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After a moment’s hesitation, she stepped back, allowing him to enter. He stepped inside, taking a moment to gather his thoughts as he closed the door behind him. The air was thick with tension, and he felt the weight of unspoken words hanging between them.
“Look, I’m sorry for what I said on the phone,” he started, taking a step closer. “I didn’t mean to hurt you. I just—I’m dealing with a lot, and I thought I was protecting you by keeping you in the dark.”
“Protecting me?” she echoed, her voice trembling. “You think shutting me out was protecting me? I felt like I was losing you, Jimin.”
He stepped closer, his heart aching at the hurt in her eyes. “I know, and I’m so sorry. I want to explain everything, but I can’t right now. Just please, give me a chance to show you that you mean the world to me.”
“Show me?” she asked, her voice tinged with skepticism. “How do I know this isn’t just another empty promise?”
“I’ll do whatever it takes to prove it,” he vowed, taking her hands in his. “I’ll fight for us, no matter what it takes. Just let me in.”
Her gaze softened slightly, but the hurt still lingered. “I don’t want to feel like I’m in the dark anymore. I want to be part of your life, Jimin.”
“And you will be,” he promised, his voice filled with sincerity. “Just trust me a little longer. Let me get through this, and I’ll explain everything. I’ll bring you into my world when it’s safe. I swear.”
She looked into his eyes, searching for any sign of insincerity, but all she found was determination and love. “I want to believe you,” she said softly. “But it’s going to take time for me to get over feeling like you’ve been lying to me.”
“I understand,” Jimin replied, his grip on her hands tightening slightly. “I would feel the same way. But please, I’ll make it worth your while. I can’t bear the thought of losing you.”
Rosalia took a deep breath, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “You have to promise me that you’ll be honest with me from now on. No more secrets.”
“Promise,” he said earnestly, feeling a surge of relief at the flicker of hope in her eyes. “I swear on everything that I’ll be honest with you as soon as I can.”
She nodded slowly, the tension in her shoulders easing just a bit. “Okay. I just want to know that I’m not some secret you’re keeping.”
“You’re everything to me,” Jimin said, feeling the sincerity of his words. “You’re not a secret; you’re my light in this dark world. I want to share my life with you, but right now, I need to make sure you’re safe first.”
“Safe from what?” she pressed, her curiosity evident but tinged with concern.
Jimin hesitated, unsure of how much to reveal. The mafia world he was a part of was dangerous, filled with enemies lurking in the shadows. “It’s complicated,” he finally said, searching for the right words. “Let’s just say that my job involves things that could put you in danger if the wrong people find out about us.”
“So, this is about your mafia life?” she asked, her voice steady but laced with uncertainty.
He nodded. “Yes. And I can’t let anything happen to you because of me. That’s why I’ve been distant. It’s not that I don’t care; it’s the opposite. I care too much.”
Rosalia stepped back, letting go of his hands as she processed his words. “Jimin, I don’t want to live in fear of something I can’t see. I want to be with you, but I can’t stand the idea of being kept in the dark because of your dangerous world.”
He stepped forward again, his heart pounding. “I get that. I truly do. But I need you to trust that I’m doing this to keep you safe. Once this is all over, I promise I’ll bring you into my life fully. I want you to be a part of it.”
She took a moment, her eyes narrowing slightly as she considered his words. “I want to believe you, Jimin. I really do. But trust isn’t something that’s easily earned, especially not now.”
“I’ll show you,” he said, a determined fire igniting within him. “I’ll find a way to prove to you that I’m serious about us, that I’m not going anywhere.”
“I hope you mean that,” she said, her voice softening. “Because right now, it feels like we’re walking a tightrope.”
“We’ll get through this together,” he replied, stepping closer again. “I’m not giving up on you, Rosalia. You’re too important to me.”
The corners of her mouth twitched upward, but the smile didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Just… be careful, okay? I don’t want to lose you to this life. It’s terrifying to think about.”
“I will be,” he promised, reaching out to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. “And I’ll make sure you’re safe. You have my word.”
They stood in the tense silence of her living room, the weight of their conversation lingering in the air. Jimin could feel the cracks beginning to heal, but he knew it would take time. He couldn’t afford to let his guard down, not with the mission looming ahead.
