A/N: Hello, sorry for the late update guys, too school busy. Can't handle anything, I'm so sorry.

P.S. My  teachers are evil persons except music, gymnastics and English.

Also, today our music teacher said that he needs to choose a class for like a school  play that he needs a class to sing as a comfornational and he made every student,  containing me, to sing; Do, Re, Mi, Fa, Sol, La and all the rest and he chose that if he choses our class two kids will take microphones and the other ones will sing without microphones. If he choses us then a microphone will take me and a stupid boy from my class. (He chooses by voice)

Ellies POV

"It-it is him."I told Mike as I stuttered. I couldn't believe that he was right there, in front of my eyes. He stared at me as well and I knew that I, as well Mike, could feel the the anger and the happiness inside me.                                 

That asshole lied to me. And I'll            never forget that. It's impossible for me to forgive what he's done to me.

He just stared and I know that he's happy and wants to come to me, but even though I want to get to him too, I won't. Because that idiot ruined me.

And I'm trying to heal with Mike, yet he's come to destroy me even more. I did miss him but now that I see him, I want to get him and kick him in the nuts. And that's what I'm going to do if he comes. I'll hurt him back physically like he hurt me emotionally.

Sure, he thinks he can heal me with the 'time passes but time heals' quote. He can't help me if he does it again and he did it twice (even though the first one wasn't on purpose).

Painful revenge is in my mind and I hate myself for it but I still want him to get hurt. It'll hurt me too. But I don't care.

I've already been hurt a thousand times and I'm still waiting for a thousand more and more and more.

No one can stay unhurt in their lives because no one is perfect.

But Ed thinks he is, so he comes here to apologize once more and then plan to fuck me. Because that's what all boys have in their minds. They're so immature. They'll never grow up, no matter if they make a thousand mistakes, they still won't care, 'cause every boy is born this way.

I stared at Ed as he looked at me. He played with his hoodie strings nervously and his mouth was slightly open. He wore just jeans and an orange-red hoodie. Just like his hair... Ugh, I should stop being so stuck with his hair because the end with it is no good.

He just stared and stared. It seemed like a million years we were staring at each other. The only difference is, I am thinking of his death, while he is thinking of his apology. No Sheeran. You can't change what you've done. But I can heal it. I heard Ed say in my mind. Was I becoming crazy? He can't talk to my mind unless it's just in my fantasy.

"Please..."I said. I really don't know for what I said that but I really am desperate. I just don't know for what.

Ed got up taking his luggage coming over to us. It is chilly today as I said before and there's wind. As Ed walked over to us the wind blew his hair which weren't that long but they were something. His facial hair, from what I see, haven't been shaved but he still looked attractive. I don't know why I'm gonna say that. He looks really good-looking with his hair flying in the air and the tattoos showing on his arms because of his hoodie sleeves being pulled up. He looked amazing. This combination is weird and Mike seemed jealous by the way I looked at Ed.

I want to seriously hug Ed and squeeze him so tight so he would die. See? My combination is so logic. No, it's not. I still have feelings for Ed which is unfortunate because I don't want to. I'm afraid I'll get hurt again although I love him. I'll let me die with what I'm doing just for a boy.

"Hello."Ed said with his wet, pink, thin lips. I think the wet is mouth juice because he did lick and bit his lips coming here. He started scratching the back of his head, meaning, the bloody hair.

Ugh, he really planned this to attract me. It is working like bird is jogging.

Weird.

"I-i'm so-"Ed said but Mike cut him off by getting up and punching him. It's deadly.

"MIKE STOP!!!"I screamed so he did. He turned to me in anger and his eyes were fired as well as his face was red. From angryness, obviously.

"Why? Tell me a reason why I shouldn't kill this bastard."He told me and I was stressed. Everything is bad for me lately.

"Because it's Ed fucking Sheeran."I told him arms crossed and he was pissed.

"And? Who cares that he can fuck every girl in the world he wants and get 10 super models naked with him?"He asked me and it sounded pretty logic. But not true.

"I know that Mike. But do you know that you will go to jail for that?"I asked him pointing over at Ed who was holding his nose in pain and had a part of his face red.

It made me feel sad that Ed was hurt and that it was my fault but he deserved it. Right?

"No, I-i didn't know I could go to jail for that."He said and looked at the girl who was staring in fear. It was like her parents were fighting right in front of her. Poor girl.

"I'm sorry Alice."I said and went over to the girl and picked her up hugging her.

"And Mike, think before you do these things."I said not wanting to curse in front of the little girl. She was trembling a bit and I wanted to calm her.

"It's okay little girl, everything's going to be just fine. Don't worry, I'm here. Don't look at the blood."I said looking at Ed and his bleeding nose as he was looking at me regretful.

His eyes were watery and once he quickly blinked making a  tear fall from his eye. It was so...sad. I feel sorry about it and I hope he feels better while at the same time I want to kick him in his 'stuff'. Okay, you get what I mean but I can't do that, that's too hurtful.

I'm glad to be a girl but I hate to be a girl because of; 1.Period, 2 .Pregnancy, and 3.Being made fun of when little because of being a girl.

Little 10 year old boys are stupid and should die. (Except from Ed when he was 10 because I bet he was a poor kid being bullied of his red hair. Seriously, he said it in an interview.)

"I'm sorry."He said as he breathed from his mouth due to his noise been blocked by blood. I felt my thoughts fly out.

"Why are you even apologising Ed? I should be sorry for what I'm doing. I'm just hurting you Ed, I'm sorry."I said and he came over to me putting his hand under my chin to lift it up, but Mike dragged Ed away from me.

"You're lucky the little girl is here."Mike said which made me feel bad.

"A-are you t-together?" Ed asked, stuttering. Mike looked at me for approval and I nodded. I just did.

"Yes, we're together."Mike said coming over to me and putting his hand around my shoulder. Ed seemed hurt.

"Why'd you choose him? His looks look suspicious."Ed said and I knew he was suspicious of me liking Mike because he lookes like him.

"I bet it's for the looks. Did you choose him because he looks like me?  Ginger hair, same cloth style...?"He asked me and I looked at down in shame.

"Just know that he hasn't got my soul."Ed said which made me think. He was right, what was I even thinking? Mike isn't Ed.

He doesn't have a onesie, movie, couch, cuddle dream date. He has a go to a fancy restaurant and then get laid dream date.

Ed is right. I shouldn't hurt him.

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