POV: Irene

"So you and Jennie are-"

"In lesbians."

"Ahh. I see." Seulgi said nodding as we made our way out of the school.

"Wow. I never would have guessed."

"Me either." I said while smiling.

Ever since earlier I haven't been tired anymore. Actually I've been excited. More excited than ever.

This might be surprising coming from a whore like me but I've never had a real girlfriend before. I wonder what to expect.

I mean I'm not one for being close to people unless we're talking sex. Ya know blow job, fingering yada yada yada.

But I was never really good at emotional shit.

I never thought I needed it.

But deep down I know I want it.

"Irene!" I heard someone scream from behind me.

It was Jennie.

She was waving and jumping excitedly.

I giggled.

"What the fuck was that sound you just made?" Seulgi asked me.

I blushed and she smiled at me.

"Somebody is in deep lesbians." She joked while nudging me.

I chuckled.

"Shut up." I said while turning to watch Jennie run towards me excitedly.

It filled my heart with happiness seeing her convey the excitement I was feeling.

It made me feel like I was flying.

Like I was in a brand new world. With a brand new Irene.

"Hi." She said shyly once she was in front and of me.

She was out of breath and her nose was already red from the cold.

She looked cute.

I couldn't help but giggle again.

"I-I umm... I-. Are-Are you maybe freeonsaturday?" She asked me in a high pitched nervous voice.

My heart started beating really fast and I could do nothing but break out in a fit of giggles.

"I-I was just thinking since we're girlfriends or something now that maybe we could.." She trailed off and it got silent.

My mind momentarily stopped working and all I could do was stare at her.

She should already know the answer is yes times a thousand.

"I am free." I said finally.

She let out a sigh of relief and looked at the ground.

I giggled.

"Of course.. girlfriend." I said smiling to myself as I said the word girlfriend.

She put her hand out and I gladly took it.

She intertwined our cold hands and started walking.

Where to? I don't know.

She has a car.

Why would she walk?

"I was just wondering where we would go for our first date. I thought about it the whole school day. I don't think I learned much at all." She said.

I nodded.

"Yeah my mind was else where too." I said while starting at her.

"Oh really where?" She said looking at me curiously.

When I only kept starring she blushed.

"Oh."

"Cute." I said looking towards the ground again.

"No you're cute." She said pushing me playfully.

"No you."

"Not more than you though."

"Definitely more than me." I said. And that was an argument that went on for a solid minute.

"Irene~ we're supposed to be talking about something else."

"What?" I asked her.

"Our date." She reminded me.

I felt foolish for forgetting.

"Oh right!" I said.

She only laughed at me.

"Anyways so I was thinking maybe we could watch a movie then get something to eat or something." She said.

I nodded in agreement.

"I'll pay for the whole thing. The only thing you have to worrying about is yourself. Alright?" She asked me.

I nodded.

Money wasn't something I had anyways.

"Good. We'll have fun I just know it." She said excitedly.

I smiled and nodded in agreement.

She whinnied

"Ugh you're so cute!" She said pinching my cheeks

"Nooo. I am not cute. I am a very very rough and tumble gyal." I said shoving her.

She smiled at me and giggled a bit.

"Okay.. baby." She said.

I couldn't tell if she was teasing or not.

I hope not.

Either way I blushed

"You should ride with me. It's cold out." She offered.

"Umm what about fucking me?!" Seulgi spoke up.

Oops. I forgot she was here.

"Oh you can come too. It's very cold out today so..." She said while wrapping her arms around my waist.

It was much warmer that way.

Seulgi looked at the both of us oddly.

I turned super red and looked down.

"You guys are.. different. But I'll take a ride any day so... Let's go I guess." She said

"Great let's go." Jennie said grabbing my hand.

"Wait Irene!" Seulgi said grabbing me all of a sudden.

I looked at her confused.

"Can I talk to you just for a little bit?" She asked.

"But we're supposed to go to the car. It's cold Seulgi." I said pouting while holding Jennie's hand tighter.

"Don't sweat it babes." Jennie said looking at me smiling with her pink nose from the cold.

She did look beautiful today. She had this big ole coat on that made her look incredibly fluffy. And her long dark hair had white snowflakes in it.

"My car is kinda far I'll go get it and bring it around then you don't even have to walk."

"But you will!" I whinned

"Oh come on love it'll be romantic." She said while taking two steps away from me.

