Heart-struck; when you're deeply in love.

That's the word to describe me right now. I'm deeply madly in love with Dean Ambrose.

The lunatic fringe who stole my crazy heart.

The man who brought his walls down for me.

The man who showed me the definition of love.

I don't fit in anybody's world but in Deans.

And I don't want to fit in with anybody else.

He has given me the strength.

He made me believe in myself.

Before I met him, I use to doubt myself all the time.

But now it's different, he believed in me when nobody else did.

He understood me, the crazy Aj Lee.

I hold his hand tightly as we are backstage waiting for our call. He smiles at me sweetly, and we don't have to say anything to each other.

The simple fact of us holding hands says everything. His music starts playing and we let go hands, he walks out first and then I skip out behind him.

On the ring there's two very important people. Two people who somehow brought us together in a way.

Two people who are now our enemies.

Summer Rae and Cm Punk.

They somehow teamed up to "get us back" or whatever. As we step in the ring they stare us down. You can see the hatred in their eyes. I smile as Dean smirks.

I start the match against Summer.

I might not have my Championship back (yet).

I might not be liked by everybody.

I might not be admired my a million people.

I might forever be known as a loser or whatever but that doesn't matter because I have one very important thing with me.

Dean Ambrose himself.

And I will stop loving him the day I close my eyes forever.