POV Elsa

Slowly Jack is sliding to ground when his body relaxes. No life, no nothing. His eyes are closed and his mouth slightly opens when I gently lift his head onto my lap. I cry and let my fingers go through his wind wisped hair, his white hair strands stick from between my fingers when I petted him. Some of my tears fell onto his cheeks but his eyes didn’t even flicker.

His staff is pressing against my knees since I accidentally dropped myself onto it when I saw my Jack hurt badly. Never did I imagine losing him like this. The joy and love of my life left me, no more him trying to annoy me, mocking me and telling me that he loves me. No more him smirking to me, holding me close and kissing me. The flutter in my heart is gone, only a knife is left, twitching its blade on my heart slowly and painfully.

My lips shiver when I kiss him one last time. This time there was no frost forming on my lips surface, he didn’t answer to my kiss. With shaking hand I slowly move his hair away from his face. Silently I sob as I watch his restful expression. I took a deep breath that was really more like a series of small breaths. I just kept on breathing, my eyes closed.

Jack is gone but who to blame? Me? Everything I do eventually hurts people close to me. ‘You cannot hurt me.’ Voices started to ring in my head. ‘Trust yourself,” the voice was deep and made me feel warm inside. It was my memory of Jack. I can’t do it to him, he gave his life for me and I should cherish it as much as possible. “Hans,” I whisper angrily and lift myself up.

I watch at my hand where I made a miniature version of Hans from ice. I feel the anger growing inside of me and I make the figure explode to tiny pieces. “I will take my revenge on you, “ I hiss and clench my fist. I took a step forward and almost had a heart attack, something was holding me from my angle.

“Don’t do anything you might regret,” a weak voice was speaking to me. My heart was beating fast when I turned around, there was a hand holding me still. I fell down from amazement when I watched straight into a pair of warm brown eyes, I’ve seen those eyes before. The boy in front of me was seeming being in pain and barely I managed to see when the last hair strand turned from white to brown in front of his forehead.

“Jack?” I managed to whisper. The boy’s eyes widened, ”How do you know my name miss?” I breathed fast, it is him. It is Jack, I don’t know how but he is here! I jump to hug him as he let go from my angle. He fell to his back and I lay on top of him. I cry from joy now and squeeze him tightly.

His hand pats my back couple of times, “I don’t know what happened but you seem happy?” He chuckled and pulled me further away from him from my shoulders. He smiled happily but then he seemed shocked, “Where is the little girl!” He watched around him with terrified eyes. “What girl?” I watch him curiously.

“She is like six or something like that, her name is Elsa and -,” he speaks with panic but glances at me ,” and her hair is similar color as you have!” He starts to sit but I don’t let him stand. “She is fine, you saved her,” I sigh, “What do you remember?”

He looks at me with misbelieve. “I managed to help that girl and then I fell..to coldness,” his gaze is blurry and he watches to the ground. “Umm..you’re safe now and she is too,” he watched now me after I spoke. “Thank you for helping me,” he smirks to me gratefully. He doesn’t remember me, he just remembers me as a child. What did that curse do to him?

He rubs his head and looks at me nervously. “What?” I smile to him faintly, I still love him. All of him, his overlong hair that he always messes when he is nervous. The way he laughs and smiles. He is still the same Jack but he has forgotten me even though when I remember him. Lose the one that I love, more likely I lost the love he felt for me.

He laughs and then furrows his eyebrows. “This may sound crazy,” he whispers, “but you look like someone. You know something about the moon?” I watch him and feel confused. As he sees my reaction he quickly waves his hands in the air, “Never mind! Silly me!” He chuckles and stands up. ”I really need to get back to Rohan’s wood. Have work to do!”

“NO YOU CANT’!” I gasp and hold him from his hand. He looks at me mouth open and confused which made me laugh nervously. “Haha.. I mean I have a job for you,” I smile to him. ”What job?” He smirks to me and turns around to face me. “Umm..you can..you can..” Just figure something Elsa! People can’t see him and he might freak out besides poltergeist in wood workshop would be bad and make it’s way to headlines.

