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(Anika's pov)

It was our second last day in Amsterdam today. We had to catch flight for Goa, tomorrow early in the morning.

The past days spent here were much needed especially for me to understand my feelings, emotions. I'm glad Shivaay opened up to me that night and atleast we could clear out the differences and misunderstanding between us.

Trust me, it hurts seeing him with Ragini. But I just make myself understand saying He Isn't Meant For Me.

Right now we are visiting Amsterdam Open Air Festival. It's  an electronic music, arts and culinary festival which takes place in Gaasperpark . A collaboration between Amsterdam's hottest promoters, the festival is spread over two days of food, tunes and visual aesthetics. 

Personally, I was really excited to visit this festival.

(Glimpse of 2018 AOAF)

As soon as we reached the location, we were welcomed with loud music and people of all age chilling and having fun around.

And you know what amazing part is here? It's a two day festival where you can stay in tents for night and we had already decided we were gonna spend our last two days at this festival.

Me and girls ran inside, leaving the boys behind.

We spent hours dancing to the rock beats, singing out loud and cheering with others. We joined the carnival around and clicked lot's of selfies and pictures.

We were hell hungry, our body needed food to charge. We all walked around the food stalls, grabbing something new. Which means the food which had an interesting name , we bought that and joined others on table.

I must say, I really liked the food but some of them were just yuck! It was already past 6 in the evening.

Sun was slowly disappearing. Sky had turn into a blackish-pink color making it look more beautiful.

Now it was time for the dj night. We walked to the ground to find crowd already setting inn. I was surprised to know that whole day neither did I think about Ragini jor Shivaay even though they are with me. I was just me, enjoying my freedom and I love this feeling.

"Yo babes! Having fun?" Ragini asked while I just nodded moving with the beats.

I looked around to find Shivaay looking straight at me. I ignored him and continued to dance freely. Song changed to slow and we grabbed  partners for a dance.

Me and Abhi, Om and Gauri, Mallika and Arnav and Shivaay and Ragini. My Rudy was busy flirting with other girls at bar counter.

I winked at Om making him flush. I giggled and focused on what Abhi was telling.

It was around 1am in the midnight when we moved back to our tents. Thank god our luggage was already here. Tent was big enough for 4-5 people. We girls in one and guys in another tent.

Changing into some comfortable clothes, I walked out to the lake nearby and sat down the grass taking inn the beauty of the night.

Sleep was far away from my eyes. Girls had already slept being tired after long day.

"Aren't you sleepy?" I looked behind to see Om walking towards me and taking a seat beside.

"Nope! "

"It's so calm here." He pulled his knees to his chest.

"What are you thinking?" He asked.

"Just thinking  how time runs away so quickly. There was one time when we all would atleast meet once a day and spend some time with each other  except for exams , of course, he chuckled. And now we hardly have any time for each-other. I mean we have become so busy in our personal life that these moments together have just remained as a memory of our past."

"Every person has such phase in there life. Yes , some might have different. I completely agree to you but I want to add something more to it. We need sometime alone too for ourselves leaving behind all others to know ourselves most importantly to understand our mix emotions, to resolve our inner conflicts."

"You know Om, you are way to smart. " He laughed waving his hand in the air.

"Trust me, I know what you are talking about."

"I know it's tough for you to see the guy you loved once with all your heart is marrying someone else but that someone here is your best friend." Guess what? I still love him.

"Yes , it hurts like a bitc* but I don't understand one thing!"

"What?"

"Why is Shivaay marrying Ragini when he knows that Vikram still loves her? He said that it is an arrange mairrage but as far as I know , Shivaay is not a guy who hurts his best friend's feeling and marry his love."

Om looked hesitant to answer my question.

"It is better if you get to know it from Shivaay or Ragini itself. Anyways, it's been a tiring night and we should sleep if we wanna enjoy tomorrow's events too.

"Good night " I wished him and we parted away to our tents. He is definitely hiding something.

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Next morning, we joined yoga and Zumba sessions. Trust me it was fun, watching guys who were failing to do yoga and there Zumba was just hilarious. Me and girls couldn't stop laughing at them.

We joined music therapy where you had headphones onn with calm music flowing and rest on a single bed, closing your eyes and allow your body to  calm, feeling positive energy.

We played volleyball near the lake, it was girls vs boys and we lost by one point.

Evening was spent well and now it was time to say goodbye to festival and Amsterdam. Yes, we had to board flight by 10pm.

It was around 12-14hours journey flight from Amsterdam to Goa. Our suitcases were already packed day before yesterday and we had booked a mini bus for us.

We checked in the airport and boarded Oberoi's private jet. After good 20 minutes we took off . I looked down the window taking inn the view of whole city. I hoped to visit this city back, soon.

*Few pics from the festival*👇

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Finally we are moving to the pre wedding function track.

Are you guys excited?

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