Chapter 1: Dancing with the future not knowing it was the outcome of my past

My body moving to every flow prefectly to the silent yet rhythm fill tune.

The blinding lights capturing me in it's gaze, surrounding my body with it's unwanted glow.

I felt cold hands wrap around my waist, it wasn't comforting nor bad but I felt how dangerous these hands were, it's brittling cold touch sends heat to my core.

He skillfully spins me around a dance with death, I thought. Unconsciously pulling my body free but my body and mind wanted two different things.

As if not my own, I felt at peace choosing to live in the moment. The music began to play louder, from it's graceful tune to one of caution signs.

Suddenly it ended my body coming closer to the one that's holding mine. Black strands met my eyes with unsmiling brown light eyes, golden even.

The surrounding suddenly change, an unflattering smirk present on his lips as if planning something, something unsettling. The dark seems to get darker as my eyes focus on his face.

His face came closer as if for a kiss my eyes close without a second thought but the kiss never came my eyes open wide seeing all round dark.

The boy completely disappeared.

A sound one of thousand little wasps began to play.

Its buzzing getting louder and even louder...
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My eyes flew open

My breath caught, almost killing myself as I began to heave out rows of cough. I was awake now, with a start a dream I never had before; I could feel the strange pang of my young heart.

'fairly I was scared'

"Eliza get up" the voice of my little sister banging through the door "if you don't hurry your gonna be late" she said huffing as if fustrated.

'Oh shit' like thoughts flying back at me, I flew out of bed rushing to the bathroom quick and doing my business fast. Throwing on a wash out blue jeans with a plain white t shirt having the words love display.

Running through the door not caring how I look at this point. "Hi mom.... Love u mom" I said seeing her in the kitchen kissing her cheek quickly making my way out the door, I know dad left for work already so I didn't ask.

"Be careful with the rush you on you might hurt something" she said laughing at her own words standing by the door.

I turn around giving a wave. Turning back quickly I trip the source is a rock . my mom gasps "I'm fine mom" I said brushing myself off acting all natural I heard her giggle at my attempt to be cool.

Heading towards the bus stop the few usual kids were there, talking about the things they gonna do this summer.  I silently waited on the bus putting my ear phones in while I wait. The music blaring the voice of Ciara coming through.

I move my feet slightly to each beat slowly not drawing attention . A few second later the bus came. I was even more excited about this day, not only is it the last day of school its the RWN dance camp thats gonna happen.

I know its silly to be excited for camp but its been my passion to go there when I was a kid. Now I got the big oppournity I can't waste it.

I came off the bus making my way through the doors of the school "Eli" the voice of my best friend shouted she clearly excited for camp as I am. We share the same passion being 14 and all that jazz.

"Yeah" I said as soon as she got closer. Bringing me into a tight hug her ginger red hair not fully tame "where's Sasha" I said looking at her "Ha ha very funny" she laughed satiscatily I follow up with a mock grin "its a rough morning okay" she quietly whisper bringing her hand to her head trying to tame the stubborn locks.

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"Who would have thought, school is out tomorrow" she said huffing "Finally" she dramatically threw her hands up. Causing the laughter I've been trying to keep in for the past minute to excape.

We're in class the teacher taking her time to come teach, it would make sense if she wouldn't come I honestly don't mind. The class currently spilt in two where the popular sits on one side and the unpopular ones sit on the next. The teachers didn't pay it no mind saying it was some kind of bonding experience, I don't see it "Make this day over already" Shasha said pouring out her exhaustion knowing fully well she was gaining attention from the unwanted.

"Hey dweeb shut it" the lone voice said knowing fully well it was aim at shasha she slightly held her head down but I for one find the voice, it was none other than that jerk "You got a problem with that El loser" not backing down I stare at him the jerk himself Aston McGill, he was that pain in the ass. "Are you suppose to be funny" the class quited shasha holding my hand telling me to stop "cause that joke died the very second it was said" I said the class blaring with its ohs. Shas held my hand tightly squeezing to stop. I force down the words I was gonna say and stayed silent holding his gaze

I know I am pissing him off his glare got harder before he could say anything the doors pull letting the tired view of our teacher to break through.

Aston still look at me as if I did something wrong but my attention was now on the teacher. I knew deep down I made a huge mistake but I block it out. I try to pay atrention in class but the movement of his hands caught my attention. Ashton typing away on his phone with a smirk pleasantly laid across his face. I took a intake of breath not liking the feeling at all

A few hours later the bell rang indicating its time to get the heck out of here. Shasha and I were the last to leave, making our way out the teacher stops us "Hey girls, good luck out there make me proud" with that said we leave feeling slightly proud of the big break we got this summer.

I for one didn't know dancing was my passion until I watch that one dance tape at that point it kinda took off my parents bringing me to all the dance classes. I smile at the memories.

"........Did you hear me Eli" she said bringing her hands to my face in a way to see if I am focus. I shook my head, I could tell this fustrated her the very sigh coming through.

"I said make sure your lazy ass is up early" she said the looking in her eyes speaking with no jokes or anything. This is serious as ever to her.

Shasha suddenly stop "shas wha...." I began to say but she turn me around to face the jerk Jayvin and his gang mostly his awkward brother Ashton. I shallow the saliva forming in my mouth déeply not liking the feeling of the atmosphere

The look he gave cause the heat to rise enough to make me sweat "well well well what do we have here" his voice taunting as if mocking the very existence of us.

