Charlie:

So, me and Nick are going to a party in the woods. I'm really looking forward to spending time with him. God I sound so sappy. I cant believe I still have a massive crush on him. He came out to me as bi and ever since,I've hoped he likes me back. I haven't said anything, I don't want to ruin our friendship.

I arrive at the party. It smells like alcohol and sweat. Everyone's dancing and drinking. Parties aren't my thing and i already dont like it here. But I came because Nick asked me to and this is just an excuse to hang out with him. If the party is shit I know I can persuade him to leave with me.

˝Charrrliiieeeee, you cameee˝ I hear an awfully familiar vocie call. I turn around and before I can process anything two gigantic arms are around me. ˝Nick!!! jesus you scared the living shit out of me!˝ when he pulls back I can tell somethings different. ˝ I've been waiting for youuuu I misssssed youuuu! *hicupp*˝ ˝Nick are you drunk?˝ Christian came over to us ˝ noooooo, I had likeee one or twooo drinkss!! Or waass it foo'rr˝ ˝Nah mate it was def more than that. Hi charlie! nice to see you here˝ ˝thanks but now i have to deal with a drunk Nick.˝ ˝ But you loouuveeee meeeee˝ I chukle. He's been holding onto me eversince he saw me. Christian chukles and leaves us. Now im alone WITH a drunk Nick. This isn't a good combination. Actually Nick and alcohol aren't a good combination.

˝ Charr you loookk soo cutee.˝ He proceeds to poke one of my dimples. ˝excuse me?! what are you doing?˝ Okay, I take back what I said. drunk Nick is honestly really cute and VERY touchy, I don't hate it. I could get used to being this close to him. ˝ Wanna gou shomwhere quieterr??˝ He asks me ˝ Sure but dont trip and fall! I can't catch you˝ I say and he giggles. God his giggle is so cute. I'm actually obsessed with him. But shhh nobody has to know.

We end up going a little further into the woods. Nick is giggling and mumbling things I can't understand but atleast hes having a good time. I take out a blanket from my backpack and lay it down. He stumbles onto it and makes grabby hands towards me. I chukle and lay beside him. He turns on his side and puts his head on my chest and snuggles closer to me. I lift my arm and let him cuddle into my side more [ if thats even possible]. ˝ I likeee you sooouu much charrr˝ This completely catches me off guard. What??!?!? He likes me? Okay I'm probably overreacting. He's drunk and probably didn't mean it.

˝Nick you are so drunk right now˝ He looks up at me and then proceeds to look at my lips. He then looks back to my eyes ˝ Can I kiss you?˝ I'm still super shocked, but we can talk about that later. ˝Yeah˝ Then he leans in and softly kisses me. I kiss him back and we start kissing eachother. We're making out in the woods at a party. I pull away ˝We should go home. I dont wanna get caught and out you.˝ ˝yea that's a good idea˝

We stand up and say bye to the rugby lads. Nick is still leaning onto me, I dnt think he's as drunk as before but still not completely sober. I tell the lads that I'm taking nick home since he's drunk and not feeling well. Which is not completely a lie, he is drunk a bit. ˝Come on,love. Let's go˝ ˝Okkayy char˝ I swear he's so cute.

We get home to his house and Sarah greets us. She hugs us both but after she hugs Nick she stops and stares at him. ˝ are you drunk?˝she asks him. I stand there not knowing what to do. ˝ummm Kindaa?˝ He looks at me asking for help. ˝He was a bit drunk when I got there but I didn't drink and i dont think he's that drunk anymore˝ ˝Alright boys. go get some rest˝ I nod and take Nicks hand.

