A/N: I was supposed to update on 'Jealousy+you makes us together' but this has more reads so I'm updating here. BE THANKFUL. Also, I really like the song called 'say something' by A great big world ft. Christina Aguilera. So, I was tryna to tell my Mom about this song and my aunt was in the same room as us. "Mom, there's a song called say s-)" I said but my aunt cut me off. She started speaking to my Mom and I'm thinking 'stop!'. When she stopped talking I spoke again. "So there's the song sa-"I say but she cut me off and I'm like; "Say something I'm giving up on you..."I whisper singing. LOL.

Ellies' POV

   I kissed Mike. It was like an ordinary kiss. Not something magical like what I felt with Ed. It was amazing with Ed. With Mark, I just feel my lips pressed on something. I wanted it to be like Eds'.

   Mike slightly opened his mouth to the kiss and I backed away. I never had a kiss with my lips moving. I wasn't ready. "Look I-"He said but didn't continue. He blushed. I could tell he was embaressed. "It's-it's okay."I stuttered trying to be polite. "Ummm."He said and I chuckled.  "Look. It's okay. I forgive you. But it's my fault."I said. "No, it's my fault. I opened my lips. Sorry."He said and I fakely smiled.

   "Well ummm, I should get going."I said and it was so awkward now. "Uhh, yeah."He said.  I nodded and started walking to the door but once I opened it Matt stopped me. He turned me around and kissed me."Gf?"He asked me smiling bravely now. Well, if I was him I wouldn't have the courage to do that. "I'll think about it."I said and his smile faded away. "I didn't say no I said I'll think about it. Don't be sad."I said and he tried to smile again.

   "Do you maybe wanna hang out at the park tomorrow?"He asked me and I nodded. "That would be nice."I said and nodded again in awkwardness. He chuckled at me being awkward and he waved goodbye at me. I went outside and waved goodbye too. He then closed the door. I smiled.

   My feelings are finally going away for Ed. I can live happily with Mike. Although I still think about Ed a lot. When I see Mikes' eyes I see Ed. His hair too reminds me of Ed. No, I'm not using Mike because he looks like Ed. I need to move on from the chubby ginger guy. I don't wanna mention his name again. I just wanted my life to be perefect again. I used to love him.

   Everyday I woke up, I instantly looked at the posters and I listened to his music. It used to be magic. Now I don't think I want to do anything with him. He promised he would come. He didn't.

Everything is complicated.

Eds' POV

   3 whole weeks have passed since I left Ellie. I miss her so goddamn much. I wish I could see her again, touch her. The kiss scene couldn't escape my mind. It kept replaying. She liked me but all these months I couldn't get it. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever met. And she still is.

   I can't forget her eyes. Her lips. I wish I could just have one more kiss. When I left my thoughts I heard my phone ring. I picked it up knowing it was Stuart.

Hey Stu.

Hey Ed. I have news.

What kind of?

You're going on tour.

(silent)

Ed, come on. Don't be like that. She's just a girl.

JUST A GIRL STUART!?! HOW DO YOU EVEN FUCKING DARE TO SAY THAT!?!

Ohhh, Ed man, sorry.

Just-just tell me when.

In 3 days be at the Suffolk airport. We're heading to America.

Sure.

Ok, bye.

Bye.

END OF CALL

   Ok, so I know that going on tour in America won't sort things out but it's something that'll ruin my life. I can't let her go. I don't want to give up on her. I want her to be here, next to me. I miss her eyes, her lips.

   I wish she could forgive me. I bet she hates me. And yeah, it's my  fault. I didn't stand up to myself to go visit Ellie. I didn't try to get to her. I want to say sorry to her. And I'm going to. I'll escape my managment and family once for all.

I'll go to Ellie.

Ellies' POV

   I went back to my alley and felt satisfied to have met Mike. As I said, he can help me. And I'll be over the chubby, funny, awesome, great, attractive... Ugh, I should stop doing this I'll just call the ginger Chris as his middle name. I'll be over Chris.

   And I will say yes to Mike. I'll be his girlfriend. And I'll shove it on Eds' face by twitter. I'll post it on twitter and I'll tell Ed by twitter to shove his phone in his face because I don't wanna go there to shove it. Weird.

But I'll get my big planned revenge successful.

How was this guys? YAS or NAH? Whatevah, my life's boring.
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