“Can we just… be normal for a moment?” Rosalia asked, a hint of vulnerability returning to her voice. “I don’t want to think about your dangerous life right now.”
“Normal sounds perfect,” he replied, grateful for the reprieve. “Let’s just enjoy each other’s company.”
She nodded, and he watched as she moved to the kitchen, pulling out a couple of mugs and brewing some coffee. The simple act brought a sense of warmth and comfort that eased the tension between them.
As they settled into the couch with steaming mugs in hand, Jimin couldn’t help but admire the way her hair fell over her shoulders and how her smile seemed to light up the dimly lit room. It was moments like these that reminded him of why he wanted to fight for their relationship, even if it meant navigating a minefield of secrets.
“So, what’s been the highlight of your week?” he asked, attempting to shift the conversation to lighter topics.
“Honestly?” she replied, a teasing glint in her eye. “Hanging out with you and the girls was a lot of fun. Baking, drinking, and dancing like nobody was watching—it felt liberating.”
He chuckled, imagining the chaos of their girls’ night. “You all looked like you were having a blast. I almost wished I could crash the party.”
“Almost?” she teased. “You should’ve! We could have used some muscle to help us with the flour fights.”
“I think I would’ve been outnumbered, don’t you think?” he replied, shaking his head. “But I’m glad you had a good time. You deserve to let loose every once in a while.”
“Yeah, but you’re missing out on the fun,” she said playfully, nudging him with her shoulder. “Next time, you’re joining us.”
“I’ll hold you to that,” he replied, feeling a warmth spreading through his chest. “Maybe we can have a double date with the others too.”
Her expression brightened at the suggestion. “That would be nice! I’d love to see you interact with them. I think you’d fit right in.”
Jimin couldn’t help but smile at her enthusiasm. It felt good to imagine a future where they could blend their lives together without the weight of secrecy hanging over them.
As the minutes passed, they chatted about everything and nothing, laughter replacing the earlier tension. But in the back of Jimin’s mind, the looming mission was still present, a dark cloud threatening to overshadow their moment of peace.
After some time, Rosalia leaned her head against his shoulder, her soft hair brushing against his skin. He could feel her warmth enveloping him, and it made him wish he could freeze this moment forever.
“Can I ask you something?” she said quietly, her voice muffled against his shoulder.
“Anything,” he replied, shifting slightly to look at her.
“Do you ever think about what it would be like if you didn’t have to live this double life? If you could just be a normal guy without all the complications?”
The question struck a chord within him. He had thought about it often—longing for a life where he didn’t have to hide parts of himself, a life where he could love her freely without the weight of danger. “All the time,” he confessed. “It’s a dream of mine to just live openly and not have to worry about enemies or danger. To be with you without fear.”
“I want that too,” she said, her eyes shimmering with sincerity. “But it feels so far away sometimes.”
“I’ll make it happen,” he vowed, feeling the weight of his promise settle in his chest. “Whatever it takes, I’ll find a way to make that dream our reality. Just hold on for me a little longer.”
Rosalia lifted her head, her gaze penetrating his. “I believe in you, Jimin. Just don’t lose yourself in this dangerous life, okay?”
“I won’t,” he promised. “I refuse to let anything come between us. You’re my priority.”
The connection between them deepened, and for a moment, the world outside faded away. They were cocooned in their bubble, free from the chaos of their lives. But Jimin knew he couldn’t ignore the danger lurking just beyond their door.
Eventually, as the sun began to set, painting the room in hues of orange and pink, he felt a sense of urgency creeping back in. He had to get ready for the mission, but he didn’t want to leave her side.
“Rosalia, I need to talk to you about something important,” he said, his tone shifting to a more serious note.
“Is it about your work?” she asked, her brow furrowing in concern.
“Yeah,” he replied, steeling himself for the conversation. “I have a mission coming up, and I want to ensure you’re as safe as possible while I’m gone.”
“What kind of mission?” she pressed, her voice tightening.
“It’s just a routine thing,” he said, trying to downplay it. “But there are risks involved. I need you to be careful, to stay aware of your surroundings. And if anything feels off, I want you to call me immediately.”