We go upstairs and i help him out of his clothes and into his pajamas. He goes to bed and snuggles in. I also go to his closet and steal a jumper and some sweatpants. I go to the bathroom to get changed. When I come back Nick is looking at me with love in his eyes. ˝You look cute in my clothes˝ He says and makes grabby hands at me again, and lifts the duvet up so I can get in. I chuckle an lay beside him, he turns around and pulls the duvet more on us. ˝Do you wanna be the little spoon??˝ I ask in a whisper ˝yes please˝ he says and wiggles backwards closer to me. I wrap my arms around him and kiss his head. ˝Good night Nick˝ ˝goodnight char. I love you˝ He says so quietly I almost dont hear him. ˝ I love you too, you dork˝ And we both drift to sleep.

the next morning

Nick:

I wake up because my head was pounding. I open my eyes and get blinded by the light immediatly. I look on my bedside table and see a glass of water and some paracetamol. I take it and drink my water. I sit up in my bed when the door opens and I see charlie walking in with two mugs in his hand and a tray with toast. ˝Good morning sleepyhead˝ he says as he sits beside me on the bed. God his hair is so gorgeus. ˝ Hi˝ I reply and smile at him. ˝ How did you sleep?˝ ˝Good, better with you cuddling me but I probably shouldn't have drank that much cuz my head hurts like a bitch˝ He giggles at me. Thats probably my favourite sound of all time. He then gets a worried look on his face and looks down breaking our eyecontact. ˝What's up? Did I say something?˝ ˝ How much do you remember of last night?˝ I think back really hard. And then it hits me. WE KISSED. I try not to act excited and happy because by the look on his face he probably didn't want to. I was just drunk. ˝I'm so sorry, I dont know what came over me. We can just forget it if you want that.˝ I say also looking down. ˝ Do you want to forget it?˝ he asks me. I look up and see disappointment on his face. ˝No but I dont want to make you uncomfortable if you didn't want that. I really like you and even if you dont like me back that fine but i still care about you and your oppinion and I just would really hate it if I ruined our friendship because I was drunk and kissed you and I'm really so-˝ I got cut off by Charlies lips on mine. I kiss him back and he starts climbing onto my lap. I let him and put my hands on his hips. We're making out again, his hands in my hair, his tounge in my mouth and both of us desperate for this. He starts to kiss down my neck and I let out a soft moan into his ear. He stops and looks up at me. ˝ Sorry.˝ ˝Dont be. Its really hot. I also really like you, Nick but your mum is downstairs and I dont think she'd appreciate it if we did IT right now. altough im really horny˝ I smirk at him and kiss him again. ˝so am I. Do you want to take a shower with me? the water might muffle the noise a bit but we still should be quiet.˝ ˝alright ˝ he says and gets off my lap and heads to the bathroom. I watch him as he wiggles his hips at me. I feel my pajama bottoms start to tighten as i stand up and rush after him to the bathroom.

[ after the shower]

We just had the best sex ever and we're getting dressed and giggling sharing kisses here and there. Charlie obviously steals my clothes but I dont mind since it looks better on him than me anyways.

we lay in my bed, scrolling trough social media when I have an idea. I open instagram and make a new post. Its a photo of me and Charlie cuddling that Tao took on one of the film nights. Me and Charlie both fell asleep cuddled on eachother. We looked like an actual couple, altough at the time we weren't dating. In the description i write 'Boyfriends,i'm bi actually' and hit post. Charlie is on my chest right now so I see his phone. He sees that i posted something and opens it. When he sees it he looks up at me and kisses me like there's no tommorow. after a minute he pulls away and asks ˝ So we're boyfriends now huh?˝ I look at him in confusion ˝uh yes?! was that not already establised the last half an hour when we were making out and having sex.˝ He giggles and and then he looks into my eyes again ˝Do you remember what you said last night right before going to sleep?˝ ˝ no..? was it something bad? Did i embarass myself??˝ he giggles again and i see his dimples. aaahhh those dimplesss!! I love the so much. then it hits me again. ˝ I told you 'i love you' right?˝ ˝ did you mean it..?˝ ˝ um YES I love you so bloody much it hurts!!!˝ ˝I love you too you dork<3˝ 

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