*Matt Pov*

After I send the flowers to Suahni, I started working on an important project.

Suddenly half n hour later I saw my cabin door pushed open, May I add little forcedly?

I looked up to see it is Suhani so I smiled at her but she doesn't look like she is in a mood to smile at all.

She glared at me and said "We. Need. To. Talk."

I kind of gulped but nodded and motioned her to sit infront of me.

After she sat, she looked at me and asked "What the hell is wrong with you Matt?"

"What are you talking about Babe?" I asked her confused.

"What am I talking about?! You got to be kidding me?" she said rubbing her temple.

I got up from my seat and make her stand from her. I lead her towards the couch and we both sat down.

She took a deep breath and said "Matt! What is with these flowers everyday and today you send them to the hospital?"

"I just want to tell you that I really love you Babe. I know it is hard to trust me but I am ready to wait no matter how much time." I replied.

"Love, love, love. I am getting fed up with that word hearing it every day from your mouth." She shouted at me.

"What?" I asked her not understanding.

"Until few days before you don't even believe in that word but now you are saying it like everyday these many times. What is wrong with you?" she asked me.

"Babe! I know I didn't believe it but that was because I never gave thought of it. I started thinking only about it from the day you started saying that you don't love me." I replied holding her hand.

"Matt! How can I? I mean for more than a year you have hurt me saying that you don't love me. How can I trust you again?" She asked me like she is tired.

"I know! Now I can understand how much pain you have felt when I kept on saying that I don't love you. I know I was stupid back then and I am not asking you to love me again immediately. Take your own time. I will wait if it means it will take many years." I said honestly.

That is true. I will never give up on this. She must have felt very sad after I told those words those many times.

"You don't know how much I went through that year Matt." She said after few minutes.

"Infact I do! I tried to help as much as I could." I said not thing anything.

"What? What are you talking about?" she asked shocked.

"I.. I mean you know we tapped Becks phone right. So.." I replied not looking at her.

"Oh my god! You are the one that helped me in those all situations. But I thought it is god?" she said totally confused.

I chuckled and asked "Why do you always think me as a god Babe? I still don't know."

She glared at me as her answer.

"You mean to say for whole year you heard everything and tried to keep me away from troubles." She asked as a statement not as a question.

"I wanted to come there immediately when I got to know where you were living. But I heard that you want to be there. So I backed away for your dream." I replied.

"Tell me honestly Matt, why do you love me?" she asked directly.

"I don't have correct answer for that. I just do. I mean how could I not you are amazing." I replied.

She narrowed her eyes and said "Flattery will not take you anywhere Matt. What I want to know is? You don't believe in it and that to from many years. What changed now? What made you feel that you actually love me?"

"Ok I know you deserve to know it. I am sure. I don't know what I will say will be any sensible but that's what I think. And before that I just want to let you know that I was just stupid and dumb to not believe in Love." I replied.

"Just get to the point Matt." She said.

"Yeah! You know when I first saw you, you thought I was god but I actually thought you are an angel. And the way we bantered each other god I loved it. I tried my best to make you talk like that, you know make you atleast shout at me by trying to do something or say something." I said smiling.

She just sat there stunned.

But I continued saying "I wanted to be near you so I know it is fast but I immediately asked you for date. But for one month we got problems so I couldn't come there. Trust me I remembered about you each and everyday. Then when you said you will not come I felt very bad so I forced you to come. Then we started dating. God that was amazing!"

"Go on!" she said gulping.

"I felt so happy. I mean everyday I didn't want you to stay away from me at all. Then you told me you love me and I know I would have not proposed because I was just 26years. And I thought I am not ready to get married. But my granddad asked me to and when I heard marriage your face is the only thing that came into my mind." I said.

I continued saying "Then when you were just missing, my dad said that I have to marry Divya. Which I didn't want to definitely, so I dug about your uncle and got everything by which the marriage would have cancelled. Then you came and I want to marry you at that same time. So I asked Divya to say 'No' and I said 'I do', because if I had said 'No' then we would have not been married now. Trust me I tried my best to not say them. I couldn't think anybody else with whom I can share my whole life. I want you only you."

"I can't believe it." she said shaking her head.

"When you left me I felt some air knocked out of me. I went frantic and asked no begged Becks to tell me where you are. When she didn't I had go to the measures of tapping her phone. Then when you returned, I felt alive which I didn't felt for the whole year. I know I stupidly thought those all times that Love is nothing but what I felt at each moment with you is only love. How have I been blind like that?" I said disappointing in myself.

"Matt!" she said stopping me.

But I didn't stopped and continued saying "Then when I saw you in pain, I felt so weak because I was not able to take away that pain from you. Then those days when I saw your Dad giving you longing looks and saw that you are crying everyday, which I didn't know until I heard one day. I want to take you away somewhere and hide you from all of this. Then I understood what I am feeling all this time is love, which I dumbly didn't think until then. I was jealous of Rajesh but I also know that I have nothing to think about because you are mine Sweetheart." I said holding her hand.

"Sweetheart?" she asked with tears in her eyes.

"You are that to me. And I will even call you that from now on. Lastly I just want to say that you are more important to me than any person in this world. You were always but I just didn't said it and thought particularly." I replied.

"I don't know what to say Matt. I am happy to hear all this but I also fear that one day you will wake up and think that this was just your thoughts but not reality. I can't get hurt again Matt." She said shaking her head.

"I know sweetheart but I am telling you right. I will wait for you even forever. If you don't want to tell me like never! If you will not love me at all! I would be sad but I will also understand. So I will tell you how much I love you everyday and I can't stop it." I said.

She nodded and said "I will go now."

"Stay with me." I said actually pleaded.

"I need to go. I have to go to the hospital." She said getting up.

I stood up with her and she hugged me tightly like she is assuring herself that it is true.

I hugged her and kissed her when I released her.

She smiled a little and left my cabin.

I will wait for you Sweetheart. Trust me!!!

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Woah! i can't believe i wrote all these. But i just did which is a shock from which i am still not able to come out.........

I just hope only one thing that it is not too much. Fingers crossed!!!!

Hope you like it....................

I hope everyone is happy with this. What ever you thought about Matt's behaviour..............

I added many of your comments which were ofcourse in my thoughts but i want to dedicate to all the comments i got in 38th chapter...........

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