I pouted but let go of her.

I watched her walk away until I was interrupted.

"What has gotten into you?!" Seulgi asked while holding both of my shoulders.

I shrugged her off.

"What?!" I asked her

"Don't what me!! You're being all cutesy! What's up with that why are you acting weird! You better not be faking Irene you can't be happy that way!" She said panicking.

I rolled my eyes.

"It's just her." I said.

"What's just her?"

"I act different because she treats me different." I said nonchalantly. Even though acknowledging it made my heart flip.

"Explain." She said linking our arms and having us pace back and forth slowly.

"Well it's just. Jennie knows about all the bad things I've done. However she still treats me like the most inncocent thing ever."

"Ahh I see."

"Yeah and I just think it's really sweet. Every time she looks at me I just- well I just feel different. I like acting that way. Surprisingly." I said.

Seulgi just stared at me with her mouth open, looking shocked.

"What?" I asked her.

"You're in love and shit!!" She said loudly.

I shushed her in a panic.

"Am not!" I said

"You are! Come on you 'feel different' wow Irene." She said.

I started panicking and biting my nails nervously.

All those butterflies.

All those fireworks.

Is that what they means?!

"Irene!" I heard Jennie scream!

I saw her mere feet away. I could see her smile all the way from where I was. The idea of me making her smile so hard made me excited. It filled my heart with Joy.

I forgot about anything that wasn't Jennie and almost got hit by a car in the process of running to her.

Fuck a car. Life is about Jennie's smile and that's it.

As soon as I came to her I hugged her like I hadn't seen her in months instead of minutes.

Only cause she smells so good.

And feels so good.

And is so good.

"You mind if I hang with you at your house for a while?" She said.

My smile quickly went away.

"My house?"

"I just wanna be together longer." She said looking at me hopefully.

The hardest thing to do is tell Jennie no but truthfully I was worried about her coming to hang out over my house. What if something is there? What if it's too dirty?

"W-Well the-the thing is..."

"It's alright if you don't want me to." She said sweetly.

I looked down at my feet.

"I still feel bad." I admitted.

"Nonsense. It wouldn't be anything fun if you were uncomfortable would it?" She asked me.

I shook my head.

"I guess so." I said finally looking at her.

She squished my face. Her hands were cold but felt good and protective.

"You wanna come over my house?" She said me.

I nodded and smiled in squish.

She laughed and my heart made happy rythms.

"Listen." Seulgi said interrupting.

"Go to her house. Go to your house." She gesturing to Jennie then me.

"I don't really give a shit. Can I go to my house?" She asked impatiently.

Jennie wrapped her arms around me and made me warm in the process.

"Hmm.. you could walk home if you have any more complaints." Jennie said simply.

I laughed at Seulgi.

"Continue." She said while getting in the car.

Jennie joined me in laughing before setting her chin on my shoulder.

"Alright my house it is then?" She asked me while I freaked out over the fact that I could feel her cheek on my cheek and her cheek was so warm and soft.

"Mmmhmmm." I said agreeing.

"Sounds like a plan then." She said finally letting me go.

We both went on ahead and got in the car.

We made conversation and tried to keep Seulgi in them. I think we did a good job but Seulgi might have a different oppinion.

I have a long list of things that I love about Jennie. I don't know which thing it is that makes me love her so much but what ever it is makes me act differently and tune out people. And make me forget that other people (and cars) exist.

Whatever it is I hope I can put my finger on it.

It has way too much control over her.

It makes me want her hugs and her kisses. And my name in her mouth. All the fucking time.

Who knows what else it's capable of.

Doesn't it know who I am?

Doesn't it know that I am Irene?

The almighty bad girl slash school bully.

Doesn't it know that I hate her?

Doesn't it know that she's a prissy rich girl who would tear someone like me to peices.

Whatever this force is should have mercy on me.

Whatever this force is should stop making me want to give her everything I have to offer even though we've only been 'dating' for a few hours.

Whatever this force is should stop making me so incredibly excited for being able to call Jennie my girlfriend until she gets sick of me.

Who does this force think they are?

I think they're mean and ridiculously overpowered!

I wonder what Jennie thinks of it.

Seulgi says it's love.

Well love....

You're too cruel to me.

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Cute.

Also I got a new phone and a cat for my birthday. It was May 26

Here is my cat since she is so cute