I haven't seen Phil or Dan in weeks.

I can't lie and say I don't think about them because I terribly miss them.

I'm feeling myself slowly go mad.

"I don't need you anymore." I say to him calmly as I hug my pillow.

"Why is that?" He questions as he rubs my sides slowly.

"I'm not going to live here anymore." I say quickly.

"Where are you going? Back to your mother's?" He chuckles at the very thought. "Why did you run away from her, anyways?"

"A boy took my virginity against my will, she thought I was a whore. Said I wasn't welcome in her house anymore so I left." I tell him the information I've only ever told Phil.

"That's..." He pauses as he holds me closer, he plants a kiss on my cheek. "I'm sorry."

"A lot of people are."