Dean pov

"Look, I just got back here, let me enjoy it okay? Or at least for now." I tried to get rid of Roman as I wrap black tape around my fist. He sighed and ran his hand over his face. "Look, I get that you are mad at me. But you at least hear me out. I've been waiting to see you for a while now, just to set things straight." He spoke. Oh, of course he wants to set things straight, maybe he should stop trying to believe he is straight. "Uh huh, Uh huh, I just listened to every word you said. See I heard you out." I know I'm being a bitch but with our history I have the right to be. I push pass him and went to grab my boots.

"Oh c'mon! Can't you be mature for a second!?" He seemed sort of annoyed.

"Can you stay silent for a second?" I throw back at him.

"No, I actually can't." He replied.

"Well neither can I." I talked while tying my lace to one boot.

"Dean...."

"Roman I don't want to hear you."

"Just, please hear me out."

"I did that already. Literally like two seconds ago."

He exhaled giving the 'really' look an attitude. I stood up after finishing putting on both sides of my shoes as I punch the air, practicing for tonight. I have to tag with this bitch bag besides me who is carefully looking at me.

"Dean! You know I love you! So I don't get why you are acting so cold towards me!" He yelled at me trying to be the victim, oh no. I gave him a sarcastic laugh as I shook my head. "You are really dumb aren't you?" I stood still facing him. He looked at me and shook his head "no." His words matches his action. I let out a breathe through my nose, which I'm sure hit his face. "Really because for you not to see why I'm acting this way you must be stupid." I spat at him and turned to walk away but he grabbed my arms pulling back to where I was and it pissed me off.

"I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!" His anger finally got set free, fully. But so did mine and you never anger a lunatic.

"YOU LEFT ME THAT NIGHT WHEN I TOLD YOU I WAS IN LOVE YOU AFTER WE FUCKED!" I screamed out watching as he looked taken back by me exploding like that. "THE NEXT DAY WHEN I SAW YOU HERE YOU WERE WITH PAIGE WITH YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND HER WAIST ACTING LIKE I DON'T EVEN EXIST OR WORK HERE!!! Hell, you never even acknowledge my existence you just passed me straight Joe! So yeah you did do something wrong." I pushed him and walked off, I saw people looking at me who was outstanding the empty dressing room which Roman is the only one in now but I don't care, I'm fucking pissed. I came back from a concussion just yesterday and he is already pissing me off. If my day isn't going horrid already I bumped into Paige, literally. She looked up at me and I rolled my eyes and walk around her to where I need to be, she could go fuck herself straight to hell and carry Roman with her too.

What made me so upset that night. It isn't the fact that he didn't say it back, but the fact that he left....or maybe both, I still don't know. He know about my childhood and my abandonment. He knows it takes a lot for me to love a person and a lot more for me to say it. So imagine how hard it must have been on me to say I'm in love with him and actually mean it. I was so vulnerable, even if he would have told me he didn't love me back, it would have been better than him just picking up his clothes which was on my hotel room floor and hurriedly existing while getting dress, ignoring my pleas. It was horrific. I cried that whole night! Shit I had barely picked myself up when I went to work only to be torn back down seeing him in that pale bitch embrace. I had to go out right after that and fight. I was off my game throughout the whole match which led to my concussion which led to me getting two weeks off. I was never so happy and pissed at the same time to have a concussion. Happy because I get to stay away from Roman and get my head back in the game but pissed because I'll be missing out on the action.

I got to the gorilla and stood there watching the current match between New Day vs Cesaro and Tyson. You don't even have to watch the screen to know when New Day is fighting you can hear the crowd chanting 'NewDay sucks' loud and clear backstage. In all honesty they are really over and the match is actually pretty good.

"Ambrose you okay?" Current divas champion, Nikki Bella asked me with her twin Brie by her side.

"Yeah, nothing I can't handle." I replied to the Twins as they send me a small smile.

"If you need anyone to talk too I'm here. Nikki here could be a blabber mouth." Brie ranted out on her sister who gasp and pushed her which made me smile. Those two will never change. "I will." I replied as they smiled and gave me a quick pat on the back as they walked off.

