Aquas point of view

I yawn as I sit up on the bed. I look around to see the same war equipment from yesterday my hopes quickly vanish as I lay my eyes on the sword.

Oh right it wasn't a dream...my family really did abandon me...fresh water tears poor out of my eyes and seep back into my water skin.
I j-just want to f-forget *sniff* everything... I think to myself. I was now starring at the sword. Maybe...I slowly approach it. Maybe...my left arm ached in pain but that didn't matter right now......it would be gone soon....all of it. All of my memories all of the pain all of the tears will be gone....turned to DUST. I pick up the sword with my injured arm quivering. I could see my reflection...after all I've been threw it's still me the same weak the same gullible the same pathetic Aqua. It would be for the best...if my life never happened. At least that's what they told me. I grip the weapon with both hands the same way the human did. Goodbye world I'll see you soon mom...I swing the sword toward my head but a small ball of fire hit the sword out of my hands. Luckily it still sliced my palms. I look back at the direction were the fire came from with tears swelling in my eyes. Grillby had a horrified expression on his face. Why was he sad? I thought he would be happy not to deal with a burden like me...
"W-why Aqua?!" He was yelling in a worried tone.
I automatically drop to the floor now crying. He hesitated to leave me alone but went to the hall closet anyway. When he came back he had a huge box of meticle supply's. Did he really care about me? If he didn't I suppose he wouldn't be bandaging my wounds. I hold my hands out in defeat as he starts to bandage them. I avoided eye contact for the entire time. Why does he care about me or is it about something else.....I'm to pathetic to save especially from myself. I cant even defend against my own thoughts...Grillby stopped bandaging my palms that poured out blue blood.

"Aqua..."

"..."
Did he forget I can't talk?
"Can you please come with me? I-i have a gift for you..."
I don't deserve gifts...
"I'm sure you'll love it..."
He's just trying to get my mind away from the sword...
"Aqua?" He said now worried. I look up at him it was shocking to see he had tears in his eyes I nod my head and gave a smile to him even if I was the sad'ist monster here...he asked of I could walk yet I shake my head no. I could it just hert like hell I only did it because I thought it would all end. He picked me up again and carried me to the living room closet. He opened the door slowly with one hand and supported me with the other. I felt so vulnerable I couldn't walk, talk and now I couldn't even feed myself. Grillby rolled a wheelchair out of the closet and helped me in it. Still trying not to touch my water skin.

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SO I DECIDED TO MAKE THIS CHAPTER SHORTER BUT LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE THEM TO BE LONGER I FELT LIKE I DID PRETTY GOOD ON THIS ONE...ANYWAYS TELL ME WHAT YOU GUYS THINK ID LOVE TO HEAR YOUR OPINIONS
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