“Jimin…” she began, but he held up a hand, needing her to understand the gravity of the situation.
“I mean it, Rosalia. I’ll do everything in my power to keep you safe, but I need you to promise me you’ll take precautions too. No late-night outings alone, no taking unnecessary risks. Just until this is over.”
She nodded slowly, her eyes clouded with worry. “Okay, I promise. But you have to promise me something too.”
“What’s that?” he asked, anxiety creeping into his voice.
“Promise me you’ll come back to me safe. No matter what happens, I need to know you’ll be okay.”
“I promise,” he vowed, his heart pounding as he leaned in closer, brushing his lips against her forehead. “I won’t let anything happen to me. I’ll come back to you.”
They held each other tightly, the warmth of their embrace offering some comfort against the uncertainty of the days ahead. As they pulled away, Jimin could see the determination in Rosalia’s eyes mixed with lingering concern, and it strengthened his resolve.
“I’ll keep my phone close,” she assured him, her voice steady. “And I’ll do everything you ask.”
“Good,” he said, feeling a bit of relief. “I’ll also arrange for someone to check in on you while I’m gone, just in case.”
Rosalia raised an eyebrow. “You’re really serious about this, aren’t you?”
“Absolutely,” he replied, his expression turning serious again. “You mean everything to me, and I want to make sure you’re safe. If anything were to happen to you… I don’t even want to think about that.”
She nodded, and for a moment, the gravity of the situation hung in the air between them. Then, almost instinctively, Jimin reached for her hand, intertwining their fingers. He needed that connection to anchor him to the present, to remind him what he was fighting for.
“Let’s just spend the night together, okay?” he suggested, a hint of vulnerability in his voice. “We can binge-watch a show or just talk. I don’t want to think about missions or danger. I just want to enjoy our time.”
Rosalia’s face brightened at the suggestion, and she squeezed his hand. “That sounds perfect. I’ve been wanting to finish that series we started last week.”
“Me too,” he said, trying to lighten the mood. “But only if we agree to get cozy with some blankets and snacks.”
“Deal!” she replied, jumping up and heading to the kitchen. “I’ll get some popcorn and maybe some of that ice cream you love.”
As she moved around the kitchen, Jimin felt a wave of affection wash over him. Watching her made his heart swell with pride and longing. This was the life he wanted, filled with laughter, comfort, and love. But in the back of his mind, the dark reality of his world was a constant reminder that he had to protect her.
Rosalia returned with a bowl of popcorn and a tub of ice cream, her face beaming with joy. “Okay, movie night is officially on!” she declared, plopping down next to him on the couch.
Jimin couldn’t help but smile back at her enthusiasm. They settled in, and as the opening credits rolled, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders, pulling her close. The familiar scent of her hair mixed with the aroma of popcorn filled the air, creating a cozy atmosphere that felt safe and comforting.
As the movie played, they fell into an easy rhythm, sharing playful banter and laughter. For those few hours, the troubles of the outside world seemed to fade away, and it felt like just the two of them existed.
But as the movie progressed, Jimin’s mind began to drift back to the looming mission. He tried to focus on Rosalia’s laughter, her bright smile, and the way she would occasionally glance up at him, her eyes sparkling. But thoughts of what lay ahead tugged at the edges of his consciousness.
He couldn’t shake the feeling of impending danger. The last thing he wanted was for her to feel scared or anxious because of him. As the credits rolled, he turned to her, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.
“Rosalia,” he said softly, his heart racing as he contemplated how to voice his thoughts. “Can I tell you something?”
“Of course,” she replied, her expression shifting to one of curiosity.
“I want you to know that no matter what happens during this mission, I love you. And that love doesn’t change, no matter what I have to do or how distant I may seem.”
Her eyes softened, and she reached for his hand again. “You’ve already shown me that, Jimin. You’ve fought for me even when things were tough. I trust you, but I need to know you’ll be careful.”
“I will,” he assured her, squeezing her hand tightly. “And when this is all over, I promise we’ll have our normal life. I want to take you places, show you the world outside of this chaos.”
“Like a vacation?” she asked, her eyes lighting up at the thought.