"Dean?" I turned to face the voice of one of my opponents next, World heavyweight champion, Seth Rollins, aka my rival on screen but best friend backstage.

"Sup?" I asked the two tone hair guy.

"Sup to you? Dean I know you aren't alright." He cut straight to business.

"Now isn't the time." I didn't deny him but I also shut him off....well tried too.

"It will never be the right time with you." He hissed at me.

"Well I want to be focused so I won't mess up the Authority's gold boy face." I tried to joke but he only send me a disappointed snarl.

"Ambrose I'm warnin-"

"Hey, you guys." Seth got cut off by Kofi who just returned from their match. I smirked happy for their distraction.

"Hey guys." I replied to them, hoping they would keep us occupied until my match start. "You guys picked up the win? Seth here distracted me." I spoke with them.

"You sure right we did! well we are going to leave, have fun out there." Big E told as they waved and walked away. Shit! Left alone with Seth. Seth smiled at me. "Now what happe-"

"Ambrose, Rollins." Tyson was the one this time to cut Seth off and I could feel his anger growing which made me smile. "Tyson, King of swing, Natalya." I greeted the three. "Oh, Ambrose have you seen Nicole and Brie?" Natalya asked for her best friends. "Yeah, they went that way." I point to show the blonde Canadian veteran where her friends went to. "Thank you Dean. See you guys later." She kissed Tyson's cheek and walked off in the direction I pointed. "Happy to have you back Ambrose." Cesaro welcomed me back as I smiled, I missed these guys. "Nice to be back Swiss superman." I joked and he laughed with us. "Well see you guys around." Tyson told as the two left. Seth was about to talk again but Kane came.

"Dean out now!" A stage manager told me as I nod and walked out acting like the lunatic I'm portrayed to be and sometimes am, the crowd loves me! Most crowds do. I entered the ring and stuck out my tongue hopping onto the ropes as the fans went crazy. I then got down and Roman's music began to play. That fucking bitch, I thought as I looked up and saw him hitting fan's hand as he made his way down. Why did I have to team with him of all people? Oh that's right! You two are best friends on screen and former Shield buddies out to get Seth, right, makes sense now. But still screw his hot ass. He got into the ring and we gave each other a bounce, can't make the crowd see we aren't on good terms. He smirked at me knowing I have to be nice to him, that bitch. He stepped by my side and I struggled not to push him away. Seth's theme song hit as him and Kane walked out. The music ever was blaring so Roman used that opportunity to speak to me. "You look good in your gear. You always look good, especially in jeans, makes your butt look even better." He told and I had to pretend like it was some game plan so I nod and smirked a bit. I wish it was him I face tonight. "Fuck you." I muttered back to him as Seth made his way into the ring as the crowd booed him while he yelled back at them. He sure did love to get hate.

He and I started the match up since we both like to fight each other. I pretend to kick him in the gut as he fell down onto the mat, selling it greatly, I then pulled up to kick him again but he punched me in the gut and then clothesline me soaking up the hate. I got up and kicked his knees as I began to beat him, I then dragged him to my corner where I tagged in Roman. I hate that his touch still gives me sparks. I climbed out the ring as I watch the two battle.

After Roman came and superman punch Kane out of the ring since he stopped me from winning the first time. I looked out at the two but when I turned around I was greeted by Seth's boot, I fell to the ground as he pinned me but I kicked out at two. Seth was arguing with the ref giving me time to regain some strength, while he was arguing I secretly tagged in Roman, Seth turned to me and kicked me again but was soon speared by Roman who pinned him an picked up the win. I stumble getting up selling the injury as our two opponents laid flat out the floor. I celebrate with Roman for a while, while his theme played hating every minute of it.

Too say I was happy when I reach backstage where I could be away from him was an understatement. I threw my vest off and walked around backstage shirtless and shoeless, just being free.

"Can I speak to you?" Roman asked appearing by my side in the catering room.

"No." I replied putting mashed potatoes on my plate.

"You do know I'm not going to leave you until you hear me out right?"

"Stop bugging me you pest. You do know I'm not going to hear you out until you stop speaking right?"

"That didn't even make sense!"

"Well it did to me."

