first place.

I kept looking until I saw a guy sitting on a bench. He looked tired and exhausted. He was definitely sleepy but something felt off....

"Are you alright?" I said. I seemed to have startled them awake because they quickly jumped back up but they kept their face hidden.

"Yeah....just tired is all" they grumbled. It was a guy for sure. "I don't think a park bench is comftable enough to actually take a nap" I said half heartedly to break the little tension there was between us.

"Yeah? Have you ever slept on a bench at a park?" they asked in a sassy way. "No, but my partner sure has and he's always complaining about being sore afterwards." I said remembering how Spring would sleep on the park benches and complain to me about it afterwards like if it was my fault he decided to sleep on a bench.

"Your partner sure sounds like a handful..." he said making me let out a little chuckle. "That's not even the start!" I said sitting down on the bench beside them.

I sat down and stayed quiet for a bit before remembering about the girl and her mom.

"I saw a women start to tell me about how her daughter ran away. Feel bad for the women..." I said letting out a sigh.
"Why? If her daughter ran away doesn't that mean she was a bad parent?" they replied. They had a point but maybe it'd be better to explain why her mother wasn't so bad.

"Well, you never know. Even if the parents are the problems, they still have their own problems to deal with. Over time the parents start to realize their mistakes and with time...things get better...." I said but I then remembered about the dad...He didn't want her...People like that don't tend to change...

"But?" the guy said noticing my pause
"But some parents never learn...It's all about having patience. Not everyone is going to have that chance...hell, I didn't!" I said letting a light chuckle. It reminded me of how just hours ago I had hated my parents for doing what they did.

"But it nevers hurts to have hope...Some things will work themselves out. Parents are suppose to be supportive and shouldn't force you to do things." I said talking from an experience I wish I had rather than the one I experienced...

"Sometimes you have to find the right people to help you out because those hurting you will take away those who want to help you. In the end you end up having a broken mind...And it takes time to recover. Just keep that in mind. So, that's why I feel bad for the woman. She realizes her mistake and is now trying to fix it. Some parents wouldn't even bat an eye. Do you get what I mean?" I explained going in depth of my thoughts.

"I...." the guy said stopping before speaking again.

"I see...." he said. "Anyways, i'm going to head back home. It was nice chatting with ya!" I said standing up and leaving.

I don't know why I spoke to that guy but he seemed to have also talked to the lady since he knew what I was talking about...

Actually...right now I don't know what part of the park I am at...Maybe if I go here-.....
I smelled something.

It was....
Horrid. My nose picked up on it pretty quickly. It smelled familiar...I can't remember what made it so familiar but....

It was coming from somewhere. I kept trying to sniff out the stench but it never got clearer...

While searching for it, I ran into the woman.
"Hey, have you found your daughter yet?" I asked and she shook her head no. "It's been hours and I haven't been able to find her yet!" she cried out.

Just as she was about to say something else, I was able to smell where the stench was coming from...it was coming from...somewhere behind those bushes...

The woman looked at me. "You also smell it, don't you?" the woman said and I nodded.
"It smells...off. It doesn't smell normal..." I said peering further into the bushes.

Once I saw an opening, I peered through the bushes and-"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I screamed before falling backwards. "What happened?!" the woman said walking next to me. "Th-there's a...it's...a girl....she..." I said but those words were enough for the woman to go in and look herself.

"OH MY GOD! IT'S HER! THAT'S MY DAUGHTER!" she sobbed out. I don't know if she has realized, but those cuts on that girl's body...aren't normal...

It was similar to those like the ones that....the Springtrap in that dimension was...They were similar. If they look similar...that means...

It was a death god who killed her.

Healing Mind End

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Unhealthy Coping
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Springtrap's Pov:

My mind was constantly fighting between me and him. "Felix what the hell?!" I screamed out. "This is what you deserve you slut!" Felix yelled back.

"We can talk about this!" I said struggling to keep my mind from falling apart and surrending over to Felix. "Oh so now you want to talk with me! You're hilarious Springtrap, you know that!" he growled.

"As I said! We're over! I'm sorry I couldn't have been better but I wasn't in the best state of mind!" I yelled back.

"So you decide to dump me once your little boyfriend decided to finally come back to you?! You make me sick!" Felix said pushing me away from my own mind.

"It's not how you think it is! I was stupid, I know I was stupid! But please, ruining my life isn't going to fix anything." I explained.

"There wasn't anything to fix it! All that's left is your fully intact life. You ruined mine you selfish piece of shit!" Felix said.

