I woke up with hot tears rolling down my cheeks, and my body covered in a cold sweat. I didn't know if the dream was a side effect from the alcohol, or if it was really gonna happen. It felt so real and amazing and I had no idea when I was gonna meet him, but I really wanted to. I remember that the only thing that I felt in the dream was peace, and I wanted to feel that again so badly. It had been for the first time in a long time, that I had felt love like that. It was insanely amazing and I was lusting after the feeling he made me experience. I wanted nothing more than that. I don't know how but, he had wiped most of the sadness away. Not being able to know who he was yet, was absolute torture...