You are the strongest person i have ever met, and that is definitely not meant in a physical sense. You put up with so much. I can barely imagine the turmoil you feel. It will be at least three and a half years before I see you again. Thinking about that number, makes me cry. You're my person, and I love you. You understand me more than any person ever has or ever will. I miss you more than I've ever missed anyone and I can't wait for those three years to be over. I have friends; I do. It was tough at first, to even want to be close with other people. I had you, and I didn't want someone else to try to take the space you had in my life, because I can't let them, you still have it. Once I did, it was still hard, I kinda felt like I was betraying you. I of course, had to get over this, and it was hard when I couldn't talk to you everyday,or even when I could I didn't wanna tell you the crappy stuff that happened. But somehow, I'm over it for the most part. There are always those troubling times, those dark nights that i let myself feel it all, and I fall apart. That's not most nights though, most nights I just miss hearing your voice and seeing your face. Please, don't let this make you feel guilty. This is not your fault, and I'm not saying you should feel guilty if you don't. I actually don't know how to end this, so I'm just gonna say something that I've always known, you're my person.