Everything was so difficult. Mainly because relationships were just like that. Emiyo's grandma used to give wise advices. The relationship which is not difficult in some way, is not a good one. Maybe she was right. Emiyo felt guilty and unhappy. It was caused by that awful night and ofc by medicine accident. She knew that Jungkook's behavior was affected by pills but she couldn't forgive herself. Why? Emiyo left him with his aching leg alone in a small room behind the locked door for a long hours. She was scared to return and she was even more scared to tell the others the whole truth. 

That night only his stomach  hurt quite a lot and he threw up. Well, what a poor one.

Poor confused Jungkook, she sobbed quietly walking to her daily work. 

The bad thing was, she remembered everything. Every touch, every sense, every single breath, even every sentence of his.

Emiyo was now on her way to the Big Hit building or studios, because of the new upcoming MV of BTS. It's called Persona, am I right? Emiyo worked inside of building with paper stuffs or so...

I hate my own persona, she kicked with the tip of her shoes an empty can from cola far away.

It was April now. Plus minus a month from the incident with a medicine after warranty. Her relationship with Jungkook was variable but mostly, she didn't interract with him. And he didn't understand why she was acting so weird. Emiyo told him about the pills but she didn't tell him about his nasty behavior. She was scared to admit it. Admit, that she was scared of him...It would break his heart for sure.

'Oh, good morning, Emiyo. I hope it won't bother you if I make you a little company on your way to the studios.' It was no one else than Hitman Bang. The boss, the terror, the nightmare...But he wasn't bad at all. He was just too powerful and people are afraid of power although they're thirsty for it.

'Good morning sir.' She bowed lowly while her palms were hugging a coffee container. 

'I firstly thought that you'll come with Jungkook here,' He quickly confessed with his typical calmly voice. 

'Uhm well...Yes, I mean...' She couldn't find the right words for describing her complicated situation. 

'You don't need to be nervous in front of me, Emiyo.' Hitman Bang said with a fake smile on his lips. 'I guess you wanted to say, that he went earlier because of some band stuffs, right?'

'Yeah, sure. That's exactly what I wanted to say...'

'Naturally, Emiyo. Today is really important day, so rather smile than be all the time frowned,' His fingers shifted his thick black glasses back to his nose root. 

'Well than, I'll try it.'

'Good. So how's your relationship with each other?'

'It's...diverse, I would say.'

'Diverse?'

'Y-yes. I mean...We're different kind of people and this makes our relationship more various. We can - you know - take advices from each other and so.'

'Of course. I'm honestly sorry if I made you scared because of my sudden idea. But than I thought that it could be a good way to know each other better cause Jungkook can be sometimes pretty shy. Especially with women.'

'If I can be honest too, sir-'

'Go ahead.'

'I was really pissed of because of your decision. I didn't find it useful at all. There was no purpose for me. But after first few weeks I discovered that it actually helped me a lot.'

'Oh, really?'

'Yes. If you live with someone, you'll have to make many compromises and also you'll later care for your room or flatmate. Maybe not as much as I did, but you will...'

'Those are some wise words, Emiyo...' Hitman Bang was proud of his own crazy idea and he stopped right in front of big door. 

'I had conversation with Jungkook before...'

Her heart wasn't beating for next five seconds. 'Y-you did, sir?'

'He told me everything. From beginning which wasn't easy because you were always bothered by his personality to the point of today. He also thinks that your relationship is diverse. That's why I was so surprised. It seems like he was speaking the way you're usually speaking with a close choices of words. I have to say - it's interesting to watch how your personalities are completed by your specific character traits. I'm glad to hear such a pretty things like this, because than I can be more confident about my brilliant ideas.'

'Now I'll leave you here. I have one urgent meeting,' He said while tipping some sentences into his mobile phone. 'It was nice talk, Emiyo. The task is now complete. In a next few weeks you can move to your old apartment.' Hitman Bang was about to leave when she loudly spoke. 

'Sir, wait! What do you mean by your decision? Was this all something like a game? Like a test?'

'It was. And you were both successful. I'm proud of you, but I need to go now-'

'So I have to move away?'

'Sure. Jungkook has no longer problems with communication.'

'But sir-' Emiyo wanted to refuse but unfortunately he was already gone.

Do I have to move from our apartment? Again, the tears were falling from her eyes. In the autumn she would be happy as nobody, but now...She just couldn't. No, no...I can't let this to happen!

She wipped her tears as she opened the door from studio. There were such a many people - and they were all working for this company. Emiyo slipped through some costumers to the back of the big hall. There were also BTS. And they were wearing...a pink clothes? Pink?

She chuckled a little bit into her cup of coffee. They were dancing, lip-syncing and trying to do their best to look awesome and handsome like always.

Taehyung has blue hair? What a new surprise! Oh, Namjoon looks so good...Seokjin with a silver hair? Somebody's getting old very fast...

The music was fine too. She liked it - her shoes were tapping to the rhythm of their new track. And than Jungkook appeared in front of the camera in the middle of group dancing in those silly pink clothes. 

Emiyo nearly dropped her coffee because of strong emotions that were rising in her inside. She saw him when he couldn't properly walk and now, he was dancing like a true king. 

'Goddamnit! I'm thankful that he changed his mind,' She whispered to herself staring at him constantly.

After some more moves, he finally spotted her in the back of all of this massive chaos. Jungkook gave her his typical half-smirk full of pride and confidence. Maybe too confident... 

This was his life, this was his home and he belonged here. It was obvious like nothing else.

'No. I don't wanna leave him...' Emiyo quietly muttered with a shaking voice determind to fight for her own truth. The truth of her heart. 'I won't leave him.'

(I'm sorry for posting later than I promised but there was one thing which I had to do yesterday, so I couldn't be here guys 🙏😔)