No this is not an update.

Heavy Crown is going on hold !! That means no more updates until I take it off hold. It doesn't mean that the book is discontinued or anything like that. Just means that I'm taking a break from it.

Yes I'm not pleased with this either but recently I've been feeling very conflicted, shitty, insecure, dissatisfied and a whole lot of other negative feelings about the book because of a few opinions.

I started doubting everything I've been writing recently and hating the way I've made certain characters now, like Reina. I don't know what's happened to me, I literally feel like crying from frustration because I feel like I'm failing with the characters or the plot or something??? I'm disappointed in myself for even putting this on hold.

Idk I'm just not enjoying writing this book like I used to and it's because of the self-doubt and the comments that caused it, so I'm just going to pre-write some chapters while it's on hold and focus on True Colors.

The book will be on hold max for a week or so, hopefully not a month or anything. I've never put a book on hold because I've been confused with how it's going, other than True Colors but that got taken off hold right after because I was just going through a phase. I'm hoping this is a phase?  

I'm just stressing too much and getting anxiety over this book and that's the last thing I want so I'm sorry. I promise it won't take long till I'm back, I'm already half done with the new chapter so I'll at least have something to post.

Anyways, I hope you guys understand, if not then I'm sorry but it'd just take weeks between every update if I continued to write with this stress and pressure to figure everything out so that I can update quickly. Ya feel?

I WILL be back.

Love you all ❤️

Until we meet again...

thiø