A/N: Hello guys, how ya doin'? I'm sooooo bored,  school is so easy right?(not sarcastic) Just 6 exercises for maths, 1 exercise for lanuage and just learn 2 pages for history. I love tenerife sea by Ed Sheeran.

Eds' POV

      I got up from my bed and just cried again. "Why the fuck is life so stupid? I hate it!"I said. Then I thought about the razor in my bathroom. I walked in my bathroom and I saw it. "It will make me feel better."I said to myself. I sat down and took it. I put it up my wrist and started pushing it. Soon enough there was so much blood, but by my surprise it didn't hurt, it felt good.

       I heard a door open, I looked up and saw my dad. "Ed, what are you doing?"He asked me screaming scared. "Can't.  Live. Anymore."I said squeezing my mouth in pain even thougn I didn't feel it. My dad quickly took the razor from my hand and searched for bandages. He found them and quickly put them in my arm. I felt a bit weak. "Let's go to the hospital."He said helping me get up."No!"I screamed while he was pulling me out the bathroom. "Ed, you lost so much blood."He said."But dad."I told him, until he succeeded on taking me out of the bathroom."Ed please, it's for your own good."He said and I gave up. "Ugh, ok."I told him and he smiled at me. "Good boy."He said as he was talking to a dog and I laughed a bit. He did cheer me up. He got my suitcases from my bedroom.

       We started going down the stairs and I just looked down the stairs counting them every time I went down one. "So son."My dad said. "Yea?"I said looking up at him still going down the stairs. "We need to talk about your mum."He said and I looked at him scared. "What happened to her?"I asked panicked. "Nothing bad son, don't worry, she's just on a career trip for a month."He said and I sighed. "Uh, good."I said and he smiled at me.

        We got out the building and I shivered at the cold weather of London. My dad saw my and quickly got a jacket for me from my suitcase. He handed it to me and I wore it."Thanks dad."I told him. "You're welcome." He said smiling at me. He took his car keys from his pocket and opened the car. I went in the passengers sit and my dad put my suitcase in the backseats. He sat next to me and opened a litttle drawer in the car. He showd my the CD of my newest album and I rolled my eyes at him and he laughed. He out the CD in the radio and the first song that played is Tenerife sea. I wrote it a week ago, it's about Ellie except the 'I'm in love' lyrics. I smiled as the song started playing and I leaned back closing my eyes.

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       "Ed, Ed wake up."I opened my eyes and saw my dad waking me up. "Ok."I said in a sleepy voice. I went out the car and stretched while yawning at the same time. We walked inside the hospital and as I walked in a lot of girls surounded me. "How can I have so many girl fans?"I asked my dad. "Well, you're pretty handsome and talented." He said. I looked at myself. "Handsome?"I asked him. "Yeah, son, you just don't know it. You're damn sexy."My dad said and I rolled my eyes at him. "Dad, you're crazy."I told him and he laughed.

        "Next."Said a voice. It was the reception. "Yeah, I want to put some blood into my son because he lost a lot trying to commit suicide."He said and I was hiding behind his back."What's your sons name sir?"The reception woman asked him. "Ed."He said. "Full name please."She told him. "Ed Sheeran."He said. "Did you say Ed Sheeran cause I don't think I hear right."She said. "Um yeah, I said Ed Sheeran. Ed, come here."He said and I revealed myself. "Can I please have am autograph to my daughter Leni Hale?"She asked and I could see her nametag saying Leni Hale. Yeah, sure,  daughter. "Sure."I said and signed her a paper. "Oh, thank you. Go to room 235."She said while putting the paper with my autograph in her bag.

         I walked towards the room with my dad and as I walked I saw Gabriella. "Hey Ed, what are you doing here? Ellie doesn't want to see you remember?"She told me. I showed her my bandaged wrist. "Suicide?" She asked me shocked and I nodded while looking down. She walked away and we walked to my room.

         "Who was she?"My dad asked while entering my room. "Ellies' friend."I said. "Who's Ellie?" He asked me. "A fan." I said as I sat down the bed. Way to go Ed, you called Ellie a fan. A doctor came inside the room. "Ed Sheeran?"He asked while looking at his papers. "Yes sir."I said. "I have some questions for you. But first, this man has to exit the room."He said. "But I'm his father."My dad said. "Yea, but you still need to go."Said the doctor. "Ok." Said my dad leaving the room. The doctor sat next to me. "So Ed, why did you commit suicide?"He asked me. "Well, there's a girl I like called Ellie and when she learned that I have to move with my dad at Suffolk she got mad and told me to leave."I told him. A water drop falling down my pants. "When did you try to commit suicide?"He asked me."Half an hour ago."I told him. "Why did you commit suicide for her?"He asked me. "I don't know."I said and I honestly didn't know why. I mean she's just one small crush of mine nothing big. Right? "Ok Ed, I'll check your blood levels and check your blood type to put you the blood."He said. "Ok."I said looking up at him.

        "You can come now sir."The doctor said as he opened the door for my dad. My dad walked in and sat in the chair next to my bed. "Now, I'm gonna connect this to your arm to find yout how much blood you have ok? I'm not gonna put something inside your arm, it's like a bracelet."He told me and I nodded. He put it on my arm and there was a machins telling my blood levels. "Oh-oh, you have lost a lot of blood. Now let's check your blood type. It's just gonna feel like a little pinch."He said. He did it and it went in my arm and took some of my blood. He then scanned again in a weird small machine and it said A0.(Sorry, I don't know about blood types.) He then put a wire in my arm and it hurt. He connected it with a sack of blood that was held into a silver stand. "Now just lie down."The doctor said and so I did. "How long does he have to stay here?"My father asked. "Like a week, he lost a lot of blood."The doctor said and my dad nodded and looked at me.

Then the doctor leaved. "Son. It looks like we're gonna have to stay here for a week."He said. "It's ok dad."I told him and he smiled. He picked up the TV remote and showd it to me. "Sure."I told him. He opened the TV and it had hospital drama on. Of course they have hospital drama in a hospital. I just watched the show for 10 minuts until someone knocked on the door. I quickly looked at the door wondering who could that be. "Come in." I said in a cracked voice. Then I saw Gabriella walking in. "Hello Ed."She said. I looked at her wondering what could she be doing here. "Um, hi."I said. She sat on the chair next to me. So now my dad was sitting on the left of me and Gabriella on the right of me. My dad was looking at her clueless. "If you're wondering why I'm here its because I don't have good news for you."She said looking at me sadly. I nodded as a signal for her to tell me. My dad was still looking at her. "I told Ellie that you committed suicide and that you're here and she said she didn't care."She said saying 'that you're here and she said she didn't care.' in a sad voice. I nodded at her again and looked at my wrists. Should I pull them out? I asked myself. "Don't even think of that."Said Gabriella, me still looking at my wrists. "Think of what?"Asked her my dad. "To remove the wire from his hand so he can die."She said. I then felt my dad coming closer to me. "Son."Said my dad and I looked up at him nodding and sitting straight in bed. "Wait, you would die for her."Said Gabriella shocked."And?"I asked." You're in love."She said. I looked at her fast. "I do not. "I said. "Ohhhhh, you do."She said. "What are you talking about?"I asked her. She started walking towards the door to leave and my eyes followed her. "You know about what."She said and left. "Please leave me alone for a bit."I told my dad."Ok son."He said and left. Am I in love?

Hello guys and ladies. Mostly ladies. Is Ed in love? Well don't expect him to know that he is in love with her in the next chapter. Also, isn't Ed a cutie in the picture!?! (fangirling) Actually no fangirling BAD.

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