"Felix! Just listen to me! I'll explain everything, just stop trying to take over my body!" I said and suddenly the pain in my head wasn't so bad.

It seems that Felix did actually decide to listen to me...
"Start talking." he said calmly. This sudden change made me skeptical but I didn't wait to test his patience. "Ok, fine. I will admit that i'm a complete asshole and maybe even worse than that, but I never meant to get you involved or even to start dating you..." I began explaining.

"I was vulnerable...I was alone and I didn't know how to react..." I said.

"And so you started drinking?" Felix asked.
"Much more than that..." I said.

"Felix, we are in my head, aren't we?" I asked. "We are. What does it have to do with the conversation?" he asked.

"I can show you exactly what was happening rather than telling you. Wouldn't that be better?" I replied.

"....I guess it would" he answered hesitantly.
As he said that, he materialized beside me. I forgot how short he was for a demon...

He looked pissed and it was clear why he would be...
"I first met you when I was going through...a lot of stuff..." I said slowly before he huffed.

"Oh yeah the devil's son has got really bad problems just like the rest of us. Not like he lives in the safest place in the whole underworld" he said sarcastically.

"I know I acted stupid and like a complete jerk, but trust me i'm not normally like that...not since i've met...him." I said before he rolled his eyes. He clearly believed I was always this bad.

He wasn't wrong...I had gone back to what I knew when I got here...I didn't really realize how much I relied on Gold. "Ok, here we go..." I said thinking of my memory from when I had decided to finally get out of the mansion....

1 Month Prior:

"C'mon Luke, it's not good to be stuck in that room" Dad said. I didn't want to get up. Despite being in the bed for so long I haven't rested...I can't sleep.

"Luke, I know you can hear me, either you open this door or i'll have your sister get you!" he said.

Oh right....I have a sister.
I just sinked myself deeper into the void known as my bed. "I'm not getting up..." I groaned. Dad sighed and opened the door.

I don't remember when was the last time I got to see any type of light that didn't come from my phone, but it was blinding...

"Luke, you need to get up. What has gotten you like this anyway?" Dad asked to which I turned over to the other side of the bed and ignored him. "Is it that bear?" he asked.

"...no...." I said not wanting to think of Gold anymore. I still loved him but...it hurts just thinking of him not being here...

"C'mon, you need to get over hi-"
"No!" I yelled interrupting him. I don't want to forget him...
"What are you going to do then? Stay here until the bear just magically appears out of nowhere?!" Dad said.

"...no." I responded. "Then go outside. Do something and stop sulking about some bear." he said. "He's not just some bear..." I mumbled.

Dad just let out a sigh. "Ok fine. But just try to go outside and do something fun, find friends, do something that makes you happy." dad said. It sounded tempting but...

"Where do I go then?" I asked. "I don't know. You're an adult, go to a bar or something." Dad suggested.

I've never been much for drinking except that one time Gold and I decided to chug a bottle of wine each and....we....now i'm thinking about him again.

"Do you know a good bar anywhere?" I asked dad. "Yeah, it's in the civilian market. It's close to that mall that your sister works at." Abel explained.

"Oh ok. I guess i'll get ready..." I mumbled before Abel turned on the lights. "AH FUCK! THAT HURTS MAN!" I screamed closing my eyes as soon as the lights came on.

"If just a simple light is hurting then you're going to hate the neon lights in the street." Abel chuckled.

"Don't remind me..." I grumbled. I grabbed a clean towel and saw as Abel left my room. I took my towel with me to the bathroom.

When turning on the shower, it felt extremely hot at first but my body quickly adjusted to the extreme temperatures. I didn't take that much time since I just wanted to get out and try to lift my mood...or whatever I can do to make myself happy right now...

Once I changed into some...decent clothing, I left the mansion. As Abel said, the neon lights were definitely hurting my eyes. I brought some sunglasses with me because I was expecting my eyes to hurt...

Walking past the mall in the civilian district, I found the bar that dad told me about. I took a deep breath. Before I could even open the door, the door was pushed open from the inside, causing me to fall back.

"Ow! What the hell!" I said as my nose began to blood from the impact. "Oh, did I hurt you little rabbit?" the guy teased clearly not having any empathy.

"Who are you calling a little rabbit you dip shit" I said getting up. This guy was a human and he clearly didn't take kindly to me. "Oh no, is the monster going to hurt me now? All you animals do is fight." he snarled. That's it.

