Kimmon's POV

I woke up with a throbbing headache, the reason being I practically had no sleep last night.  I must have been awake till the wee hours of the morning just thinking of ways to be closer to Copter.  I am willing to wait till forever until he feels the same way for me.  My only fear is that he might fall in love with someone else.  I would not know how to cope with that situation.  I could not even bear to think about it.

I knew I was running late to our promotional shoot so I quickly showered and then put on casual clothes because when I got to the location,  the staff would be providing me and the other guys P'Tae, Bas, Tee and Copter some formal suits to wear in front of the cameras.

I barely had time to eat a piece of toast and to take a few sips of coffee.  Then I quickly took a couple of pain pills from my medicine  cabinet to take care of my headache.

I knew I was going beyond the speed limit so I prayed to high heavens that I would not get stopped by a traffic officer.

When I got to the location, everyone was already there.  My manager was glaring at me so I wai'd respectfully to him and  expressed my apologies for being late.  He quickly shoved me to the dressing room and the staff helped me get changed into the formal suit assigned to me.

I quickly joined the others just as the cameras started rolling.   Copter looked dashing in his burgundy toned formal suit.  I can't even recall the colors of the other guys because my eyes were only on Copter.  He seemed to be avoiding my eyes and it pained me so.

After the shoot our manager treated us to a nearby restaurant.  I quickly made sure to sit beside Copter before Tee could claim that spot.  While we were waiting for our food to arrive, I tried to put my hand on Copter's knee but he quickly pushed it away.

Bas who was sitting next to me but had taken the seat at the head of the table so that he could see everybody's faces, must have noticed the hurt expression on my face.  He leaned towards me and whispered, "Are you okay?"

"I'm alright," I whispered back.  He put on a look on his face that said he did not believe me.  He  must have observed the small incident under the table because he started glaring at Copter.

"Don't," I said to Bas," please don't.  I'm alright.  Really."

Copter's POV

I prepared to go to our promotional shoot with the firm resolution that I would not let P'Kim sway me into falling for him.  It was just too risky for me.  I am a very emotional and sensitive person.  When I get hurt, I get hurt intensely.  I can't afford to get involved with a player like P'Kim.

Thankfully, when I reached our shooting location, he was not yet there so I had time to mentally prepare myself to meet him without weakening my resolve.

He arrived late.  Even in casual clothes he looked very attractive.  Dammit!  Why am I even entertaining this thought, I scolded myself.  I made sure to keep my eyes away from him throughout the shoot.

The shoot was a success so our manager was very pleased with our performance.  He offered to treat us all to lunch and we gladly accepted his invitation.

The waiter guided us to a table that could seat all of us.  As I chose a chair I noticed that P'Kim had quickly moved to claim the chair beside me.  I resolved to ignore him throughout the meal.  I was not prepared for his hand landing on my knee discreetly under the table.  I quickly shoved it away without even looking at him.

He leaned towards me and whispered, "Why are you ignoring me?"

"I don't think that now is the time to talk," I said, "I just want to eat my meal in peace."

He made an audible sigh.  "Okay," he said in a very hurt tone of voice.