You may not care but I might be putting all my books in hold I just can't write lately and my life has been getting harder i lately have been having dark thoughts and I want to end it all people have told me it gets better in time and I know there right but I can't make it to that time becouse it's now and I am in pain now and everyday it gets harder so i am sorry if I stop uploading any books life just gets harder and it also gets harder to continue sorry if you don't care I just wanted to get this off my chest and tell you about what I am thinking bye bye rose out