"Oh so the human thinks he can do shit because animals are suppose to be the stronger and more dangerous creatures? If I didn't know any better you're probably here because you attempted to rob the dollar store and got caught." I said before the man look offended.

"Ugh. And what are you here for? You killed someone?" He said making me laugh. "Quite the opposite actually~" I said with a smirk.

"Pff, you're lying. Just like all animals. You guys are monsters...did you know that?" he laughed. There were 2 people with him and they laughed along with him.

....
"Animals are the real monsters. You just can't accept that-"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" I screamed punching him in the face. I started to consistently punch him in the face. He was trying to fight against my hits but failing and ended up coughing a lot of blood.

This feeling...It feels so familiar...My boss...

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" I screamed punching him in the face. "WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD ABANDON THEIR KID?!" I said as I started to consistently punch him in the face. He wasn't trying to fight it despite coughing a lot of blood.

"YOU.ARE.A.FUCKING.MONSTEER!!!" I screamed as I hit him one more time in the face. He had a smirk on his face despite being covered in blood.

"You're calling me a monster, yet we all know animals are the real monsters here" he said as his chuckling slowly derailed into laughter.

"You will always be a monster, you fucking animal." he said before he passed out.

..........
I forgot this feeling a long time ago...but...man does it feel great to be back!

"I'm sorry, what were you saying again!" I screamed as I hit him in the nose. Nothing but a pool of blood came out of his mouth. "You seem to have a little problem speaking...LET ME FIX THAT FOR YOU!" I yelled before punching him on the side causing all the blood that was flooding his mouth to spill all out over the floor.

"You're calling me a monster, and I say...yes the fuck I am." I said as I picked myself off the floor. I looked at the other 2 guys that were with the talkative and annoying guy.

"Am I going to have a problem with both of you too?" I said and they just stood frozen as if still processing how this other human was just brutally hit. He's lucky if he came out of this without breaking a bone.

Walking inside, the whole place grew quiet. They all looked at me. I decided to ignore them all and go right to the counter. The bar tender looked at me before giving me a shot.
"First one's on the house." he said before turning away to other patrons.

Soon the bar slowly started growing louder and louder as conversations were starting back up. I took my first shot and for my first shot i'm suprised I didn't spit it out or gag.

It was definitely a strong alcohol since it was a bit hard to swallow. "So you're the guy who beat the fuck out of Louis." I heard a voice say behind me. Shit...

I just have to act like i've always been. "Yeah. Is there a problem with that." I responded and the person behind me let out a chuckle.
"Nope. Animals hated that guy. You probably just did everyone a huge favor." they said before sitting next to me.

It was a demon...but they were transparent. It's like they were also a ghost. "And who are you?" I asked. "Call me Felix, what's yours?" he asked.

"My name is Springtrap." I said. "Springtrap hm? Well Springtrap-" Felix said as he began trying to touch my chest but I smacked his hand away. "Hands off." I said but I could feel myself starting to get a little sluggish.

"Ok fine...Hey Mike! Can I have 2 shots!" Felix said. The bartender who I assume is Mike walked up to us before asking Felix what drink he wanted.

He gave us 2 shot cups with an alcohol inside. "This one's on me." Felix said offering me one. "No...I'm fine." I said.

"Oh c'mon, being grumpy ain't gonna get you anywhere." Felix said bumping my shoulder.
He offered me the glass and I took it with some hesitation. We both took the shot and this one was even stronger than the first, but I was still able to successfully drink it.

By now I felt my body start to feel warm. It was a nice but weird feeling. I don't know how many drinks me and Felix had but it was a blast.

"Youknowv what?" I said.
"what?" he asked.
"yoUr mother" I mumbled and me and Felix began snickering like little children.

"Hey rabbitvboy" Felix mumbled.
"yeah?" I asked. He got up from his seat and led me outside. We were both having such a great time...

When we made it outside the building, we moved more to the side of the bar. Before I knew it he was pinning me to the wall. "You look pretty cute for a rabbit, anyone ever told you that~" he said. Or so I think that's what he said.

"My boyfriend has! He's hot as hell too!" I responded back. "Really now? Is he as hot as me?" he asked.

"Nah. No offense...buvvv he's a lot hotter. Buv you'reeed hot asv hell too~" I said.

"Well then, how about we just keep this a secret between the two of us?" he said. "What secre-" I asked before he locked lips with me. His breath was warm and stinked of alcohol, but so did mine.

I tried to slowly push him away but he quickly pulled me back in...
I didn't want to admit it but I missed this intimate feeling...I...I craved for this feeling for a very long time...

