That can't be real the silent thought blaring in my mind, "come on we are already late" shasha said pulling me out the door seriously she has gotten strong "ok ok I'm coming gezz woman" I said throwing my bag on my shoulder.

All the while shasha talks on about her expectation of how college while I look around the open air there is nothing new about the atmosphere what can we expect its school.

But honestly I couldn't focus on anything the brown eyes were the only thing in my mind and although I was calm on the outside, inside I was freaking out. It didn't seem like a dream the eyes glowing with intent of murder. "Eli look out" I felt hands holding my arm pulling me backwards

I quickly blink "girl you okay you almost went head first in the pond" she said raising her hand to my forehead I quickly fan her hand away "I'm fine its just the new atmosphere getting to me" I said partly lying through my teeth, she nodded but I know for a fact she didn't believe me well sis I didn't believe me too.

The auditorium was full of faces I know I'm gonna avoid for the remaining school year, I focus on the words the speaker was saying "...like what our motto says aiming to avhieve the best" the principal spoke his voice dripping in authority I paid attention not wanting to miss a single detail but strangely I felt eyes buring my skin.

My eyes search the crowd although it wasn't doing harm it just came as weird or somewhat creepy to why someone would be looking at me.

I avoided for a while, when the voice of the principal came through introducing the teachers and staffs. I didn't miss the smiles and also the slightly shady looking janitor, "does every school brings a creep" I heard shas said with her dramatically shuddering I didn't hide my laugh catching a few eyes.

I slowly look at who shas was refering too, the shady janitor he had a hood over his head blocking his face from peering. I find it weird why the principal could hire someone like that but hey I'm not judging.

The session came to an end, the excitement clear in the air well mostly on shasha "girl I can't wait to groove it up" she began to dance catching a few eyes. "I suggest you groove it down" I said laughing at her over excited face.

"Hey I heard that the seniors are having a party to welcome the freshmen before classes begin, what you think ready to show our moves" she concluded in a wave of her hand, I find her excitement slightly sad knowing I didn't want to cause an embarrassing moment. Shasha must of caught my silence, she softly place her hands on my shoulders "everything gonna be fine forget about that" I nodded slowly half heartly not sure of that.

"Your mom left this for, I forgot to give you sooner" shasha said placing it on my bed, it is a box plain brown paper spread on its outline. I didn't pay it any mind silently noting I'll look at it later.

"How do I look" I turn showing shasha the dark blue party dress she forced me to wear this, a t-shirt and jeans would fit better. Her sequels could be heard even by a deaf person, "this look bomb sis, showing all the right things in all the right areas" she said walking closer to me putting me in a spin so she could see the full outfit. "Oh try this" she handed me a gold pumps and earrings matching the shoe.

It didn't matter how I look the way I feel is irritating me, 'jayvin black' who was he the curiousity about the devil had me in its grasps.

I brush the thoughts away when shasha entered the room her two piece set held her figure good. "Lets hit it" she said heading to the door holding my hand "lets" I whispered getting rid of my sour mood to a excited one.

We got to our destination it wasn't much to my surprise to all the details shasha told me about her wild party nights. This mentions alot to the drunks already alive before the party got started and down to the make out sessions taking place openly. I inwardly shudder but I brush it off knowing it is college and its different from my world I use to hide myself in.

The music blare loudly it gave me the chills not in a bad way tho. Its that awkward feeling of wildness, shasha hand me a glass at first I decline but shasha push it in my hand not wanting a decline from me.

But gosh it swell awful, I sigh 'its a first time for everything'. The alcohol burn my throat, I didn't feel any different just a awful burn but it subsided.

"Damn lets get this party started" shasha said drowning the last of her drink, dragging me to follow her to the dance floor.

Although I felt light for some reason I didn't want to disappoint shas she been with me all these years its about time I came from my shell just for a little.

We dance the night away I only stop when my right leg start to pain a little, I excuse myself seeing shasha didn't mind she got the attention of a couple guys.

I silently sit in the corner trying to  camouflage myself with the wall. It work for a couple of minutes until I felt eyes on me. I unintentionally try to find the the culprit. It wasn't hard and gosh I wish it was.

I couldn't see clearly through the crowd but I saw eyes hiding under a hood. I lost my breathe for a second 'no way' I whispered under my breath, the light brown sharp eyes caught me, it brought back the dream that strange dream.

The lights suddenly got bright I couldn't take it so I close my eyes for a second but when I open them, he was gone just like that dream.

This is so...

I didn't....

I couldn't think straight, the loud shout of shasha draw me out of it. An unforgivable tug pulled me to a stand.

"Hey sis take me home" the slurring words of shasha tug at my arm. She look like a mess just minutes ago I could have swear all was well. 'Could have fooled me'

"Lets go cow girl" I said pulling her excited form out the door. I didn't miss the figure from the corner of my eyes, leaning against the wall a few feet from the door.

Sigh.... Brown eyes haunting