TRIGGER WARNING

"T-That's not funny, Uraraka." His face grew serious.

"I'm not joking," she slowly backed out of the room, "You'll remember, it'll all come back."

"I-I don't understand-"

"You deserve to know, Deku." She turned and tried to leave, but Izuku grabbed her wrist.

She stiffened and Izuku knew that feeling of being grabbed, so he let her go.

"P-Please-"

"I-I-" She looked at his hand, "I- You-" she started to hyperventilate.

"Uraraka? Please calm down- please-"

She turned tail and sprinted out the door.

Uraraka... what was that about? He thought fearfully, What was that supposed to mean?

"That wasn't a good joke." He whispered to himself as he closed and locked the door. Is she okay?

He stayed at the door for a second, contemplating weather he should try and chase her.

He decided against it and went back to his bed. He sat down and pulled out his phone, he tapped on Yaoyorozu's contact.

"Check on Uraraka." He texted.

She texted back almost immediately, "Of course. Is something wrong?"

"I think s-" Izuku was stopped mid text when he felt an intense pain rip through his skull.

He dropped his phone and clutched his head in his hands, ripping at his hair as he screamed.

What is this?! What is this!?

He wasn't conscious of his own actions as memories that he refused to believe were real flashing in front of his mind like a horror movie.

Helping that little boy, getting punished for no reason because of it.

Scared.

Nightmares. So many NIGHTMARES.

Fear, fear, FUCKING FEAR.

His friends, getting mad at him.

Getting kidnapped.

Torture.

Kill them. Hurt the people who hurt you.

Regret, so much.

Killing Uraraka, the cold blade piecing her warm body as he stabbed her.

GUILT GUILT GUILT.

Feeling the life leave his body as he died by his own hands.

Izuku opened his eyes as the pain stopped, his scream dulled and he cried.

His body felt swollen and warm. He looked at his arms as scratches littered them.

His face felt puffy too. He'd probably been unconsciously scratching his face as-well as his arms while all the memories came back to him, He didn't even feel comfortable in his own skin.

He dug his nails into his arm, he deserved to feel pain, after everything he did.

"Stupid, piece of worthless shit! You fucking Deku!" Izuku screamed as he tried to piece his skin.

"FUCK" he screamed loudly, he went from scratching his arms to trying to rip out more of his hair, the guilt was eating him alive.

Clumps of hair littered his bed, as an idea formed in his head.

Yes.

He stopped ruthlessly attacking himself and jumped out of the bed, sprinting to the door. He swung the door open and Aoyama stood outside.

He looked a little frightened, his smile dropping lightly, "Are you feeling okay?  I heard you screaming."

"Stay the fuck away from me, I'm fucking fine." Izuku turned away coldly and made his way to the kitchen.

Aoyama stood helplessly.

Izuku turned the corner and desperately hoped that no one was around.  He was right.

The common room was basically empty.

Izuku slipped into the kitchen and made his way toward the one cabinet that would have what he needed.

~

Bakugo slumped on his bed with his arms crossed.

He was pissed.

This whole "let Deku be by himself" was bullshit.

Kirishima had tried to hang with him, but he yelled at him to leave. He wasn't in the mood.

He grabbed his phone and scrolled through the notifications. One from Kirishima, one from Kaminari, and one from Yaoyorozu.

Odd. She didn't text him usually.

He opened the message from a Kirishima first, which read, "You doing okay man?"

To which Bakugo promptly responded, "Fuck off."

He ignored Kaminari's message and went for Yaoyorozu's.

"Bakugo, I think something is going on with Uraraka. I texted Iida as well, but he's not responding."

Bakugo raised an eyebrow, it was weird that Iida wouldn't be responding. Did his phone die? Did he lose it? Whatever.

Bakugo stood up and stomped over to Uraraka's room.

He knocked angrily, "Open up!"

Yaoyorozu swung the door open, worry present on her face, "Something's not right.  Midoriya texted me to check on her, and I found her like this."

His face grew more serious and he peered inside the room. Uraraka was sitting on the floor bundled in her blanket.

Bakugo walked in and kneeled beside her, "What's she been doing?"

"Right before you came she started saying nonsense! That there was another timeline, and- and that she died!" Yaoyorozu exclaimed.

Bakugo didn't meet her eyes.

"It's crazy what she's been saying, I-". Yaoyorozu suddenly wailed as she feel to her knees.

Bakugo jolted, But he couldn't focus on her right now. Why did Deku text her?

"Round face." He growled.

"Oh my god." Bakugo heard Yaoyorozu say in the Background, but he had to tune it out.

Uraraka peeped from the blanket and squeaked when she saw Bakugo's fierce gaze.

"What did you do?" He snarled.

"I did."  She whispered.

"What the Fuck does that mean?"

"I did.  I did.  I had too."

Bakugo's panic increased, "What does that mean?"

"I told him."

Uraraka blinked and Bakugo was gone.

~

He slammed on Izuku's door with his fists, "OPEN THE FUCK UP!"

He got a chilling feeling, when he didn't hear an answer, "DEKU!" He screamed.

A few other students started coming out of their dorms as they heard all the noise, each with confusion laced on their faces.

Bakugo exploded the door with his open palm.

There Izuku was, frantically trying to open a bottle of pills. 

He was trying to overdose, trying to die.

He made eye contact with Bakugo and ripped the cap off with all of his strength, the pills flew from the bottle and scattered all over the floor.

Izuku sobbed as he tried to pick them up and stuff them into his mouth, but Bakugo had grabbed onto his arms and held him back.

Bakugo growled as he stuffed his fingers into Izuku's mouth to make him gag and vomit the pills he might have already taken.

He released Izuku from his grip as he hurled on the floor, throwing up the contents in his stomach.

Bakugo was breathing angrily as Izuku finished, he grabbed the scruff of Izuku's shirt and hauled him up.

Before he said anything to Izuku he screamed at some of the students who had been watching to go get Aizawa.

He turned to Izuku, "You Fucking idiot."

Izuku looked horrified, he was trembling like a terrified bunny that had been caught by its hunter.

Bakugo reared his fist back and punched Izuku in the face, "You dumbass. You motherfucking dumbass.  You think I'm gonna let you kill yourself a second time, huh?  You remember both timelines don't you!?" He growled.

All Izuku could do was whimper as Bakugo still held him by the shirt.

"Say something." He snarled.

Izuku opened his mouth, he tried to speak,  "I-I'm S-Sor-r-y"

"Do you understand, what the fuck you just tried to do?"

Izuku paled and his lower lip trembled, his eyes darted to the vomit and pills on the floor.

Before Bakugo could do anything Izuku's eyes rolled into the back of his head.

...my bad?