I melted into Felix's kiss. I knew it was wrong...It felt wrong...but why do I still enjoy it? After what felt like minutes of us kissing, we finally stopped and parted lips. "You sure know how to please a man~" Felix said.

"I can do much more than jusv that~" I said grabbing onto the collar of his neck. "Oh?" he said. I didn't remember much after that. It all felt like such a blur but I doubt it was something I wouldn't regret.

I don't know how long I was out last night but waking up was....quite the surprise.

My head hurt when I woke up...I felt cold...
Opening my eyes I saw as the room was dark...The underworld has sunlight, but frankly not enough to light up a room.

I stood up from what I assume was a bed. I could barely move through the dark but the little bit of sunlight was enough for me to not trip on any objects infront of me.

Once I reached the wall near what I think was a door, I found a light switch. Flicking the light on, I saw the room around me.

I didn't recognize this place...
"Huh?!" I screamed seeing Felix on the bed. This isn't my room?! Meaning this is probably Felix's room!

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled out causing Felix to wake up. "W-what?" he groaned getting up.

We were both just in our underwear and I'd hate to think what the hell we did last night...All I remember is us having a drink and...AND WHAT?
I CAN'T REMEMBER SHIT!

Felix got up and then noticed me. "Huh, I guess we did go crazy last night~" Felix chuckled. Meanwhile I was trying to find my pants and my hoodie.

WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY?!
"What are you doing Spring? It's too early" He said not seeing that I was not happy with this.

"No! I can't even remember what happened last night other than us having a few drinks!" I said finally finding my pants and my hoodie on the floor and putting them on.

"C'mon, I know you liked it~" Felix said getting up from the bed and trying to move his hand under my shirt. "I don't even know what you're referring to!" I said pulling his hand away.

"Oh you can't be that oblivious. You must have realized what we did, right?" he smirked.

"And what if we did? I was drunk! Why would you think i'd make good choices while I was drunk?!" I screamed heading out of his room.

I could see the rest of his house and it did look really nice but I just need to find the front door and leave.

"It's because of your boyfriend, isn't it?" Felix said annoyed. "How do you even know I had a boyfriend- nevermind, I need to get back before he...notices i'm gone!" I said wondering when I told him about my boyfriend.

"Your boyfriend isn't here. You already told me he isn't here, didn't take longer than 6 drinks for you to tell me. I doubt your boyfriend is coming." Felix said unamused. "Hold up! You planned to get me drunk?! And just so I could tell you personal secrets?!" I yelled out furious now.

"Well, no I wanted you drunk so I could kiss you without consequences. You're quite a cute rabbit. You're the one that spit it out." he smirked.

"That doesn't make it any better! Fuck this i'm leaving." I said before finding the front door to his house. Before I could turn the doorknob I felt Felix grab my arm.

"Dude! I said i'm leavi-" he said before he kissed me on the lips. I wanted to pull away but he only pulled my head closer. He was trying to use his tongue but I was able to succesfully push him before he even tried.
"Call me." he smirked as if he didn't mind getting pushed.

"Get the hell away from me you shit!" I said before opening the door and slamming the door shut behind me.

I can't believe I got drunk and did shit with that sicko! I seriously need to get home...
His house was suprisingly pretty close to the bar and I found my way home from there...

He's crazy if he thinks i'll ever want to see him again! I walked back inside the mansion and it was early enough that everyone was asleep. I went over to my room and grabbed my towel before heading to the shower.

My head was hurting and so I decided to take a bath instead because i'd probably collapse if I took a shower.

I laid down in the bath with a massive headache and trying to figure out what happened last night...which wasn't helping with my headache.

The thing is, Felix did look.......cute. But the way he was grabbing me and everything made me feel uncomftable as hell...actually, hell isn't that ba-nevermind that!

With Gold I would atleast feel safe...
With Felix it all felt so forced and it disguisted me...There was only one thing Felix said that was true...

"Your boyfriend isn't here. You already told me he isn't here, didn't take longer than 6 drinks for you to tell me. I doubt your boyfriend is coming."

Gold...really isn't coming back...is he?
It's felt like forever since i've seen him...
I know our relationship ended...badly. But does he hate me for leaving him...

He must hate me...
I left him and made a promise. I knew I was never going to fulfill that promise...I'm here moping around about him never coming back to me when i'm the one that ran away from him in the first place...

I'm the one who hasn't moved on....
By now he's probably forgotten about me....
I should...also move on. If I keep thinking he'll come back then i'll never move on from him.

