Indeed mankind, to his Lord, is ungrateful.

100:6
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" OMG OMG it's almost nine.. " Asher screaming pulling up his blanket in a hurry.

He made me awake. He has to leave at exact nine otherwise he would be counted absent for that whole day.

Alisha, " It's Okay.. go and change.. I'll make the breakfast ready. "

She stood up. I went to the kitchen with sleepy eyes. There was a lizard moving on the floor.

"EWwww it is a lizard! "I murmured.
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" Have anyone you seen my shoes? I am already too late " Asher shouting coming out from the room. As soon as he found that I was wearing them his anger has settled.

" Why are you wearing these Alisha? " flooding his arms.

I pointed with an innocent face like a kid towards that lizard who has now  crawed to the fridge.

He laughed. I smiled childishly.

Asher, "Alishay.. You're behaving like a kid.  "

I put breakfast on the table. Took off his shoes and rushed to the room.

He finished the breakfast, came to the room while I was busy on call. He just smile,  waved and left.

*Asher's pov*

She hurried to the kitchen I don't know when she returned and found my shoe. She's cute but what that small little insect an do with a five and a half feets high girl?  I literally don't know.

The thing made my morning more satisfied is when I heard her saying to her dad on call that
" I'm happy here dad, please do not worry... "

Alhumdulillah somehow my inner-conscience has contended.

*****

I reached home earlier as mom called me, she is going to her sister's place as she was not well. We all went their but mom decided to stay for some days because of her condition and their was no one to look after her .

Both of us went home. It was a cold windy night she was so quiet, I did noticed but didn't bother.

Alisha, " Shall I take the dinner out? "

Asher "Yes please. I am craving. "

On the table, I again noticed she was not even eating properly. Sitting with me but her mind is not here. I don't know what's wrong. I though everything is getting fine till morning. What happened then?

Shall I need to ask her? I don't know.

I just insisted her to eat.

Asher " Why aren't you eating? "

Alisha "Not so hungry. "
Mom isn't here so maybe Asher is trying to be mom.

I had a bit of work left to windup. I took my laptop to the room. She entered the room, checking her cell phone again and again.

I don't know is their anything wrong with me that I'm noticing too much today or something is actually wrong. I don't know when checking my emails I fall asleep on the bed.

*Alisha's pov*

Mom have been to her sister, the only one I have to spend my whole day with. Asher is always late.

I don't know why after talking to my father I'm not feeling well, he was worried about me. He was behaving in a way he never did, getting emotional that I thought he will start sobbing. Maybe he feels lonely, he is on vacations but how can I go to meet him, not even mom is here.

Life changes completely after marriage. I didn't tell that to Asher, he was already loaded with office work. I don't want to disturb.

I entered the room, found him sleeping on the bed with open laptop. I hold that shut down and here I found the most astonishing thing on his desktop there was a document folder of my name 'Alisha', I was so curious to know what is there inside this folder.

Shall I open this?  Oh let's see why he put my name to this folder?

No,  maybe it's his secret but what secret he is writing in a folder with my name? And how would I sleep if the thing will getting on my mindis what was inside this folder.

Okay!  Let's open it, I know it's not ethically not good but I need to know what's  there afterall.

I whispered closing my eyes, "he is my husband."
It's for my self-contention.

I stared towards Asher first, checking whether he is sleeping or watching me instead. He was in deep sleep.

I slowly clicked on 'Alisha' folder.

I was shocked to know it was filled with some of text files having dates mentioned it was started from the day we got married. So this is his Personal Diary which is started  writting after our wedding.

What shall I do now?  My curiosity is getting worst more and more. This is really not fair to open this without his permission.

Suddenly the message popped on the desktop saying
'10% battery left. Connect the charger. '

Okay the battery is down and I am also not feeling right to read these but what if I'll just read the last one. He have written that today, I want to know what's going in his mind these days.That's final just last text document and I will shut it down. 

I clicked on 12th November. I started reading...

'Dear Diary,  mom left to her sister today, I think I've got this as an opportunity to talk to her.Shall I talk?  May be she won't understand at first but I really hope she'll knew it's importance. I don't want to burden her neither I want to talk in front of mom. . She was not feeling right today. Her mind was somewhere , I don't know what have happened, she didn't tell me nor I asked , I didn't find it right to discuss about anything today. '

I was shocked.What he is talking about?

I shutted down , then put that on his laptop bag. 

I shouldn't have to check his diary, this is not so right. Well I will get to know this soon. He will talk as he wrote.

The whole night I spent figuring out what could be the only thing?  Then I got my answer. The only day he got shocked was when I told him I don't pray. Yes I don't so what. Am I the only? Lots of Muslims do much worse.