POV: Irene

Note/warning: We gettin' a little spicy now if you know what I'm saying. And this my first time getting spicy so is wish me luck....
Yikes

"Hi Irene." Jennie said when she saw me.

I just looked at her surprised.

Jennie does not initiate conversations. I start them. It's why we go long without talking. And after last nights dream I didn't think we'd ever speak again.

I knew I certainly wouldn't be starting any coverations.

Besides I was too tired to play any games with anyone. I didn't even dress in my normal clothes. I was just wearing sweat pants, a sweatshirt, and these off brand nikes I bought from walmart.

I called these shoes swooshes because of their wierd swigly line where the nike symbol would go normally.

I don't care about what people think of me but I care about how I feel. So I put effort into outfits.

However today I feel like shit. So I might as well dress accordingly.

"What?" She said confused.

"Are you sure you wanna talk to me in front of your little friends?" I said. Looking at the people surrounding her giving me dirty looks.

When I'm tired I get irritated a whole lot faster. I have no patients for anyone.

"I just said hi." She said shrugging. She didn't seem to take it personally.

"Hi." I said while waving and shrugging my shoulders.

Then I walked past the group of girls and to my locker. Then I went to Seulgis locker.

"Oof you look dead." She said.

I just looked at her irritatedly.

"What'd you get 2 hours of sleep?" She said not caring about my attitude.

I sighed while rubbing my eyes.

"Yeah just about? Is it really that noticable."

"Well if you're just looking at you yeah but if you consider that this is school not a fashion show and no one really feels like being here or dressing nice." She ranted with no breaths in between.

"Then no." She said.

I looked at her and blinked in slow motion.

"Oh." I said before she giggled at me as we both started walking down the hallway together.

"You're a hot mess. What happened last night? Another fight?" She asked.

"No I-"

"Oh bars. Night. Fight. That rhymes." She pointed out interrupting me.

Why'd she ask me a question if she was just gonna interuppt.

I just waited till she was done to finish talking.

"Nah. I just couldn't sleep." I said rubbing my eyes.

"I see." She said as we entered the classroom.

We sat next to each other in the back of the classroom waiting for class to start. It'd only be about ten minutes and class mates should start coming in 5.

"What kept you up?"

"Just a stupid ass dream."

"Did it give you the creeps?"

"Yeah. You could say that."

"Well what was it-" she started. I already knew what she was gonna ask and I didn't want to talk about it.

"So what's been going on this week. Any news, news paper?" I asked her.

Her eyes lit up at having my permission to talk my ear off.

Of course this was an opportunity she couldn't miss out on.

And that's exactly what she did. She talked at a speed so fast I wondered when she was breathing exactly.

I was just watching her and nodding when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Yo are you mad at me." Jennie asked looking at me worriedly.

She didn't seem so worried before.

"No I'm just tired." I said looking up at her from where she was standing.

"Really what kept you up?" She asked me while rubbing my shoulders with both her hands.

I noticed she was much touchier than normal.

I raised an eyebrow and she let out a nervous laugh before walking away.

"Hmm.. You guys have a weird way of communicating." Seulgi said before putting lip gloss on.

I shrugged before putting my head down.

I should have knows that as soon as I put my head down I would be out like a light.

I woke up to the teacher standing right next to me.

"Irene the time I give you to study isn't to be used as nap time. This isn't first grade this is high school." She said.

I sighed and face palmed.

"Since you can't seem to focus. I'm gonna put you to work." She said.

Great.

Work.

Love that.

"In that back there. I have a large pile off books and pappers. I need you to sort them. It's pretty self explanatory . Call me if you have questions. Get to work." She said pointing toward the closet.

What a great way to start the day.

I thought I stood up and walked towards the door.

"I'll help!" I heard from behind me.

I looked behind me to see Jennie.

What's gotten into her today?

It's like she somehow knows about my dream and is trying to torture me.

"I actually finished all the studying I need last night so I have nothing but free time." She said while already standing up and walking towards me.

The teacher just shrugged and sat back down at her desk.

"What's gotten into you." I asked as she walked next to me.

"Nothing."

"Then stop acting weird." I said annoyed before walking into the closet.

I turned the light on and the place was a mess.

I an convinced that this whole thing was nothing but a set up.

"Bullshit." I scoffed while picking up books and getting to work.

Then realizing that no one was here to supervise so there's no use.

I sat down on top of a large stack on books while Jennie actually worked.

It was silent as we both did our own thing and waited for time to pass.

"I had a dream about you." She said from behind me where she worked.

I snapped my head around so fast.

She has to be fucking with me. Does she really know about my dream? I know it's crazy but this can't just be a coincidence.

