I hate overthinking. It leads to nowhere but bad places in the mind. I know we're going to continue that conversation but I can't stop thinking about what I want to say, and how mad I am for him saying it. "Lost" a friend, no, he didn't lose a friend, I did. He still had Claire. The fucking psychopath. Me on the other hand, only had Grace to turn to, but it's not like I chose Grace over him. At this point in my life I might. Grace has been there for me since the beginning. Until now, obviously. I should not be too hard on her though. She's just trying to live her happiest life. And I guess I should be supportive of that. I am proud of her to be honest. She moved across the world to live with her boyfriend of just a short week. That takes a lot of balls. She is never scared to take a chance. Even one as big as that. Then again, if you really think about it, they do seem perfect for each other. I look to Mark who is peacefully watching TV next to me. Are we gonna move in together soon? I don't know if I want to move as quickly as Jack and Grace are. I love Mark, I have for a long time, but are we actually going to be right for each other? For the rest of our lives? My phone ringing pulls me out of my thoughts. I check who's calling; it's Wade.

"Hey Wade, what's going on?"

"Are you with Mark? He won't answer his phone. You gotta turn on the news, now!"

"Yeah he's right next to me hold on." I turn to Mark who has a confused look on his face.  He grabs his phone and sure enough there's three missed calls from Wade. "Wade says to turn on the news." Mark grabs the remote and turns on the TV. He changes the channel to the news.

*We realize the mistake we made not putting a high enough security on the threat yes.*

It's an officer speaking to a reporter in front of the police station.

*And isn't it true, instead of sending the perpetrator to prison, you kept her in the state jail cell?*

*Yes, that is true. Again, we underestimated the level of threat of the culprit. We did not think someone of her mentality would be able to escape and take down three guards while being unarmed.*

*So you didnt think she was a threat, even though she was guilty of shooting an officer, and a civilian, while holding a group hostage as well*

Then the sherriff enters in. *Sorry we are no longer available for questions at this time.*

"No...way..." I say to Wade over the phone.

"You guys need to get somewhere safe! You know you two are exactly the two she is going to be coming for!" Wade yells.

I turn to Mark who's jaw looks like its low enough to hit the floor. He turns to me like a deer who is staring into the lights of an oncoming car. "What do we do?" He asks me. Immediately, I wish he hadn't. Knowing he is scared out of his mind enough to not have any game plan scares me.

"Any advise?" I ask Wade.

"I don't know. I'll try to think of something though. I'll text you if I think of anything."

"Thank you Wade, really thank you!" I hang up.

"Fuck!" Mark gets up and starts pacing around. "What the fuck do we do? We have to at least to go my place I have a gun it'll at least give us some defence."

"Mark, she knows where you live, there's a chance she might be there right now!"

"God Dammit!" He shouts and throws a punch at the wall which makes me jump a little. "Shiiiiiit!" He grabs his hand and plops back down next to me, continuing to rub his red hand.

"We'll be okay...right? We...we can call the cops to come guard us! They have fire arms! We could just stay here forever! We could go to Ireland with Jack and Grace even though they just left!"

"She took down. Two officers. While unarmed. I don't think the police are our best bet. She could easily find where you live cause shes a stalker, if we left for Ireland she'd just follow and then we just put Jack and Grace in danger again. There's no safe place for us. We're on our own."

"So...we have nothing...nothing to keep us safe?"

"There is one thing..." he looks at me and I already don't want to hear what he has to say. He looks scared. "We could break up..."

A/n
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