........Maybe I could give Felix a chance...?
No. I can't! He's shown himself to be a jerk...

Nevermind...
Maybe I just need to move on from Gold. That's the first step...Next, I need to know myself...

I kinda already did that at the bar yesterday. It was fun beating up that guy...He was insufferable...

I think...i'll actually do that. Like old times...
Before I do anything else I should get out of the bath.

Getting out of the bath, I wrapped the towel around my waist before exiting the bathroom

The room's A/C was helping dry off but i'd rather have some clothes on before I actually get sick. Drying myself off, I was going to put my usual hoodie on but after last night...Yeaaaaah this is going in the washing machine...

I ended up finding one of my old shirts that still fit me perfectly. I also found....Gold's....coat.

I still never returned it to him...
That's...Wow...i'm just going to put that back in the closet...

I guess i'm gonna stick with a shirt for now. Once I was done, I laid back down on my bed. I felt exhausted. It was still really early morning and I doubt I had a good rest.

I grabbed my phone and put it to charge before falling headfirst into my pillows. The lights were off, the A/C kept the room to a nice cool temperature, and it was quiet....
I need quiet right now-

My phone started ringing. Who would be calling me? Is Abel or Lucy? It can't be them, I set a specific ringtone for them...

Lifting my head, I grabbed the phone. The caller was registered in my contacts under "FrdEwLukIzXzds"?

.....I'm not even going to attempt to try and pronounce that. I picked up the phone. "Hello, who's this?" I asked. I heard a chuckle come from the other side of the phone. "You really forgot about me alrea-" he said before I hung up the phone before he could finish

......I'm not dealing with this bullshit this early in the morning. Time to put my phone on mute let him call whatever amount of times, i'm not gonna deal with this right now.

Once my phone was on mute, I faced it downwards and decided to go to sleep.

3 Days Later:

Today Felix told me to meet up with him and despite me hesitating to try and talk with him, he promised he wanted to give dating me a chance. He said he didn't think clearly when he first interacted with me. As much as I didn't want to believe him, I agreed to meet him.

He said it was going to be like a date. I liked the idea of having a proper date. Last time we saw each other he was being extremely horny and the idea of having him act like that again was really bringing me down and making me have second thoughts about meeting him again.

He told me to meet him at this restaurant. When I arrived, it looked like a decently fancy restaurant. I checked my phone to see if there was any new messages from him, but there wasn't. He told to meet him outside the restaurant, but it didn't look like he was here yet.

After a bit, I was getting a bit skeptical if he was just pulling a prank on me, but he actually did come as I saw him come out of his car and-HUH?!

He looked completely different?! It was still him but he was dressed so...differently!
He was wearing a suit and a little top hat to go with it. "Spring! I'm so glad you came!" He said in calm voice completely different from meeting him 3 nights ago.

"Felix?" I asked and he scratched the back of his neck while giving me a light grin. "Yup. That's me...hehehe..." he said nervously. It was silent for a bit making it a bit awkward for the both of us. Felix decided to break that silence.

He sighed. "Spring, look. That night...and the following morning I...was acting like an asshole. That I know. But, I want to have a chance with you, I really do." he said sounding genuine. Does he though? It still confused me how this was the same guy who got me drunk and got me to have sex with him.

"Well you still yet to prove that to me. A sexy suit alone ain't going to cut it" I said trying to release the tension between us. "Oh so you think I'm sexy~" He replied back. "I never said you were, I just said the suit was" I smirked. "Ouch! My non-existent heart" he jokingly said while holding where his chest would normally be.

We both let out a laugh and the tension that was between us has settled down.

"Anyways, let's head inside." Felix said holding the door open. I gave him a nod before heading inside.

My suspicions were confirmed when I walked in. The place was definitely pretty fancy. "What is this place?" I asked Felix.

"Well, let's just say I know the owner of this place." Felix said before we got to the front. "Have you made a reservation?" a guy at the front asked us. I turned towards Felix and he just rolled his eyes. "Ben, just let us through." Feliz said to the guy who seems to be named Ben.

"Nuh uh" Ben said sarcastically. "Ben I swear to god i'll beat your ass!" Felix threatened in a tone that didn't sound serious at all.

"Fineee." Ben chuckled before letting us through. He let us walk inside the restaurant while Felix didn't seem fazed at all.

When he looked at me, he smirked. "As I said, I know the owner of this place." Felix said before walking us to a table that was secluded from the rest of the tables here.

We both sat down and a waiter came by. "Hello, what can I get for you two?" the waiter said giving us a smile.

