Only the smell of the rawness and the broken tiles kept my eyes at bay. I taunted around the dimly lit room the blood rushing to my head at every moment when I start to think.

Shasha became a shell of her former self, no words to say or even her movements was limited.

That bastard can't leave my mind even the thoughts that consume me wanted to ensure me of near death.

"Shasha I want an answer, its already this frustrating" My own madness was eating me alive being lock in a room with light coming from a meaningless source was no joke.

Shasha look in my direction slowly her eyes one of a ghostly look, now I was regretting asking but I stood my ground.

She yelled her head as wiles of sobs came from her, the only word repeating on her tongue is 'sorry'. I ran to her side pulling her into a tight embrace, I didn't know what to do.

Holding her to me cause her to calm down a little but her body was still shaking, to me Shasha didn't care at the fact that she was raped not too long ago, its more of her heart and mind was only on my care.

"Gosh, Eli I'm such a dumbass" she began to speak shifting to face me, her hand held my cheek closely "I'll tell you everything from start to finish..." I shifted in a more comfortable position my heart beating a mile a minute

"I promise your parents that I'll always be there to protect you, college was one of those places I needed to be for you but I didn't have the money but I was desperate. I know my parents didn't have it neither so I started hooking up with random strangers for money, until I meet up on this one slightly old guy it came to a point that I started talking about college. He surprise me when he said he is the principal/ headmaster for the college " She stop for a sec I notice how she looked at me straight in the eyes, she wanted a reaction from me but I couldn't even speak. She had lied to everyone including me and not only that she did prostitution.

"I was so very desperate that I beg him to let me join the college, he said the price wasn't free but I unintentionally agreed. My worse nightmare happened, he wanted me to meet his son the both of them together, I agreed knowing this was my chance but the day of the meeting had my heart in my mouth Jayvin Black sat infront of me. At first he was hard to recognize but I did, his father began telling me about his son just getting out of prison and he wanted to gift him with a sex toy" I almost choke on air I felt anger and pissed at Shasha but more importantly at that old man

"I wanted to run from the room but my body didn't react, in a blur I signed some papers an agreement of being his son toy in exchange for attending the college. Eliza, Jayvin manipulated me in thinking I was in love but he only use me to get to you, you became his obsession, his plan one of revenge and I blindly hurt my best friend. I'm so soorry Eli" Shasha finished breaking down in my arms once more, I held her while rubbing her back I couldn't say anything.

'Obsession'

My thoughts of trying to remember the memory of that creep but no all files of who he was or what he did disappeared, I wanted to understand but I was blank.

Who are you Jayvin Black??