"That was excellent! Good work." Mark tells Dean and I as he walks by us. I smile proudly but Dean has no happy expression on his face. "Gosh Dean. You're so brutal." Seth says as he winces when he touches his body. "What can I say? I enjoy hurting you." Dean says smiling and smacking Seth. "Ouch!" Seth says and Dean gives him a hug. "I'm just kidding." He says. It honestly surprises me that they still have this rivalry thing and they can still be good friends.

I start to feel awkward and walk away to the locker room. I'm about to walk in when Nikki walks out. "I don't think you want to walk in there." She says, "What? Why?" I ask and she looks at the door and then at me. "Just don't." She says, is she not letting me in because I hit her that hard? "I need to get my stuff. Could you please let me go by?" She doesn't move but after I give her a look she moves out the way. "Fine. But I warned you." She whispers. What could be so bad that she doesn't want me to see?

My mouth goes dry when I see Summer wearing my clothes. All the Divas in the locker room are staring at her and laughing along.

"Ooh yes. And I love to take other people's man. I love to get attention and screw every guy. I've gone through John Cena, Dolph Ziggler, Daniel Bryan, Big E-" she stops when she sees me standing by the door. A smile spreads across her face. The Divas turn to look at me and some laugh. "I've even screwed with the camera man." Laughter. It's all I hear.

"Take off my clothes right now." I say in warning voice. I'm trying to stop my knees from trembling because I feel like I'm going to break down any second. "Hmm," she twirls her hair like I do and looks up at the ceiling. "I think I even have some disease from so many guys. And I feel like I'm the best looking girl here but in reality nobody wants me because I'm a pathetic ugly freak that has no friends whatsoever." She grins and I look at Nattie, Paige, and Emma who look sadly at me.

Then Eva, Alicia, Naomi, and Rosa are laughing. Summer starts to laugh hysterically and I start to feel sick. I'm a joke to everybody. I can't stand the fact that some feel pity while other laugh at me.

I run out the locker room, on the way down the hall I bump into somebody but I don't stop until I'm out in the parking lot. It looks empty. It is empty. I can hear my heart beating loudly as I'm breathing in and out fast. I sit in a dark corner as I look up at the stars. I rock back and forth repeating to myself, "Dont cry Aj, don't cry Aj. Don't cry- don't cry-"

I'm trying to swallow the huge lump in my throat and I'm shaking as I dial a number in my phone. It's ringing but he's not picking up. "The person you are trying to reach is not available right know. Please leave a message after the tone." I take a deep breath as I speak into the phone, "Please call me back. Please- I need to talk to you. You're the only one I have please, please." I break into a sob so I hang up and put my face against my knees crying. You're so weak Aj. You're such a loser. You're so worthless.

I hit my head trying to stop the voices in my head and then I hear something. I quickly get up wiping my tears. A shadow is walking to me and I try to run away but the person grabs my hand. "Let me go!" I say paranoid. "Why are you crying again?"

My eyes widen when I realize it's Dean. Now that he's close I can see his face perfectly. "Let me go!" I scream again. I'm pulling and writhing but he doesn't let go. "Let me go-!" I say but this time I burst into tears and I hate myself for doing this. He leans in close to me and I lay my head on his chest crying. It feels like a dream because instead of freaking out and pulling me away he wraps his arms around me. "Why are you crying? What's wrong?"

I try to make myself stop crying but I can't. I pull away and wipe my tears but they keep coming out and I can't help it. "I'm so tired. So tired of this. I'm tired- I can't take this anymore." He steps closer, "I don't understand. What are you tired of?"

"I'm tired of being treated this way! I'm tired of people running over me. I'm tired of people like you!" I say angrily pushing him. "What?! What did I do?" He asks. "Are you really asking me this? You know what you did! You along with everybody else in there hates me. And I don't understand why. I don't get why I'm everybody's target. I don't get why I'm the one that's always getting picked on. I just want everybody to leave me alone! Tell your girlfriend to leave me alone! Tell her to stop embarrassing me in front of the world! And you stop getting close to me. You don't want to be seen with a loser like me." A sob escapes my moth and I cover my mouth for a few seconds.

Dean stays quiet and he's looking at me. "Yeah that's right, I heard you telling Roman and Seth that I'm a loser. You don't have to pretend you care about me. You don't have to lie to me."

I try to walk away but he grabs me. "Aj no wait. I didn't mean to hurt you." He says pulling me closer. "Stop it! Stop it!" I scream furiously. "Aj. Listen to me." He grabs my face and I try to pull away but it's useless. He stays holding me like that until I stop writhing and screaming. "I hate you! Leave me alone!" I scream but he grabs me closer. "No, you don't."

"Please. Let me go." I whisper as fat tears fall from my eyes. I can't stand being humiliated even more. "No you have to listen to me. Please." He's talking with so much softness and he sounds so concerned that I want to believe him. So bad. I want to wrap my arms around him and hug him until I feel safe. Until I feel better.

"Please." I say looking down. He looks down at me and let's me go. "Okay. But listen, I'm going to keep insisting until you talk to me. Because you don't understand. You think I'm an asshole but only if you'd listen to me. You'd understand so many things." He rubs his eyes and he looks like he could cry. I shake my head and walk away. My heart is throbbing and I want to turn around and Listen to him. I want to know why he treats me like he does. But then again, I don't.