She blushed but pretended like she didn't.

"Why so surprised? You don't even know what happened." She said.

I just turned around and went back to facing the wall.

Observing all the cracks as I waited.

Then Jennie came to sit next to me. Just on the floor.

"Aren't you curious?" She asked me.

I only shook my head no.

"Why not?" She asked me.

I only shrugged.

She just looked me disappointed while I pretended not to notice her look.

"Well you were just.. So different." She said while leaning on the wall behind her.

"You were so.. Like.. I don't know.. Little. It was weird. I-It was weird but it was.. I don't know it was nice." She said before looking at me in my eyes.

As she looked at me I felt myself go soft.

"I had a dream about you too."

"What'd I do?" She asked me curiously.

I shook my head.

"Nothing. I shouldn't have said anything." I said feeling stupid for mentioning what I had just cried about.

"C'mon. You can't leave me curious like that?" She said elbowing me.

I didn't say anything.

"Irene." She said getting on her knees in front of me so we were on the same level.

I blushed and covered my face.

"Irene." She said while laughing and grabbing my hands.

"C'mon it's just a dream. You can tell me." She said inching closer to me.

"It's not just a dream. You kissed me in it." I admitted.

Jennie blushed and went silent this time. But she didn't let go of my hands.

Instead she just ran her thumb gently against my knuckles. Seemingly without realizing she was doing it.

"Well it's still just a dream." She said while looking into my eyes.

No not even into my eyes.

More like into my soul.

After saying that she bit her lip and I could have sworn I saw her glance at my lips.

Or maybe I'm projecting my perverted feelings on to her.

Just the possibility that she could have done something like that made my stomach fill with butterflies.

But what made the feeling even more intense was how close we were.

We were so close.

I could feel her so well.

And she was so warm.

And I wanted her to cover me like a blanket.

I moved to wrap my arms around her waist and bring her to me.

Even closer.

"So tell me about this dream." She said breaking the sweet silence.

At least she didn't move.

"We were just in this house and I was sitting on your lap-"

"You wanna sit on my lap?" She asked me.

I blushed again and shook my head.

"Why not?" She asked me while intertwining our fingers.

The simple action excited me and made me forget about the embarrassment I felt a couple seconds ago.

"Kiss me." I said bluntly.

And then she did.

And it wasn't anything like the one in my dream.

Once she put her lips on mines. And I felt how soft and perfect they were. And my heart lost its mind and my stomach got warming. 

It was slow and it wasn't simple. It wasn't fast and it wasn't wild.

It was perfect.

Our lips seemed to move in perect sync so effortlessly.

And like of course I know how to kiss. I'm not knew to this at all. I've kissed girls and boys. I have experience but when I say that it was perfect and effortless I mean it was absolutely. Positively perfect and effortless.

So different yet familiar. Not scarry, uncomfortably, or sloppy, or anything that a first kiss could be.

Maybe it has something to do with me just doing what I felt like. And so was she.

Finally.

When we switched to tilt our heads in the opposite direction. That acted as a signal to go faster. And even deeper in a way.

Make my heart beat out of my chest and she can have it after its out. But who am I kidding?

She been stole it.

I wrapped my arms her neck and she moved her cold hands under my shirt to the small of my back.

By this time tongue managed to get into the mixed. My whole body was something passed excited.

Way too excited.

I let out little sounds. Almost like whimpers or something. And that's new.

Very new.

But not unwelcomed.

"That sounds really good." Jennie said with her forehead against mines.

I could still feel her breathing hard on my face. That's just how close we were.

And I certainly wasn't willing to move from there.

"I don't know if this is weird. But I like how it sounds when you make that noise." She said.

I didn't respond.

"Since...  Since things are like this now we should probably be something to each other." She said before giving me a peck on the lips.

I only nodded.

I didn't really know what to say so I only nodded.

I'm a lot of things. A bad girl, a bitch, a beauty, a whore, a lesbian. However speechless is hardly ever one of those things.

"I don't have to say.. You know what I mean don't you?" She asked me.

I nodded.

She smiled excitedly and nodded as well.

"Okay." She said before the bell rang.

After that we awkwardly left the clostet. Then the class room.

Seulgi thumped me in the forehead.

"Hey fuck you dude! I was talking to you that whole time and you were sleeping! I didn't notice till the teacher said something. Why'd you ask me all interested and get me all excited if you were just gonne ignore me! I can't stand fake hoes!"

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Hmmm yikes. I'm a hot mess and a shit writer.

Usually I just write my feelings or what I wanna feel. So chapters like these are hard because I haven't even got to the whole girlfriend thing let alone that you know what thing.

Sigh all in due time hopefully.

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