For granted
After months you looked in my direction ,
We made an eye contact,
I looked into your eyes,
Glancing within your soul,
To find answers of my unasked questions,
Your eyes looked empty,
There was no emotion at all,
You looked down,
Your hand was intertwined with her,
She smiled at you and you smiled back,
Completely forgetting my existence,
Damn that smile...
Seeing you smile send shivers down my spine,
You looked at her intensely,
The way you had once looked at me,
I realised that I stilled loved you,
So much that your presence was hurting me,
For the rest of the world,
I was a hard stone,
But for you I was glass,
A glass which you threw away as trash,
I hated you for hurting me,
But loved you,
For teaching me what love was,
I don't hate you for leaving me,
But for breaking me,
And all those promises,
Which still meant everything to me,
I won't tell you anything,
Let's play this game,
We'll pretend we don't know each other,
I'll try to cover up my hurt from the outside,
But on the inside,
there will always be a broken part left by you,
I still remember all of our talk,
All your likes and dislikes,
The way you used to worry,
Or the way you calmed me down,
I'll never have a best friend again,
That place is only yours,
I can't replace you,
Although you replaced me in just two days,
It feels as if I was dreaming,
Now I am up in darkness without you,
But there is one promise I do to you,
I'll never let you hurt me again,
Though I still miss you a lot,
I'll cry for you at nights,
But I'll never let you take me for granted,
For you've already damaged me,
Enough to make a huge scar on my heart.
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