Warnings - strong language, light smut
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I was shocked and stunned by his question unable to answer yet he didn't like waiting. He gripped my chin and slapped my cheek lightly gaining my attention once more.

"Answer me love" he said

"I don't know, he asked me to the ball" I said

"Truthfully I don't fully believe you" he said

"It's the truth Matteo" I hissed

"There goes that mouth of yours" he scoffed

He straddled me pressing his erection against my bare core and pushed down causing me to moan. He pinned my hands above my head as he rocked into me getting some of my cum on his pants.

"Shit trinity look at you" he chuckled

"Matt please, I'm telling the truth" I gasped as he flipped me over and slapped my ass hard

"Tell me princess, do you like Theo" he asked

"He's a good friend so yes" I said avoiding what he really wanted to know

He pressed against my ass causing me to whimper as he rubbed my sensitive clit.

"I'll make you cum until you forget him you know" he teased

"I'm telling you everything I swear" I whimpered

"You like him more than a friend and I can't have that" he said and slipped his fingers inside me

"Matteo please I" I began as he curled his fingers

My body worked against me as it backed into him more earning a slap to my ass. He began trailing kissed down my back and then bit into my shoulder. A mix of pleasure and pain caused my to curse and moan loudly.

"That's it tell me who you belong to" he said

"You Matteo I...fuck belong to you" I panted as I got closer to my second orgasm of the night

"Fuck trinity look at you, such a mess for me, cum princess because I won't stop until I'm satisfied and your shaking" he said

"Matty ohh Merlin don't stop I'm gonna" I moaned

I gripped the sheets and shouted into them as my mouths fell open and he removed his fingers.

"Fuck I want to feel you around my cock" he growled

"Then do it, fuck me matteo, fuck me like you fantasize about" I pleaded

"I can't" he said

I scoffed pushed him off and towards the door as much as I could.

"Get out...and go fuck yourself you arrogant self absorbed bastard" I hissed

Once he was gone I locked the door in anger and got in the shower then went to bed.
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Time skip

The week went by and by Friday I was dreading the walk towards tutoring Matteo. The idea of him pissed me off even more than prior to the sexual shit he does. Especially when I see some fucking girl on his lap in the library looking at him as if he's a god. It angered me and so much that I've become numb to the feelings I've grown around. I did now what I used to when my parents beat me, I shut it all out and moved on with life. I was going to risk my reputation to end things with Matteo but was that really what I wanted. Did I really want things to end, yes of course I had to because for my own sake and the sake of my fucking sanity. I entered the common room I still had a few hours until tutoring Matteo. I had time between classes and today I don't have many classes because it's Friday.

I have three or four on occasions on Fridays it all depends on my schedule really. But when I walked in the common room there he was again with some whore on his lap. I made eye contact and he grinned as if it mattered to me. I noticed Theo on the couch along with Tom and pansy who was engrossed in her book. I set my books beside the couch and sat on Theo's lap who might I say was surprised. I turned and straddled Theo before leaning in to whisper in his ear.

"Theo can we go to your dorm or mine" I whispered

He nodded eagerly and we headed hand in hand towards my dorm not his. The moment we entered I knew he'd want more out of this. And I didn't want to lead Theo on because Merlin knows I'm not that person. So I decided to ask about the party and trick him and Matteo into thinking we would be snogging.

"I had to well needed to speak with you" I said setting my things down on my desk

"Oh uh what is it?" He asked slightly hurt

"The party last week, you took me to the ball I thought we had a wonderful time but when I got to the party I looked for you only to find some fucking slut on your lap care to explain" I said

He stuttered before he finally found his words and they weren't kind at all.

"We aren't dating trinity, it's simple as that I asked you to the ball because I knew you'd go alone and I didn't want you to embarrass yourself, maybe I should have let you go alone is that what you wanted" he snapped

"I see then, you thought I'd be a lonely stand out, a freak like I've been all my life isn't that right Theodore" I said

He looked guilty for a split second before covering it up with the all too familiar mask.

"Yeah simple as that, it was a ploy, a game and you happened to be involved but don't worry trinity it won't happen again because Merlin knows your too good to sleep with right" he snapped

"Too good to sleep with huh, not what you thought the other day was it, but never mind that I'm just a pathetic excuse of a witch who has shitty family history that has to put on a mask that I see through every day of every week and yet here I am the pathetic girl who is too good to snog right, just a ploy, a game or a toy, but hey it's okay because I'll get over it, won't think a little on it, and everyone goes back to their day, I totally understand Theodore you made it even clearer for me, so it was nice speaking to you but I think it's time you leave" I said

Guilty eyes held mine as he held his head down low and left without a second thought. That's when I knew things had to change, I simply had to well change myself.