A/N: Heys. I'm just gonna write.

Ellies' POV

"Wanna come to my house or yours to hang out or do you wanna stay here?"He asked me. Well, if we went to my house then I would have to see Eds' face in the posters which remind me of him. A lot. And I don't want to get hurt any more today. "Yours."I said.

"Cool."He said and carried me bridal style. "Hey, what are you doing?"I asked him and he looked down at me. He had blue eyes. Just like Eds... "Carrying you to ma house."He said and I gave him a smile. He smiled too. Gosh, he's cute but I can't stop thinking about Ed. He just carried me all the way to his house.

Wasn't he tired? I mean, I am fat. I can't understand anything today. "How can you carry me?"I asked him and he laughed. "You're light as a feather."He said and I gave him a confused look because, obviously, I was confused. Again. "How can I-Uhg..."I said and he laughed.

When we arrived at his house he sat me down at the couch and I sat straight looking around the house. It was pretty. "What'd you think?"He asked me. "Well, it's pretty."I said as I admired the house once again. "Great."He said.

"Wait, you're not using me because I know Ed Sheeran right?"I asked him. "No, I really think you're cool and I want to help you."He said. Great, he just pities me. Like everyone else. I can't believe my life anymore. "Hmm."I said as a 'yes'.

"Tell me, do you love him?"He asked me. "Love? I don't know that's pretty strong. I don't know."I said. He sat down next to me and made circles which comforted me around my back. "Are you willing to die for him?"He asked me. "Yes. And he is too. He commited suicide."I said the tears comming back again.

I just couldn't hold it. I can't stop thinking and needing Ed. He's just, a big matter to me. "Then you're truly in love." Mark said and I looked at him with a said look.

In love? Was I really truly in love? I couldn't let anything happen so I had to do it. The thing I had in mind. I couldn't let Ed rule my mind. So I let Mark do it. And guess what I did.

Something that contains lip touching.

Eds' POV

I was in my house tweeting random things on my phone while sitting in the sofa. "Hey guys, sorry I don't update that often, I'm really caught up on something."I tweeted. And I really was caught up on something. Ellie.

I couldn't let her fall for someone else. I wanted her and needed her too much. I loved her. Just the thought of not being able to see her, touch her, talk to her, hear her talk about something I don't care, was heartbreaking for me. I missed her so god damn bad.

I wish I could go back to the day I met her.

Flashback*

I was walking when I bumped into someone and her phone fell. "I'm so sorry."I said. Then that girl looked at me. She seemed shocked.

I was indeed shocked too. She had really pretty eyes. And face.

She was amazing.

End of flashback*

I wished that moment could restart. She was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. And I couldn't let her go away.

She was a diamond. A rare diamond that I needed I felt so different and so... good weird about her. I said to myself that I needed her more than enything else. A beautiful creature that I would suffer forever for.

Nothing will stop me from winning her back.

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