A/N: so um I'm kinda alive! I'm so sorry for being so inactive! I got into trouble and had to give up my phone for most of the time, I'm still in trouble but I'm allowed to have my phone sometimes. Just know I won't be that active.

He woke up the next morning with a pounding headache and the sound of a phone blowing up in his ears. Ren didn't remember how he got home or what happened. All he smelled was the sweat and alcohol on his clothing.

Hux: REN WHERE ARE YOU!
Hux: GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!
Hux: REN YOU BASTARD! PICK UP

Ren sighed wanting to chuck his phone across the room. That bastard had left him over 30 messages and 10 phone calls.

"Hey Hux."

"Where the hell are you?"

"I just woke up."

"GET OVER HERE! YOU ARE LEAVING TODAY!"

Kylo's gut churns before responding.

"I know."

"Come on! Movers will be there soon to take your stuff."

"Okay im coming. I'll be there in about 10 minutes. Bye Hux."

He took a deep breath before hanging up.

"Bye..." he whispered before walking slowly out his door.

••{•}••

"Hey Starboy."

"Excuse me?"

"It's my new nickname for you."

"Since when?"

"Now."

"Oh."

"Where are you going?"

"Somewhere."

"Just tell me!"

He took a deep breath, blinking his eyes to keep the future tears at bay.

"I'm leaving Rey, I already told you. It's Snoke, he's my manager, I have to..."

"Why?"

"It's because I don't need to help you anymore. He wants me to grow bigger, so that means leaving all attachments."

"So I'm an attachment."

"In a sense...yeah."

Rey looked down.

"I'm sorry Rey. I have to."

"I understand, bye Starboy."

"Bye Rey."

Rey sniffled, not caring when the tears started to come down her face. Kylo avoided her gaze.

He got into the car and the song "Starboy" that Rey must've been talking about came on. He cried.

A/N: is this a slow burn? I think that was my first intention when I wrote this book but currently I don't know. ALSO COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK AND STUFF <3 ily all