"Can we get the steak with potatoes and a bottle of champa-...." he said before pausing.
He looked at me before turning back to the waiter, "Actually just water." he said.

"You were gonna order champagne?" I asked. He nodded looking a little ashamed. "Yeah...I don't want to get you drunk again and take advantage of that..." he said trying to hide himself in his suit.

I don't know if this was all an act, but this side of him was...new and much more better than he was before.

"O-oh, no that's fine. I can handle a bit of alcohol." I said smiling at Felix. To be honest i'm flattered that he actually acts like a great guy.

We had small conversation about different topics, one of them being about how was things back on Earth. I learned a lot about him, I was actually getting to know him and I enjoyed myself.

When the food came, we didn't start eating for about 5 minutes later because we were stuck on this conversation about the human and animal species conflict. Felix turns out to be a human, which would explain why his ghost looks more human.

Overall, the date was...great!

"Hey Felix, how did you get seats in this part of the restaurant?" I asked him. "Oh, my father owns this restaurant. He said it was fine with taking you out on a date here." He said surprising me. "Your parents know you're dating a guy?" I asked him.

"Oh, so we're dating now?~" he said making me realize my choice of words. "T-that's not the question. Your parents are fine with it?" I said.

"Well, yeah. My mom and dad are fine with me dating a guy. I'm sure your dad allows it, isn't he dating a guy himself?

My ears lowered hearing the question. My parents? My real parents? I don't know...
I...I killed them, so how would I know?

"Spring, you alright?" he asked concerned for me. "Y-yeah...it's just...my dad...he...." I said not finishing my sentence.

"Wait, is he not your actual father?" Felix asked slowly. I shook my head no in response.

"Then...what about your real parents?" he said moving closer to me. "I'd...rather not talk about it..." I said hiding my face so Felix couldn't see....

I probably just ruined our date...
He must-
"It's ok..." he said giving me a hug. Even though he's a ghost, his demon half allows him to become a solid state when he can interact with things.

He was hugging me...
"I'm sorry I brought it up, it's ok if you don't want to share..." he said bringing me into a tighter embrace.

I couldn't hold myself from hugging him back. It's been a while since i've felt safe with somebody...

"Thank you..." I whispered loud enough for him to hear. The rest of the date when really nice and I felt like I could really give Felix a chance here. When our date was over, we both walked out. By this time, the neon lights were on and it was a quiet night.

"Felix?" I asked as we stood infront of his car. "Yeah?" he asked back. "You kinda look hotter than that suit." I said to which he let out a chuckle. "Well, thank you very much, I keep a routi-" He started but I kissed him on the lips before he could finish.

The kiss was quick but the expression on his face was cute. "I-...ummm...wow, hehe...does this mean we're dating?" He stuttered as it was clear he was blushing.

"I guess it does. Talk to you later?" I said. He gave me a nod before going into his car. He looked at me one more time with his blush getting more visible as time passed.

He finally decided to turn on his car before driving off. Maybe...maybe this is the thing I needed to move on...

I walked back home thinking about my date with Felix and also about....Felix himself. When we first met he was an asshole and I hated what he did, but...now he was completely different.

Is this the answer to moving on? I think it would be good, and also Felix likes me as well. I think this is what I need to move on from Gold.

Day Of Gold's Arrival:

"Haha! But seriously, you need to get a hold of that drinking problem you have." I said as Felix continued to drink the bottle of whiskey. "I'llv ve fiiiiine..." he mumbled taking another swing of his bottle.

"Sure..." I said clearly not believing him. Felix and I both had problems like these in the past 2 weeks. It was getting slightly annoying but we both knew he would sober up soon.

"Wavva hava sip?" He mumbled stretching the bottle out to me. "Nah i'm good" I said as he took the bottle back.

We were on his couch watching the TV since there was a show we both wanted to watch. "Do you think the next episode is going to be goo-" I was gonna ask before my phone started ringing.

"Oh! Sorry..." I said before pulling out my phone. Lucy was calling me. I picked up the phone and put it up to my ear. "Springy! Springy!" she screamed as I pulled the phone away from my ear.

"What Lucy?" I asked a little annoyed. "It's your boyfriend! The golden bear! He passed out when he got here but-"
"What?!" I screamed barely able to process what she said.

"Yeah! He said his name was Gold! He passed out but he said he came here to see you! Get over here right now!" Lucy said before she hung up.

Gold...
He...He c-came...?!

