I slowly make my way through the day, feeling very excited for what happens after school. Because I am officially going to live with the boys. When finally the last bell rings I sprint out of the school and smile when I see Louis and Harry wave at me. I run to them and standing the closest to me. ''Hey Lexi! How was your day? It's only the two of us because the rest of the boys are preparing your new room. Wanna go home to see it?'' Harry asks. I like it how he says home. Like I'm a part of their home too. Which I technically am now. I nod and grab each of their hands as we make our way to the car. ''How was school? Did you have apain? Are you feeling alright?'' Louis asks. I nod. ''It was fine, like a normal day.'' I shortly say. After a short ride we arrive at their house, and I'm nervous and excited all at once. This is gonna be my home from now on. I wipe my sweaty hands on my, well, Louis's pants and swallow once. I can do this. Louis opens the door and we walk inside. ''We're home!'' He shouts. I flinch slightly but then relax. I hear loud footsteps coming our way. The rest of the boys run in and they hug me. I smile and get lifted of the ground by them. ''Hi Lexi! Welcome home! We just finished your room. Come, we'll show it.'' Niall says excited as he puts me on my feet again. I walk upstairs with them. They stop in front of a door. "We hope you like your new room." Liam opens the door and I look inside the room. I gasp and walk in further. "You like it?" Harry chuckles. I quickly nod. "We asked Dave for help because we didn't really know what you like, but we did the rest on our own!" I smile and strike my hand over the bed. "I love it!" Everyone laughs. "There's a bathroom behind that door. It was a guest bathroom but now it's all yours." I gasp. "No way. Thank you!" I open the door to see the biggest bathroom I've ever seen.

☝🏼Her bedroom☝🏼

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🏼Her bathroom☝🏼

"We'll leave you alone so you can unpack and get some alone time, yeah? You can come downstairs whenever you like." Zayn suggests. I nod and thank them once again. They leave the room and I sigh happily. This is what I've always wanted. I open my bag and get out the picture of my family. I put it on the side table next to my bed. I finally, after two years, have a bed again. I lay on it and am amazed by it's softness and comfort. I moan softly and almost fall asleep at the spot. But I get up before I do that. I unpack the rest of my stuff and soon I'm done. I walk out of my room with Flufs in my hand and look around. I stand in a hall which has a lot of doors. The hall ends on my left, on my right are stairs. I walk down the stairs and now I'm in the hall. I know from before where the living room is. I walk in there and Louis sits on the couch while eating carrots, and Zayn, Niall and Harry are watching tv. I look at the clock hanging on the wall and see it's pretty late so I guess Liam's making dinner. I awkwardly stand in the dooropening until Niall notices me. He waves for me to come to him and I shyly do. When I'm close enough he grabs my waist and pulls me on his lap. Soon enough Liam's done making dinner and we sit down at the table. Liam gives me a stern look and I pout, putting Flufs on the couch in the living room. ''Good job, kiddo.'' He says and ruffles my hair as I sit back down. I smile, proud of myself for remembering the rule. Zayn puts some food on my plate but I push my plate away. ''I'm not hungry.'' I say. The boys share a concerned look and then Harry pushes my plate back to me. I look at him confused. What's he doing? ''If that's not gone by the time we are done, there will be consequences.'' Afraid of what he might mean I start eating. Everyone else starts eating as well. Half an hour later they are done. And I'm not. I ate around five or six bites. The boys sigh and share a look once again. Then they all leave the table except for Zayn. He sits down in front of me. I look down. ''Why don't you want to eat?'' Zayn asks. I shrug, really not wanting to have this conversation. ''I just haven't eating so much in so long. I'm really not hungry.'' I say quietly. Zayn nods. ''I get that, but you have to eat something, or else you'll never get better. I'm gonna help you eat the rest. And then we're gonna go over the rules.'' I nod softly. Zayn moves me on his lap and starts feeding me, but I really have had enough when he gives me three more bites. I move my head away when he brings the fork to my mouth once again. ''Come on Lexi. You're almost done.'' I shake my head. ''No!'' I say as I push his hand away when he brings it closer to my mouth to try again. ''Lexi, please don't make this harder.'' Zayn says sternly. He holds my arms down with one hand and brings the fork up another time. I kick my legs in protest and accidently hit Zayn. My eyes grow wide in shock. That wasn't supposed to happen. ''Fuck Lexi!'' Zayn groans as he drops the fork on the floor to hold his hurt leg. ''I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that.'' I whisper. Shit shit shit,.. Now he's mad. ''I know you are but we do not hit or kick or bite people. For that I want you to stand in the corner for ten minutes. Face the wall.'' I nod and quickly run to the corner, tears forming in my eyes. I hear movements from behind me but I had to face the wall so I don't know what's going on. It slightly scares me.

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When the ten minutes are over my face is blotchy from all the snot and crying. Zayn calls me over and I turn around to run straight in his open arms. ''It's alright, you're alright. You did so well. I'm so so proud of you.'' He places a kiss on my head and comforts me while I cry. ''I'm sorry.'' He shushes me. ''I know. It's alright. Just don't do it again.'' I nod. He lets me go and gently wipes a napkin over my face to get rid of the dirtiness. ''Do I still have to eat it?'' I ask. He nods sadly. ''Three more bites.'' I sigh and obediently eat it. He praises me afterwards and I love it. He puts my plate in the dishwasher. We walk to the livingroom where the rest of the boys are sat. I grab Flufs and hold it close. Liam motions for me to sit on his lap so I do. Liam starts talking. ''So we do have a few rules. Don't worry they're mostly just the basics.

1: Don't kick, hit or bite

2: Always tell us the truth, even if it gets you in trouble or leads to punishments. If we find out you lied to us the punishment will be even worse

3: Pick up after yourself

4: Treat other people and their property with respect

5: You eat at least three meals a day, and you eat as much as we tell you to eat

6: Bedtime is at 9:30PM on schooldays. In the weekends, we don't really care. But usually not past midnight

7: No stuffed animals allowed at the table while we are eating

You are to follow the rules. If you break a rule we will punish you. If we feel like we have to add more rules we are allowed to do that. Understood?'' I nod. ''Do you have any questions?'' Niall asks. ''What kind of punishments?'' I ask slightly scared. ''Depends on what you did. We should not have to punish you at all, but when we do it can be like, euhm.. Something you like gets taken away, corner time like before, it can actually just be anything. We're quiet creative when it comes to punishments, but if you are ever uncomfortable with anything we do just tell us, and we'll talk about it and see what we'll do to solve it.'' Zayn says. I cuddle with Zayn for the rest of the night until I have to go to bed. "Tomorrow we'll go to the store to buy everything you need." I nod. I put on my pajamas and hesitate to tell him about my night time accidents, but decide against it. He'll definitely think I'm a freak if he finds out. I brush my teeth and then Louis tucks me in. I hold Flufs close to me and whisper a goodnight to him. I feel him press a kiss to my forehead and I close my eyes. Not long later I drift off to sleep..

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