We stayed silent as he got closer, his presence leaving a bad taste in my mouth "My aren't you a sight" he said with each step he took. His eyes flash dark the look that made my 14 year old self remembering the reason why I hated school.

He grin not the friendly one the one wishing to have me gone "Now my brother here" he nodded his head over to his brother. My eyes staying glue to his face the smug smirk he had never left my mind. "Said one of you girls went out of line" He smiled the look in his eyes not changing.

His eyes stayed lock on me, my stomach turning then he lock on shasha, she fidgeted on the spot clearly uncomfortable. The streets were empty clearly no one in sight that made my heart race.

Being infront of a group of guys watching at what is taking place doesn't sit right with me.

"Then which one of you was it" we stayed silent neither of us making a single sound. It got him piss running his hand through his dark locks who would have thought a 21 year old acting all high and mighty. "Who the fuck was it" he said getting all annoyed shuting in our face shasha was fighting back tears. I knew deep down I cause this me and my big mouth.

I step out front shasha whisper yelling 'no' as I got closer the amuse look in his eyes as I got closer spread but his very eyes as other plans.

I held my ground as I saw him got closer his icy glare getting harder "don't you think my brother deserves an apology" his demenor changes as well as his expressions. I stayed grounded a confuse expression on my face causing the prick to be even more angerier

He suddenly grab my hair roughly bringing me to my knees I felt pain rising up on the root of my hair "kiss his shoes" he ordered throwing my head down. In my view stood a shoe its white a red lairs with the nike brand on displays.

I heard Shasha gasps the sight making her head twist her fist clench but all she could do was watched. "What are you waiting for bitch" he said voice darken i heard of him from many persons in school, he's the definition of evil he did many students horrible things, he's been sent to juvie 5 times already.

I held my breath biting my pride back the eyes burning holes on me, I slightly brought my lips close to the material expecting me to kiss it instead I spit my nastiest spit slaping all over.

Before I know it his shoe connected to my face "Fucking bitch, imma make you regret that" Ashton said in rage, my vision blurs I knew my nose at this point was bleeding.

Shasha making an effort to come to my side. I saw when that jerk jayvin slap her across the face. Making an attempt to get up before I know it a car horn was evade my ears my body slam with its force. 

All I heard was movement of foot steps my consiousness blank to all feel and surroundings.

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I could hear the sounds of blaring sirens and loud talking through my deaf ears, sobbing and aimlessly talking came to my sense blinded with light "She's hurt pretty badly"

"Put pressure, she's losing too much blood"

"We can't lose her" 

"No that's my baby"

"Noooo"

One by one the voices faded to nothing.

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The sounds of machines could be heard, my puzzle mind wondering what happen

pain shoot in my head as I began to open my eyes, attempting to hold my head came as a failed

I saw that my hand is secure in the grip of another 

My eyes settling eyes slightly opening excitement in seeing that i'm awake, her red ginger hair flying as she ran out the door 

I got even more puzzled 

I sat there with a blank mind but thinking of how I got here

half an hour later, the room filled with persons "Honey your awake" my mom which I recognize right away said sobbing, my father gently holding her shoulders, the same sad expression display.

My little sister ran to my side hugging my stomach I confusingly pat her head. The ginger red head girl sobbing my mind click remebering shasha. All in the room held the same expression except for the person in the white coat silently watching the scene writing notes. He met my eyes a gently smile directed he began to speak his doctorily  ways 

"How are you feeling miss Bolton, you've been out for a whole two months" he said the profession dipping from his words, a warm smile spread upon his lips.

I return his smile with confusion lacing my mind "I got a slight headache but other than that I'm fine" he took notes as I speak. "May I ask what I'm doing here" he took a step forward "as I thought" he whisper under his breath writing down notes.

"Miss Bolton you were in an accident but from what I heard from your friend it was attempted murder" he said in the corner of my eyes I saw my father clench his fist my mom calming him down gently . "I'm sad to say this Miss Bolton but you have slight amensia it may last for a couple of months or even longer" he continued "Your right leg is broken" he paused, the information settling "what of the person who did this" I heard myself said my voice sounding foreingn to my ear.

The doctor didn't speak my father voice spoke up "the driver was charge for minor details but the real person who did this was sent to prison a week after you were hospilalize" My father said clenching and unclenching his fist "The fucker got 7 years should have got more" My mom came to his side gently leading him out the room, before he blew a fuse.

Everyone leave the room after all the medication I'm priscribe to take made my head spin 

"Eli, I'm so sorry" a voice sobbed coming to my side her pale skin red as a tomato. I gently held her hand indicating it is okay,  I didn't feel I know her but like what the doctor said, it was only reasonable.

She shook her head not having it "I cause this to happen, although I don't know how or who did this but all I know its my fault" I said with all honesty it seems I made it worst for the poor girl for she sobbed harder than ever.

I held her for what seems like hours until she calm down " Eli although you don't remember" she softly began to say, I silently encourage her to continue "The RWN dance camp, our future dream missed" the words dance slightly coming to me but I didn't miss the 'our' " why didn't you go to that thing" I whispered silently, she turned facing me smiling a sad smile "Not having you there wouldn't be fun" she said getting herself comfortable hugging my form nestling her head on my leg.

"What's your name?" I said waverily, the words sounding bitter on my tongue.

All memories blask in the far away land in my mind being just a dream to me.