I turned and walked to a table with my food getting ready to eat but the pest followed after me. I sat by Seth who looked up at the two of us from his phone. I choose Seth just incase I whispered anything Roman that other people doesn't need to know.

"Aw, you too back together?" Seth asked, maybe I should have picked a next seat. "Almost." Roman relied with a smirk taking a fork full of my food. I hit his hand away but he just shrug. "No. The dude is like a fucking mosquito. I can't stand him." I told taking Seth's water as the two tone guy just stared at me before dropping it. "Well I can buzz your world." Roman whispered to me and that was hot but still. I felt myself flushed a bit but I refuse to give in. "Ew." Seth reminded us of his presence making the Samoan roll his eyes. "Hey, look Paige go fuck her." I told him with bitterness fulling my voice as I looked at the pale half dress diva. "She already doesn't have on much, she is waiting for you." I continued on with my bitterness, she makes me bitter now. "Oh come on! All the divas dress like that!" Roman commented as Paige turned to our table but quickly turned away, chicken. "Um no, Tamina doesn't dress like that. At least she is classy. How is she even related to you?" I sourly asked as Rollins chuckled, earning a glare from the big dog. "Tamina is....... Okay most divas dress like that. Eva, Summer, Nikki, Brie, Layla, Emma." He listed but I choose to ignore him. "And they all look hot. You two are funny but I have to be somewhere else to be, besides two idiots." Seth took his things an left with that. I sighed and pushed away my food as I got up and walked away.

I was pulled into a locker room by Roman and I'm super shocked. "Where are we?" I asked him. He looked around taking in the finer details. "Nikki's locker room." He shrug as if it was normal. Yes, she has her own locker room. That is the perks of being a divas champion. "Won't she mind?" I tried to leave but he pulled me into him wrapping his arms around me while I snarled at him. "No, she is always in John's anyways. Plus, if she does catch us then the most she will do is ask questions." Roman told and I know he is right, she doesn't really have a problem with us. I pushed Roman away even if I do indeed miss his touch.

"I still don't want to be here." I'm not just going to give into him why can't he see that?

"Please just listen to me." Here he goes with that shit again, I rolled me eyes at him.

"There isn't anything to say." I replied.

"But there is Dean."

"Fine, I'll give you a minute. Make it worth it." I decided to give him an actually chance knowing he can't change my mind.

"Picture yourself in my shoes." He started and I laughed.

"I would have told myself I don't love him back instead of running." I honestly said what I'd do if I was him.

"Ugh, listen."

"Fine."

"Okay, picture what you will when you just finish having the best sex in your life," I blushed a bit at that but now isn't the time. "Then he all of a sudden blurted out he is in love with you?" Is he trying to make me fell bad or change my pervious answer? "I'll still tell him I don't love him instead of running away." I stuck with my answer, looking as he pinched the bridge of his nose. "Shush. Okay. Now say if you planned on telling him that you are in love with him around everyone where everyone could hear. You literally promised that to yourself. So when the guy randomly blurted it out and you won't expecting it what would you do?" My mouth was parted. He was planning on telling me? He is in love with me? Or is he just playing. "Then why were you with Paige?" I'm not going to let him think he can out smart me. He sighed "Because she was helping me on how to hold you and tell you. When you passed I literally didn't know what to do. I wanted to tell you but couldn't because you hated me, Dean I'm being 100% honest. Please." He begged as tears ran down form his beautiful grey/blue eyes. "Then why are you telling me now? With no one around?" I need to know all the facts before I make up my mind. He looked at me and smile and then wrap his arms around my waist. "Because I realize things like this should be special. It isn't an engagement where you can decided to do it in front of the world. Our first I'm love with you should be just us two and super special. Jonathan Good I'm in love with you." He told and couldn't help but smile, I can't stay mad at his stupid face for long. "You are stupid you know that right?" I teased him. He laughed and held me tighter than before and I can honestly say I miss his touch. "Only for you babe. Forgive me?" He looked into my blue eyes asking, taking my breath away. I slap his arm but before nodding. "Always." I told as we smiled before we shared a super long and passionate kiss. I miss his lips on mine. "Can you really buzz my world?" I ask him what he said to me earlier and he smirked looking at me. "You know I can." With that he began to show me.