Shivaay- i want to go back to my daily routine... I'm sorry anii i know u trust me and you want be to change but it's an addiction for me .... if i don't do it i even don't know which mess i create i may hurt u ... which i can't do plzz just for tonight the past few days were very stressful....i want to forget all of this plzzz🙏 i beg of u plzzz anikaa.....i....i pro... promise i won't ask u anything apart this plzzz😭😭😭

Saying this he bursted into tears holding her hands...she couldn't bear it and hug him tightly while controlling her tears...

Anii- shivaay shuuu...... I'm here even if u hurt me I don't care but.....but.... i will never let go back to ur daily routine again! I'm sorry Shivaay i...i can't let u do this.... Shivaay look at me
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Anii- look at me....i'm here... what ever u want to do...do with but I'll never let u go on the wrong way....plzzz.

Shivaay-noo.....nooo if u get hurt because of me then i wouldn't be able to bear it.........i'm will..be violent.... just... just stay away from me!! Plz anika let me ....

Anii- shivaay y r u talking like this!!!??? I'll never leave ur side now just calm down plz🙏

Without wasting any time,she placed her soft lips on his rough lips and started sucking it softly with love,care ...he was shocked and started to respond the kiss by sucking her upper lips. After sometime they broke the kiss due to lack of oxygen . And he was engulfed in a hug by her...she was whispering sweet woods to him;
He just dig his face in the crook of her neck while slilent tears made their way and hugged her tightly his hands around her waist... while she placed soft kisses on his hairs!

After she took him on the balcony and tell him:

Anii- shivaay look at the star... everytime i feel lonely... I'm very hurt or when I'm missing my parents..i come here to see them...they r my angles who protect me and help.me in every situation...

While Shivaay keep on starring her while she continue:

Anii- just like that ur badimma & omru also is watching u , she won't be happy seeing u like that...she will be hurt... r u understand my meaning? Now be my good baby and come to sleep see I'm here and won't let u do anything wrong hmm?

Saying this she placed a soft kiss on his forehead and they went inside!

Shivaay- I'm lucky to have u in my life;...

Saying this, she made him laid on the bed...and kissed his cheeks...nose...and peck his lips...

Anii- now i sure you'll sleep..

While he laid on her lap with out saying anything. While she kept on ruffing her hairs;;;

Around 2 hours later...anika was already in a deep sleep when Shivaay wasn't.... He got up and placed her carefully and peck her forehead while saying:-

Shivaay- I'm sorry anika... I'm too addict with it even if won't do it...i need my drinks...

Saying this he went out and drove to a pub and started drinking and thinking where destiny make him stand where he got someone to love him...pamper him..take care of him. But he can't destroy her life by marrying with her she deserves better than him..

In the midnight anika wake up but didn't saw shivaay beside her...she started to search him in every corner of the house but didn't find him... ..

Then she realise that he must be at some pub ... She cursed herself for sleeping .

Merry Christmas...

Sorry for being late due to some personal reasons i won't be able to update regularly.... I'm putting the books on hold I'm really sorry......i have disappointed u ..

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