He stares at me, “I thought so.” His hand slides from my hand as he walks away. “Wait!” I yell and he stops. ”I need a new pillar bed! From wood!”  He laughs and turns around, “Those are expensive and take long time!”  

I nod to him, “Yea, yea! Just follow me to castle and I have the tools for you.” I seriously need to order some lumber though. He walked behind of me and I see how he left his staff. Maybe it will make him back? “Take that with you,” I point at the staff and he laughs to me. “What would I do with a stick?” I glance at him angrily and he picks it up. Nothing.

He followed me in silence, no trace of our normal teasing chatting. I sigh, why did it have to go like this? I lost him and got him back to lose him again? “So,” he cut the silence, “you work in castle?” He sounded cheerful. “Sort of,” I whisper to him.

POV Jack

An angel saved me from drowning. Still can’t figure out how she managed to pull me away from the pond, across the forest to that maple tree that is faraway. I glance down and see myself wearing a blue hoodie. When did she change my clothes? I blush when I watch her back, her French braid is waving from side to side.

She walked with grace but that you could expect from the people who work at castle. She must be a maid for the children of the king and queen of Arendelle. Maybe she is the one who teaches manors? I sigh as I watch her. She looks so much like the woman in my dreams. It cannot be her since those were only dreams.

She keeps peeking over her shoulder to see if I follow her still. She made me take this weird stick with me but it actually feels nice. “Staff,” I whisper to myself and see how she turns around for a moment and smiles to me. Then she turns back and her shoulders lift up before she exhales. Is she happy for some reason?

Then I watch my surroundings. It is fall, how is this possible? It was winter when I fell through ice. “Um?” I start and she hums. “H-how come it is fall now? How many months have passed?” She gasped, “Oh! Well! You experienced…umm.. Amnesia! You still lose your short time memory from time to time,” she sighed in relief. “Does my family know?” I whisper. “Yes they know, I am…sort of.. your personal, um,” She struggled in her words. “My personal caretaker?”  I watch her and she laughs nervously, “Yes, that is what I meant.”

We walk inside the courtyard and I see someone picking up some apples from a tree. “Good afternoon,” I say politely to the woman who is placing an apple to her basket. “Oh, good day mister,” she responses and I wave my hand. Then I hit myself to something.

It was the platinum haired woman, she had stopped suddenly. “You see him?” She gasped while talking to that apple picker woman who seemed as confused that I was. “Sure miss,” she said insecurely to platinum haired woman. I really need to know her name.

“You!” She pointed my chest and grabbed my hoodie’s collar, “Come!” She pulled me inside and we made our way to upstairs. She was looking behind the corners, we were sneaking around. “I thought you work here?” I exhaled as she again pulled me after her. She told me to be quiet and pushed me inside of some room. It was a bedroom.

She sighed. ”What was that!” She yelled to me and I shrug my shoulders. “Don’t know, you just acted weirdly all of a sudden,” she looked me from head to toe a couple of times. Then she shook her head which made me smile.

“May I ask your name? You already know mine,” I laughed to her. She kept on glancing at me weirdly,“I am Elsa.” Her answer made me gasp, “A-are you related to that little girl?” She shook her head and laughed nervously, “Who, me? No! No I am not!”

She exhaled, ”anyway. You sleep in this room with me.” I watched her in shock. “I am not a bed warmer!” I backed up towards the door. “No, no!” She squealed. ”I mean you can do some plans for perfect bed as you see my sleeping ways,” she smiled. “You will have own bed in the corner,” she was rubbing her shoulders and seemed nervous. “Umm.. I guess that makes.. sense?” I smirked and furrow my eyebrows. For some reason she blushed right now but at the same time her eyes were watering. What is wrong with her?

My hand went inside of the hoodies pocket. “What are these?” I pull out a snow globe and weird looking shiny gold tube. “Mine! I forgot them there!” Elsa gasps and takes them from me before I could examine them. Especially she seems happy about the snow globe.

A/N:

Jack is back! But...what the f-! He doesn't remember anything? His hair is brown again and his eyes? Speculations of what happened? :O

*spreads a bag of her favorite chocolates*

Here, take it! You deserve it guys! I feel like dementors would have attacked.. chocolates help?