"Whatv's wrong Spring?" Felix asked.
"N-nothing, I gotta get home r-right now. I'll c-call you later." I said before rushing out of Felix's house.

Gold...being back?
He couldn't have...Maybe he did?
But, why now?

I was panicking. I wanted to be happy, but the fact that I was in a relationship with 2 people at the moment made me feel sick.

My head didn't want to process that Gold was here. He finally came, missing me, and what did I do? I went and gone to another relationship because I couldn't handle the fact that i'd be alone...

Walking inside the mansion, I saw as Lucy and Abel were there waiting for me. I was completely out of breath. "Where...is...he?" I asked stopping for air in between.

"He's in your room." Lucy said before we all made our way over to my room. What scared me was that Abel and Lucy don't know about my relationship with Felix, they only think they are a friend who I hang out with a lot....

When we made it to my room, I opened the door. I turned on the lights and saw Goldie....

He was here....he really was.
I looked at him but something caught my eye...his tail...it didn't look normal.

"What happened to him?!" I yelled pointing at his tail.
"I don't know?! He just started acting strange and was looking nauseous-" Lucy said before dad interrupted her.

"That's what happens when you let a living mortal into the underworld. He isn't meant to be here and the cause of that...well, gets you this." he said eyeing Gold.

"And before you ask. No, getting him back to the Earth realm would not get rid of these effects." He continued as if he already knew I was going to ask.

"Fuck! I should have never suggest Goldie to come here..." I said realizing how this would affect him now. "He'll wake up soon, just let him rest and we can talk afterwards. It shouldn't be serious and it has happened on some occasions." Dad said before leaving the room.

I couldn't focus. Not only did Gold almost die wanting to see me, but I have to explain to him about...Felix...

"Springy, is everything...alright?" Lucy asked me. "No...Imagine if you weren't there. Goldie would be dead by now..." I said finding a reason to not try and answer what was on my mind.

"But he didn't. He's alive and well. You should be happy he's here for you. Dad said he'd be ok except for...well, whatever he has there..." she said making me a lot more worried than before.

I looked at Gold and his new tail and everything...I felt so warm all of a sudden. I feel like i'm falling back in love with this bear...

But it all seems so wrong. Before I could even think, I had blurted something out.
"Yeah...Though I have to admit...it looks cute" I said as Lucy began to laugh. "Hey! What's so funny?" I asked finally trying to process what I just said. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!

"Nothing! I just find it cute how you adore that bear!" she answered. "Oh really now..." I mumbled crossing my arms.

"Well, i'm going to go help dad make dinner. I'll leave you alone for now" Lucy said before she exited the room.

Now it was quiet and it was only Gold and I in this room. He's here...for me and I...
I feel disgusted of myself....

Maybe...I don't know if he is awake or not but...maybe saying it out loud could help me...

"It's been 2 months since i've left Earth Goldie..." I said with no response. "You may not be able to hear me, but I want you to know that I love you...I left without saying goodbye and I regretted that decision."I said trying not to cry...I really messed shit up...

"After the first 5 weeks passed, I was sure you hated me for lying to you and never wanted to see me again. You needed me when I left without a goodbye, and I had accepted it..." I said not being able to stop myself from crying a bit. I was the monster here...

"I'm glad I get to see you again. I..." I said getting close to him and feeling his fur. I missed him so much...I wanted to forget and I...

I want to be with him. I always wanted that from the start. I let myself doubt things because I was afraid...

I grabbed his face and brought him closer to me. I wanted to kiss him and hug him and everything....

As we got close, I realized how fucked up this would be...
"No...I shouldn't...What's wrong with me..." I said to myself before slowly putting Goldie down.

If I ever want to get back with Gold...I need to break up with Felix...

I slowly stepped away and turned off the lights before exiting the room....

I really need to get my shit together. I didn't want to tell Felix that I was going to break up to him...but it would be better if I told him in person.

I took out my phone and dialed Felix. The phone rung....rung....rung.....and no answer.
"The hell?" I asked myself before dialing his number again.

It rung....rung.....rung.......and no answer. Is he already too drunk to answer the phone? I decided that I should just go to his place.

Exiting the mansion, I took the shorter route by going through the living district to get to his house. If he was already too drunk then it's best I get there before he passes out.

Speeding through the streets, I finally made it to his place. I went over to the door and luckily the door was unlocked.

Opening the door, I saw that...he wasn't there? I looked through all the rooms in the house but he was nowhere. Looking on the couch, the bottle of whiskey was empty.

