I have grown in a way which showed me in how many ways a human can be despised.

I knew an auntie who could never stand me , in fear that I would snatch everything away from her poor son , as I was more qualifying.

From studies to extracurricular activities,  I always got the praises what her  son got ever. I had an uncle who send me to school   gave me food , clothes and a store room to live in.

A man could never talk against his wife. With a bit of  Auntie's high pitched voice his all masculinity would go vanish.

And they had  a son   , that son who was worry free , cared none. If uncle ever tried to teach him a lesson Auntie would guard him. But when he tried to show some affection to me   she never let him.

In this small world where I believed  nobody wanted me there I had a wonder land where all the colours were pink.

The person whose words were like honey for me and the idyllic picture of the word Love. That son  of the heinous couple , at the back of his parents made me rely upon  him that there was someone  for me.

I always wanted then to struggle and stand on my feet, and I wanted to do my battle just to be hold , praised by him at the end of the day.

From his mother's sweet words which sometimes made my ears bleed I get the back story before my birth .

My dear mother had been knocked up by her boyfriend and then popping me out to the earth she shoved me to this family and went vanish.

From then Savrina Alfrod Zex was burdening the earth. Stupid girl thought she got a lover , who gonna be by her side .

AU POV
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"Sav what are you doing?"

"These, nothing . " she said while closing the book which contained some practice materials for college entrance.

"Your birthday is coming are you excited?" She felt light hearted at thinking he was so innocent to be happy for her cursed day of life.

"Come here , Sav!"  She got up , he soon pull her by her waist to put her on his lap. "I would make it really special for you okay? We would go somewhere. You can't sleep early tonight, okay?"

"Why ? It's tomorrow ."
She innocently asked."yes it is. But I want to celebrate to after 12 AM. "

She never could  think of  denying him. She smiled at his cheerful manner. He traced her face along with her head and inched closer  to her.

"Why that heart is thumping, hmm?"

"I dunno"  she whispered .

"But I  know,  you know?" He brought his lips so close to hers but never proceeded more.

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"Sav, you wait here. Don't go anywhere until I am coming okay."

"Fine. But it's so dark here. Could you please be fast?"

He nodded while passing her as smile . She thought like running to him , but she's should be patient. So she was.

10...

15....

20....

25....

30.....

47 minutes had passed since he left her at this  dark place. Some metal sounds were coming , due to the presence of a club .

Suddenly a fear was generating . He did not plan to leave her forever , right. He would come just.

She was scared . She thought of many possibilities of him being in trouble. But nothing was fruitful. The clock ticked more, and she realised that he left her , to get rid off her.

With the realization her eyes started burning , vision blurry. She ran to the  direction where he went.

She was so confined in her house , from school to home and home to school, it was her boundary.

The other paths were like maze for her.  She knew that they had passed a long way away from the house , she would never be able to return.

She was lost. Directionlessly she ran and stumbled.  Her blank mind was reminding of every possible of his way back. But she knew she would never see him.

He abandoned her. Soon the rain started. There was no shade to hide herself , so she let herself be wet.

Soon her clothes clasped to her body , making  her body visible, those chubby curves and fluffy bosson; marking the bra line.

Her tears got mingled with rain. Her head felt heavy and aching.

While crying she ran and soon fall and could not even stand up. Sitting on the road she hugged herself , and was crying.

When a light fall on her petite figure.

"There's someone on the road."

"Remove her." An infatuated woman,  full of lusty desires while eating out the well featured man before her aggitatedly ordered.

The driver was not shock of her high preacher's guest of being the stop on road by a girl. As She was fully into 'She' type.

In the heavy downpour numbness was crawling to her body along with fear as she was shaken by the hesitant touch of the black suited driver.

"Miss--you listening me   please move."

When he was attempting his best to reach upto her , persuading her to move from their way ; from  inside the elegantly gorgeous women also the driver's boss got perked up with her soft mewling whimpers.

Sick!

"Adios  , let take the girl in ." The driver knowing the ill fate of girl tried to oppose his acquaintance's statement over ruling his bread provider's order.

"But-------"

Sav'Pov:

Within a spare minute she  was inside the car. The velvet cover of the large sofa got wet with my dripping body.

My senses were already blocked. Cold   , Rain , Betrayal , Loneliness   , one after another captured me and I surrendered to them , that I was feeling like only saying ' yes'to anything.

Being dazed in my thought a trailing finger down to my chin from cheek warned me. I hazily saw the bold lip- glossed lady was looking at me , endearingly?

I don't know them anymore.

"Pretty  , were you hidden by then. " she straced my cold shoulder , gliding down my hands. " Jesus might be hiding you for me. "

While touching me she paced really very closed to me taht I was smelling her cosmetics . I yet hated it   but no offense they were so drowning.

Soon something stinged in my nape. I felt her lips bubbling  some words in my ears.

"Just a bit honey, soon will be in heaven. "
Au pov

Seeing the girl relaxing she get back to the man,  kiss him aggressively,  pretending that she was annoyed being interrupted in her car making out but in real she was so much in need of that soft body that was frail to acclaim as her state was.

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Aigoo, I am alive . Just lost and lazy.