My mind's in a state of panic,
I'm not manic,
Please, someone save me,
From this horrid disease of anxiety,
I have too much fear,
I wish I disappeared, or wasn't here,
My stutters fill as my teeth clatter,
Served on a gold platter,
Air has left the room,
Making my fingertips pale,
My lungs stay in one frame,
My suicidal thoughts aren't tamed,
Swallowing the pain,
No one gives me a rescue to be free,
Help me as I can't breathe,

Nothing.

But instead say it's all a show, a lie,
My eyes water, and I begin to cry,
Saving myself again,
I am in blame states,
I never began