POV: Irene

"I'm not really sure how to do it exactly." Jennie said as I sat on her lap facing her.

My legs were wrapped around her and her arms were wrapped around me. They were under my shirt. Putting her cold ass hands on my back.

I just looked in her eyes and said nothing.

Cause I could think of nothing.

It was dark outside. We were at a house I recognized from a kdrama.

It was silent. It was cold outside. But I sat on Jennie, on a couch, in a warm house.

"Dosen't it go something like-" She started but blushed as she bit her nails.

She stopped looking at me and looked to the side nervously.

She also took her hands off of me. However I missed her cold hands.

If that makes sense.

I grabbed her hands and put them back on me where they  belong.

She looked at me again but still not with the same confidence that she had before.

I wondered how she lost it that fast.

I don't know but I like her better confident. It's powerful and excited. And it makes me blush.

But like in a good way.

If that makes sense.

I just feel like it really dosen't.

But it's how I feel right now

And that fact really dosen't make sense.

None the less I still listened to my feelings ans ran my fingers through her hair.

It's so soft and long and pretty.

"I just don't know about this." She said looking at me worriedly.

"Just do what feels right." I told her in almost a whisper while pouting.

I just didn't like seeing her so worried is all.

"Okay" she said while gently pulling me closer.

When she decided I was close enough she put her lips on mines.

Very softly.

But then I woke up from my dream which kinda sucked.

After realzing what just happened I felt very. Panicked.

This is so embarrassing because Jennie would never have a dream about me let alone of one that nature.

I need to stop hanging out with Seulgi and watching dramas during class.

I blame math for being so damn boring.

And I'm really happy this dream took place at about 3am.

Really that really is the second best part.

The first best part being the fact that I'm now horny at 3am.

All I gotta say is fuck REM state as a fucking whole.

Maybe this isn't because of any real attraction towards Jennie.

I mean of course.

Think of that dream. I was in that kdrama ass house. And if that gentle shit wasn't the most kdrama kiss ever.

But still.

Why would such a small kiss evoke such a...

Such a...

'Reaction'

I laid awake for somewhere around 10 minutes just looking at the dark ceiling.

Before quickly masturbating, going to wash my hands, then going to the kitchen to get some juice.

"Let's see appple, orange, or fruit punch?" I asked myself.

"Fruit punch" I heard from behind me.

I jumped and turned around.

It was my mom.

"Oh it's you. You shouldn't do that to people at 3am." I said turning back towards the fridge to get fruit punch.

"It's 3am already? Then I should probably call it a night now huh?" She asked me while giving me and big smile and scratching her head.

My mom is like the opposite of me. An extremely bright person.

She had already gotten two cups from the cabinet and was just waiting for me to pour it.

Mom is the sweetest person to ever be born. Which means she can also be too trusting for her own good.

However her intentions are always pure.

Some people think that since she is so nice that she is also dumb. And the fact that she didn't finish school dosen't help erase that image. However they are very wrong.

She's had such a hard life but is still nice. And I think that's amazing.

Even when people just step on my foot I wanna punch them in the face.

"Why are you up?" She said as we sat down at the kitchen table.

I sighed.

"Its embaressing." I said before taking a sip of my drink.

"So?" She responded while shrugging.

My mom got embarressed often so she's built up a sort of callous.

"I had a dream about this girl at my school." I said.

My mom looked at me like she expected more.

"She kissed me. Like a.. Like a little peck."

"And you don't want her to do that? If so dreams don't really mean anything. One time I had a dream I was being chased by a pair of dentures." She said.

I just looked at her.

"Anyways."

"Nooo!! I'm just saying. Some dreams. Just don't mean anything." She said caressing my arm to comfort me.

"But it's just that this dream.. It really felt like something." I mumbled.

She giggled and covered her mouth.

"Oh you mean you felt it in your nether regions?" She asked me.

Like as a serious question that she expected me to answer.

"I really need to stop opening up to you." I said while shaking my head.

"Well that's just teenage shit. I just figured." She said shrugging again.

I looked down as I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Why are you embarrassed? It's not that bad." She asked me.

I could feel my eyes watering already.

Which was more embarrassing than anything being said in this conversation.

Nothing my mom could say would embaress me.

"What's the matter?" She said worriedly while quickly coming to hug me.

"Is it that bad?"

I shook my head yes.

"Why?"

"Because it's just crazy."

"What is?"

"The dream. And that I liked it."

"Why is that so crazy? It's alright. You're getting yourself all worked up." She said while grabbing my hand to hold.

"I just promised myself that I wouldn't have a crush on any girls at my school."

"Why?"

"Cause they're bitchy what do you mean?" I snapped

"Bae Joohyun." She said sternly.

I just shut up.

"Going to the same school dosen't make you like them. You should know that better than anybody." She said poking my side.

"She is different. I know that they're not all like that. They already all think I might have a crush on them and I don't need that growing because I actually like one of them."

"It's not just 'one of them' if you like a girl-"

"A straight girl." I interrupted.

She just gave a look that said shut up.

"It's not even about the girl. I can't say anything because I don't know her. All I said was if you like a girl then you don't have to cry about it. Its not weird or anything. Okay?"

I sniffled.

"Okay."

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You finally met Irenes mom and I finally got to masturbation in a story.

Ayyyy.