"Okay" I watch as Meredith, Nancy and Amelia come out in three different colored gowns. Meredith is in a dark purple shirt dress, Nancy is in a red dress while Amelia is in a pink dress with ruffles at the top and bottom. Today John and I are picking bridesmaid dresses and we don't have a long time since we need to get back to the hospital "I'm not really feeling the dress Amelia is in, it's just too...loud. Babe?"

"She's right" John agrees with me "very loud"

"What about the other two dresses?" Maze asks me

I stare at them "I like the red dress Nancy is in but not the dress, babe?"

John stares at them "I like the dress Meredith is in, not the color. Is there a dress with the color Meredith is in?"

Shaking his head "I'm sorry but we do have more dresses in the color Nancy us wearing"

"How are you doing Luna?" Kathleen asks me "we heard what happened-mom dying, your sister almost and you killing your self"

"I'm okay" I say, I still have to tell Richard and Meredith about Maggie. She called me and we spent two hours talking to one another.

When the girls come out again in the red colored dress that John and I like, we see three different dresses but the one I like is the one Amelia is wearing "I love the dress Amelia is wearing" it's this wine colored dress with a halter neck backless short dress "it's stunning. John?"

"I don't know" he tilts his head "it seems very short...how would you feel if the dress was longer?"

I look at it "Only if it's mermaid style" looking at the consultant "does the dress Amelia is wearing come in a mermaid style?"

Nodding his head "It does"

"Okay" nodding my head smiling as I look at John, he smiles back "then it looks like we have our bridesmaid dresses. All we need now if cake tasting and you and your groomsmen tuxes"

"Where will you two be living by the way?" Maze asks us

Oh my god "Holy fuck, she's right...we've never had sex"

John is confused "I'm confused, not about the sex part" he makes clear "I get that we haven't had sex yet" saying yet like we will do it eventually just not now "yet, but how did you get where we will be living to sex?"

"No offense Mere" I quickly say "but the house me and Meredith grew up in is basically a youth hostel, we're the only couple who hasn't had sex in that house sure you've spent the night but only to sleep. Nothing more-I mean yes I've fucked many people for years since I was twelve"

"I have" John cuts me off "many questions about that still"

"Like what?" I ask as Meredith asks "Are you sure?"

Nodding his head "Who was the first guy you've ever slept with and how old was he?"

I think about that, after like five minutes "I don't know his real name but he went by Snake"

"Snake?" He asks

"Snake?" Meredith asks, we look over at her "Wow I did not picture him to be your first choice"

"Who did you picture?" I ask

"I assumed you wanted it easy" shrugging her shoulders "not someone like...him"

"Who was this Snake?" Mia asks

"Drug dealer" we both say, they stare at us as we leave the store "turns out he sells pharmaceuticals now and he was like sixteen when we hooked up"

"Really?" Meredith asks "pharmaceuticals?"

~Time Skip~

"So you want to have sex?" John asks me as he finishes up one of his charts, I look over at him shocked "in the on call room?"

"Really?" I ask

Shrugging his shoulders "I've got no one and it would make our first time memorable"

Nodding my head, John smiles leading me to an on call room where it's empty. Once inside we lock the door and quickly get out of our clothes before heading to the bottom bunk. John is on top of me between me legs when he kisses me, one of his hands runs up and down my body sending heat throughout it.

Gasping in his mouth as John's hand go between my legs and a finger runs up and down my slit. Pumping his finger in and out of me lightly before thrusting in completely. "Oh John" I moan moving to breathe while John kisses my jaw, neck sucking and lightly grazing before taking my breast in my mouth.

John takes my other breast kneading it, tugging at my nipple lightly sending more heat to my core. Trailing kisses down to between my legs, I grab the metal frame from the bed once he licks my folds.

"Fuck" moaning before covering my mouth remembering that we are in an on call room. Using his finger he lightly puts pressure on my clit making me grip the railing harder bending it.

Moving his hand that was in my breast to my belly to hold me down when I bucked my hips motioning for more, I feel John smile as I moan again but this time his name for a long sentence.

Once John starts to lick my clit, rapidly and not slowly or anywhere he would have put pauses between each lick-nope he just laps me up like I'm the most delicious thing ever.

"Fuck" breaking the metal post with my strength when I cum, bucking my hips. John pulls away once he's completely lapped up my juices, I see him lick his lips coming up to kiss me.

"You taste so amazing" he says between kisses "like cinnamon buns" unwrapping a condom to cover himself.

Moaning as he says those words "You just know how to make a lady cum again don't you" biting my lip closing me eyes as I am in complete blood once he thrusted into me, no teasing or anything but thrusts into me.

My hands are on his back holding him close as John thrusted in and out of me. The bed rocks as he goes at a somewhat fast pace. Right, on call room and we don't know when we will be paged.

Moving my face to kiss him, my nails scrape down his back as he picked up the pace. The pressure building in me was at the limit when I came. Clenching my walls around him, arching myself into him just as he got bigger before stilling. Releasing his sperm into the condom.

We take deep breaths, light sweat covers our skin as we look at one another. "I guess it's true what they say about sex"

"What do they say?" He asks

"Sex with someone you love is one of the best kinds" he smiles brightly at that, cause he should. I love him and I can't remember a time where meaningless sex was this great. Well I can but it's not the same.

~John's POV~

After four orgasms in the on call room, then two in a supply closet me and Luna went out separate ways since her sister paged her. "Someone" Mark smiles seeing me, we are kind of friends again. It's getting back there with trust "is more chipper in his step" Derek and Burke look my way as I came over.

"Someone is" Derek closed his chart "why?"

"Let's just say Luna and I owe the Chief a new bunk bed for one of the on call rooms" Mark chuckles nodding his head.

"You two finally did it?" Burke asks "how was it?"

"The best sex of my life" I say "I now know why so many of the nurses and doctors around here from before said she was the best sex they've ever had"

"So she's a female version of Mark?" Derek asks

Nodding my head "Yeah but I know Luna waited with me, not like she was cheating or anything. She waited" for me-she slept with so many people in this hospital, around the world before having sex with me. She didn't want the time with me to be meaningless.

"Aw" Derek says "you sound like a girl"

Burke and Mark snickered at that "Laugh it up, but it's how I feel"

"Maybe if I did that with Meredith we'd be together" we look at Derek silent when he says that "what? We've moved past each other" Meredith I know has, I mean Elliot is completely in love with her and from what Luna tells me Meredith feels more with Elliot. That she truly sees a life with him, like she did with Derek but this time she knows she doesn't have to worry. Plus Luna sends her to therapy to help her with her walls that she has up, it's the same with Luna. Luna has these walls up and she goes to therapy.

"When was the last time you went out on a date?" Mark asks

"We aren't talking about me" Derek changed the topic "we're talking about my brother who has turned into a girl" so I talk about my feelings once and I'm a girl.

"How's your wedding planning coming along?" I ask Burke

"Cristina isn't like with Luna" Burke says "she doesn't want to plan a wedding but study for her exam, so it's all on me-your lucky with Luna"

"Our sisters seem to love her" Derek adds "I wonder if they would have loved Meredith after Addison and I signed the divorce papers" and I'm calling one of the sisters for Derek to talk to.