Think i'll Start in 3rdlife,

this might be an only Scott pov story, we'll see.

Also YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF ANGST, And probably bad angst cus i barely write it-

(help so exicted abt this idea and the song i'm listing to on repeat ain't helping- (it's heart attack-) Someone needs to calm current or ig maybe pass me- probably both me's tf down-)

ALSO NOT ADDING THE 3rdlife Flowerhusbands afterlife scene,

CUS IN THIS AU I JUST ADDED THAT THEY DON'T REMEMBER  THE AFTERLIFE OF THEIR LIFE!
WhahhahaHAhhHAha- I'm So 'Evil' >:3

So this is kinda me not knowing how to word the start without a little context clue to whats happening, so yeah thats why it's put that way below this.

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Scott was Sat infront of the Grave he made for jimmy, Saying a final Goodbye as he just had a gut feeling it was his last day on this server..

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*Scott's pov*

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I smiled wearily, tears rolling down my cheeks from my own redish eyes- Really just the new normal for me honsetly. When i sat in front of jimmy's grave, or in bed. Didn't matter much, only mattered fact was that it was when he was Alone and he missed jimmy-. Which was most of the time when i wasn't planning their next war plan with Grian and Scar. 

Noone really visted me anymore, cus of all the war against teams, i mainly visted Scar and Grian for their plans cus- I really don't want them to see how of a mess My-.. area was. Gosh just referring to his and jimmy's land as My and not our land hurt his soul..

I sighed looking at the grave, wasn't really fair.. but thats how this turned out. I wiped my cheek of the tears, "..yknow... i miss you so much- jimmy.. you, were the best thing that happened to me in this dumb game. Maybe today i'll finally join you... we'll see love-.." I manged to say without much tears Spilling out, though a few broke through.

I frowned at myself and wiped them away. though that didn't stop more from rolling back down, i Sighed and leaned against jimmy's grave. It was hard not to break down sobbing here every time- especially when grian and Scar were waiting for me down outside the gate.

I didn't even wanna get up and go faceing them pretending everythings fine.. just wanted to lay here forever next to him, even if it's just his grave.. i sighed and stay'd there for few more minutes until forcing myself to sit up. 

Smiling softly and full of the hurt and sad i was feeling. "just know i've always loved you, and i never ever regretted accepting your accidental proposal. not for a second sunflower.." I Smiled weakly as i kissed my hand and touched the grave stone. The nickname for jimmy just hurt saying it.. but i just needed to say it one last time if i really was gonna be the end of today. 

I stood up, begrudgingly taking my hand off the grave stone and wiping the rest of my tears away and trailing down the hill, calming myself down and making it look like i was fine as i went to the gate over to Grian and Scar.

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I was Right about it being my last day, I breathed and gasped when the arrow hit. tears filled my eyes  and i saw blood. i smiled weakly, "...i'm coming to vist sunflower.." I mumbled under my breath as the world went black as it took my final life.

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Barely saw anything in the afterlife, all a messy blur of figures and everyone shouting fight- around the last alive. the Game ended soon after. and everything went black again,

and after a bit the black slowly disappeared, and i opened my eyes, My head ached as i sat up.. in a bed. comfy one at that- i was, in a rather nice looking bedroom of spruse and cyan, mix of white and gold.. and than the flash of memories hit.

"..ughh.." I Groaned holding my head, i never quite liked when server and or your character lore hit you. and their was quite alot this time.. alot of bad stuff mainly, it dragged me down inside. I Sighed though used to it. 

after a bit it finished and i had all the info needed.. not that i wanted it, i hated it all.. an emotionless ruler of an empire called rivendell- i was a workaholic apparently, with backstory trama so worked into me, didn't like it that much.

but knew didn't have much of a choice, in these lore servers you just have to go along with it as you naturally follow ALL the lore and how your character would talk and act.. I Sighed and got up- head heavy, almost tripped over my feet. but i manged and went over to the big mirror the room had, or guess my new room. 

And looked at myself... "huh.. no wonder my heads heavy.." i mumbled touching the golden antlers.. 'So glad i wasn't awake for that..) i thought to myself as i looked myself over, Eyes trailing over the slik nightgown i wore to bed in this timeline, bit girly.. but it seems to be the culture here..

i looked at the huge white wings on my back. "great... i'm a bird." I muttered sassily. '..hm.. atleast i still can be sassy..) i thought as i looked at the wings trying to figure out which avain hybrid i was, eventually i landed on a snowy owl, made sense cus of the memory that i got of rivendell being high in the snowy peaks.

Anywho i kept looking at myself for awhile, noicteing my eyes were a lighter cyan than in 3rdlife, and more cold and icey looking.. and one of them wasn't the color of the life i was on-, so.. yeah. my skin was paler aswell, looking a tad frostbit in few places, that might be cus of the icey powers this character has.. or guess i have.

my Hair was bright cyan like normal but little lighter with some frost in some places-.. gosh i need to wrangel this ice powers i know it. also noicted i had alot of pericing holes on the pointy elf ears, where everything was louder.. didn't really like that. but oh well. nothing i can do bout it.

After i was done getting my apperence in mind i went over to the closet and picked some clothes out, naturally picking out what the character wore- going around and doing their , falling into it easily the routine of the character or my new life..

after putting everything on, inculding some makeup, Which i did feel rather pretty by.. might have to wear some next time i have a server that doesn't have much lore.. 

I hummed and went slanted back over to the mirror looking at myself.. Atleast this character had good style.. or guess now me- gosh it's always weird getting used to lore servers, especially coming from a basically no lore server-

I hummed and looked over myself for a bit. Burning feeling in my chest to make everything presentable and proper looking.. So i fixed whatever bothered me and after being satisfied i made my way downstairs and out the door.

It looked cold outside but i didn't feel it, 'thats gonna weird feeling to get used to..) i thought to myself as i looked around in slight awe at the town- but only really in mind. on the outside i kept a blank and cold look. basically cus of my character.

I walked around and got out of the My house and the houses around it and walked into the actual town and quickly got into my characters schedule around town. that was basically drilled in mind.

-(Side note, finally was thinking if Scott doesn't live with his basically royal staff in my au, maybe they have houses outside of his... soo Thats gonna be how that works in my au now- cus didn't think before lol)-

After hours i went back to my new place, or old place.. it was were my character grew up afterall.. Though i got stopped while walking in, from memory it was an advisor of mine, "hello Sir, just reminding you have a meeting with all the rulers tomorrow afternoon" She spoke softly, having a scottish accent.. 

people did seem to have the accent i have around here, makes sense cus thats how it works in lore servers, you fit into the lore but the lore fits into you aswell you see.

"Oh yes, i remember. What time would that be at again?" I asked coldly with a cold smile, "around 1 Sir." She said professionally. I nodded, "Thanks- Now Go do what you need to now." I Said and walked to my House in this server,.. or i guess i should say just my House. 

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How'd yall like it?...

I'm not to good angst but i tried, i liked it, had my husband look over the first bit i was unsure of and he liked it, So it's good enough for me! :3

Also kinda took an unqiue new au way that i really just added while writeing with how getting tossed in new servers work, and how the person starts with calling it character than melting into It's Them and their stuff when they get used to it, So ye- 
Anyone think thats cool? :3

More pages will hopefully be coming soon if i still have the energy for this story! I Really wanna finish it cus i haven't finished- a story in a Super long while.. Tectantly the only story i finished was my first one on here- cus i discontinued the S1 highschool au- so not really an ending? dunno. just rambling.

Word Count: 1478

Story Date: dunno so i'll go with just the actual date the server started on, June 12, 2021

Day Posted on: November 23rd 2024