Did he go out to buy more alcohol? The only place he buys his alcohol from is the bar we go to since he likes to drink strong alcohol all the time. Maybe it's best I find him...

Walking out of the house, I closed his door and started making my way over to bar. I doubt he would go anywhere else, especially since the bar is the nearest place to his house that would have alcohol.

Walking inside the bar, I looked around to see if Felix was here, but he was nowhere. Mike was always Felix's bartender so he may know where he went if he was here.

"Hey Mike?" I asked. "What can I do for ya?", He responded backed. "Do you know if Felix was here?" I asked him.

"Oh, yeah. He was just here, but he walked out with this other guy" Mike said raising an alarm in my head. "Oh ok." I said before walking away.

I'm not normally the paranoid type, but I think I have a feeling of what was going on. Walking outside the bar, I started to walk around the building.

If this is what I think is happening...then I don't even know what to say...

Once I made it to the back, my suspicions were answered. It was Felix. Right there. Kissing another guy...

"Felix....What the hell..." I said not caring anymore. Felix noticed me and just smiled. "What? I can't make out with other guys?" he asked.

"We were together Felix...Why the hell would you go to another guy?" I asked.

"It's called an open relationshi-"
"And where in this relationship did I ever agree to that! When! I'd love for you to tell me when I agreed to that!" I screamed.

"Well what about that bear?" he asked me talking about Gold. "I wasn't with him anymore! I tried moving on! That's why I started dating you!" I screamed back.

"Well so what? Are you not okay with an open relationship?" he asked.

"No i'm not okay with it! When I go into a relationship I want someone who I can call mine and they can call me theirs! I'm not in a relationship because I want to be with someone different whenever I want to!"

"Felix, i'm sorry but we're breaking up! I'm not going to be with you when you can't commit to a relationship! I'm leaving!" I said beggining to turn back.

I was pissed, I was confused, I didn't want to think about him. I thought Felix was actually good, but clearly I was mistaken....

"Spring, wait! C'mon man, think about what you're doing!" I heard Felix from behind as I just kept walking away.

"C'mon, you're not being reasonable!" he yelled. I decided to turn around. "Me not being reasonable?! I'm not the one who decided to never tell me that you did open relationships?!" I screamed before running away. I didn't want to see him anymore.

I kept running and running, I didn't know what to think anymore....
I just wanted someone I could trust and rely on for once....

When I ran back inside the mansion, I locked the doors. I didn't want to risk Felix getting inside.

I was out of breath and I just wanted to lie down in my bed...I felt alone....again.

I kept walking till I reached a corner. Turning the corner, I saw someone....

It was Gold.

"Spring..." I heard him whisper. One of the first things I noticed were his eyes.. "Gold...you..." I said pointing at his eyes. "Yeah...I know..." he said. I haven't heard his voice in so long....So long since i've seen him...

"Spring I...I lost your teleporter and I-" he
said before but I tackled him into a hug. Gold held me and I could tell we were about to fall...but we didn't.

I stuck my head inbetween his neck trying to a good grip on him as I never wanted him to ever ler go..

"Goldie...I missed you so much." I whispered. "I missed you too Spring. You'll always be my bunny..." he said holding me even tighter. Hearing those words from him meant everything to me...I wanted him to hold me like this forever.

"And you'll always be my bear, right?" I asked. He looked at me in the eyes giving me the warmest smile. "Always." he said giving me a kiss. It felt right...

I wanted Gold. And I didn't realize how much I needed him until he was gone...
I will never make that mistake ever again.

Present:

I showed Felix my memories from when we met all the way to where we broke up.

I looked at him. His face was unamused, as if all that had meant nothing. "So you were going to break up with me anyways wether or not I was having multiple relationships, weren't you?" Felix asked.

As much as I didn't want to admit, it was true. "You're right. But you also did so many things that were wrong. It doesn't justify what I did, but we both knew that the relationship wasn't gonna work out." I replied back.

"I thought you were different. Clearly I was mistaken" Felix said looking at me with disgust. "Of course...an animal would do that." he said. Before I could even respond back, he disappeared.

He was gone....without a trace...
All of a sudden, I felt my body feel weird...and...

Unhealthy Coping End

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WOOOH! Finally finished!

Wow that took quite a long time to write...
Quite a lot and to be honest I didn't expect it to go over 14k words, less over 20k XD.

Welp, ig till next time I make a chapter but yikes I may need a small break from writing all this. usually all my chapter are around 2k-2.5k so I basically made like 10 chapters worth in this.

Anyways uhhh, yuh.