“Exactly. Just you and me, away from all of this,” he said, his heart fluttering at the image of them together in a peaceful paradise. “We can explore new places, try new foods, and make amazing memories. Just the two of us.”
“I can’t wait for that,” she said, a smile gracing her lips. “It sounds perfect.”
The lightness in her voice made him feel hopeful, but the weight of the mission still lingered heavily in his mind. He wanted to keep her happiness alive, but he also needed to prepare for what was coming.
“Before I go,” Jimin said, his voice a little more serious, “I want to make sure you know how to reach me. I’ll keep my phone on me at all times, and I want you to text me if you need anything. If you ever feel uneasy or sense something is off, trust your instincts.”
“Okay, I promise,” she said, her expression serious again. “But can you promise to check in as often as you can?”
“I will,” he vowed, holding her gaze with determination. “I’ll send you updates whenever I can. And if things get too risky, I’ll find a way to come back early. You’re my priority.”
Rosalia nodded, and the gravity of their conversation settled between them again. They both understood the reality of his world—the danger that could strike at any moment. But as the night went on, they clung to each other, finding solace in their connection and the love that blossomed between them.
As the hours ticked away, Jimin’s heart grew heavy with the knowledge that he would soon have to leave. He didn’t want to think about being apart from her, but he knew he had to focus on the mission for her safety.
Eventually, exhaustion began to take its toll, and Rosalia nestled against him, her eyelids growing heavy. Jimin watched as she drifted off to sleep, feeling a mix of love and worry. He wanted to protect her from every potential danger, but he also knew that the world they were in was unpredictable.
He carefully shifted to lay her head against his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of her breathing. In that moment, he made a silent vow to do whatever it took to keep her safe, to fight against the darkness that threatened to seep into their lives.
As the night deepened, Jimin remained awake, listening to the quiet sounds of her breathing and the soft ticking of the clock. He knew that when dawn broke, he would have to leave her side.
With each passing minute, he wrestled with his emotions—fear for her safety, love for her, and a desperate need to protect what they had built together.
Eventually, as the first light of morning crept through the window, he felt the weight of responsibility settle on his shoulders like a heavy cloak. He gently stroked her hair, taking comfort in the fact that she was there with him, even if just for a little while longer.
When she stirred awake, the soft light illuminating her features, Jimin smiled down at her. “Good morning, sleepyhead.”
“Morning,” she replied, a yawn escaping her lips. “What time is it?”
“Early,” he said, glancing at the clock. “But I wanted to see you before I left.”
“Left?” Her expression shifted from sleepy to alert. “You’re going already?”
“Yeah,” he said, his heart aching at the realization. “I have to go on that mission today.”
Her face fell, and he could see the worry in her eyes. “Can’t you stay just a little longer?”
“I wish I could,” he said, his voice soft. “But I need to do this. For us.”
Rosalia nodded, but the sadness in her gaze made his heart twist. He reached for her, pulling her close once more. “Just remember everything I said, okay? I love you, and I’m coming back for you.”
“I love you too,” she whispered, her voice choked with emotion. “Just… please be careful out there.”
“I will,” he promised, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on her lips. It was soft and lingering, a reminder of the connection they shared.
As he pulled away, he could see the tears in her eyes, and it broke his heart. “Don’t cry, Rosalia. I’ll be back before you know it.”
“Just promise me you’ll call as soon as you can,” she insisted, her voice trembling.
“I promise,” he said, feeling the weight of that promise more than ever. “And I’ll be thinking of you every second I’m gone.”
Reluctantly, he stood up and began to gather his things. He glanced back at her one last time, his heart aching at the sight of her sitting there, looking vulnerable and worried.
“Be safe, Jimin,” she called out, her voice barely above a whisper.
“I will,” he replied, forcing a smile as he stepped out the door.
As he walked down the street, he could feel the weight of the world pressing down on him. He had made a promise to Rosalia, and he was determined to keep it, no matter the cost.
With each step, he reminded himself of what he was fighting for—her love, their future, and the life they could build together once the shadows of the mafia faded away.
But for now, the mission awaited, and he had to be ready for whatever came next.
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