It had taken me some time to get over my nerves -I wanted, more than anything, to have sex with JungKook but after last time I realised we were both too eager and inexperienced, we wanted it too much.

I didn't want the first time to be perfect -because nothing ever is, but I wanted to be prepared and know a bit more about what I was going to let myself in for. After all, sex, let alone gay sex wasn't something I had any experience with so I spent some time preparing for it until I felt ready to approach JungKook. As soon as I had heard that the others were going out for the evening, I had started planning. The very thought of having sex with JungKook had me writhing in lust for days beforehand so having him stand in front of me now, in his naked beauty already fulfilled a dream for me. Was all this beauty all mine? My body hummed with desire.

His nervousness was cute and I was so grateful that he, too, seemed to be aware of the speed at which we had moved last time -and that it was too fast. He was happy to let me drive although I was certain this was going to change the hotter things would get -but I wouldn't want it any other way. There was nothing that turned me on more than JungKook owning me with his hands, lips and body.

My research had opened up my eyes and I had a fairly good idea of the things I wanted to try with JungKook -if only he were willing to let me.... there was only one way to find out.

With the warm glow of Kookie's confession still in my limbs, I lost myself in our kiss. JungKook held me so tightly and kissed me so hard I thought we might be melding into one at any moment. I had never been as happy as I was right at that moment.

But the need within me was swelling beyond recognition.

"Hey, you interrupted me earlier." I said, huskily, trying to catch my breath. I pushed against JungKook's sexy, well-formed chest -which I could not stop myself touching- to get some space to breathe.

I dropped to my knees, his cock bobbing up and down directly in front of my face.

JungKook looked at me with his mouth wide open, his pink, swollen lips glistening, almost horrified.

"Wha-wha- what are you doing!?" he sounded terrified.

"What do you think I'm doing? I have wanted to taste you for so long, JungKookie..." I stared straight into his lowered eyes with my best bedroom eyes and grabbing the base of his cock, I licked his joy spot with a deep lick, spreading my tongue around him.

"OhmyfuckinggodTaehyung!" Violently, his head flicked back, and his hand flew to the side of my head, his hips buckling. His cock nodded up and down on its own, desperate for attention.

"Seriously, I am so turned on right now that I swear, I'm going to shoot my load if you even look at my cock again!" he panted.

"Hmmm...." I moaned with desire, suddenly very inspired.

I wanted to taste him so badly. His thick, veiny cock was going to feel so good inside me when he was going to shove it -deep and hard- into my hole... I wanted to delay a little longer.

I still couldn't understand how I could have all these tender feelings for him yet I wanted him with such intensity it felt a bit violent, like it was consuming me little by little until he was firmly inside me.

"Well, let's call this the first course?" I pushed JungKook against the desk and smiled at his scared face. Licking the end of his cock, I winked directly at him when his meaty shaft sunk into my stretched mouth, only just fitting. His cock was stretched to the brim, full of blood, hot and pulsing.

I always thought that giving someone a blowjob was just about giving the other person pleasure and that the person doing the sucking was just a tool, a means to an end.

As soon as I had taken JungKook's silky smooth, hot and steely cock into my mouth, I realised my mistake.

The action of licking, the wetness, the filling, the spreading, the pushing ...were all extremely erotic and all the actions that I was doing with my mouth resonated deep within me; if felt almost like he was already fucking me. I wanted him even more.

I moaned and pushed to take more of him in my mouth. I twirled my long tongue around the helmet, I licked all along the shaft, rolled my tongue around the pleasure spot.

I spat on his cock and spread the juices all along his shaft, where my mouth wouldn't reach, and made everything wet and slippery. My hands slid up and down easily over the hills and valleys of his veins.

I pulled his cock out of my mouth and strings of saliva, like silver chains, hung between it and my mouth. I looked up to JungKook and saw his eyes, entirely black and intense with desire, almost fluid with lust.

"Fuck Tae. How do you even know how to do that?!" he said breathlessly, in awe.

"Hmm..." Licking the helmet like a lolly a few more times, I looked at him and answered. "I've had plenty of practice dreaming about it... or you know, there is this thing called Google." I joked, scrunching my nose.

He groaned when I caressed his balls while circling the base of his shaft with my fingers.

"Now I need you to do as I ask, then it can be your turn to do as you please." I stared into his eyes.

His eyebrows rose, his face questioning.

I hesitated for a moment. I was worried JungKook would think badly of me because of my request. But gazing up into his eyes, I knew he would do pretty much anything I asked of him -and gladly, if it made me happy... It was one of the reasons I loved him so much.

The second I had seen it online, my guts were twisted into such a knot of need just by watching it that I knew I needed it desperately and that I wanted JungKook to be the one to give it to me. I felt very self-conscious saying it but took the plunge nonetheless:

"I want you to fuck my mouth til you come." I felt bold saying it. Finally it was out there and I could not take it back. I wanted him to do it so badly. I had wanted him to do it for so long, I had even fantasised about it.

"Eh? What? You can't mean that?" he claimed, in disbelief, searching my eyes.

I grabbed his cock and pushed my mouth on it, firmly.

"Oh fuck!" His hand still on the side of my head, I yanked it towards the top of my head. I grabbed my hair with my fingers over his. My other hand grabbed his ass and pulled so that he moved in my mouth, while his hand held my head in place.

I hummed with deep satisfaction. Fuck it felt good. I felt it everywhere, my cock throbbed double time.

Still pulling him to me, I left his fingers in my hair while my hand snuck down to pleasure him further. I circled my fingers around the base of his shaft firmly and started pushing my mouth on his cock, as deeply as possible, sucking hard, pulling him to push inside me.

A moan escaped from my mouth, onto his cock. I don't know if it was the vibrations or me expressing my pleasure, either way his cock throbbed every time I made a noise and it turned me on no end.

The harder I went, the faster JungKook breathed. I could tell he was trying hard not to come, his whole body was wound up tight like a spring. He was also holding back from fucking my mouth, despite my obvious pleas and directions.

Frustrated, I smacked his butt cheek, hard.

Immediately, he yanked my head back with a fistful of hair and glared at me, towering above me, with his cock still in my mouth. I moaned. Fuck! That, I felt everywhere.

"Seriously, Tae. I only have so much patience." He whispered from between his gritted teeth.

"Pwease...." I pleaded hardly taking his cock out of my mouth.

His hips started to move, slowly. His stare dared me to look away. No fucking way! I stared at him, focusing all of my lust into my eyes. I wanted him to feel how much I wanted this.

He kept my head in place, gripping my hair tightly and pushed in as far as his cock would go, testing the waters. I felt my eyes tear but didn't care.

I wrapped both of my hands around his shaft and mentally prepared myself, excited. I nodded.

"If you need me to stop, please pinch my thigh, OK?" He searched my eyes until I nodded my understanding.

Then he said quietly but with authority:

"Here we go. You asked for this. " His voice shook, whether with need or holding himself back, I wasn't sure. Then he began.

"I really don't think this is going to take long...." Breathless, he moved.

At first, he pulled his cock almost all the way out, the helmet spreading my lips wider before saying:

"Look at me." His voice was the deepest I had ever heard it.

Maintaining eye contact, he inched in as far as he could, then quickly he built up speed. Holding my hair tighter and tighter. I sucked him, wetting his tool with my saliva.

I felt the pressure where his cock pounding at the back of my throat directly in my cock. My hips were grinding, and I felt an intense need to be taken, to be possessed, to be filled in the most intense way possible.

His moans started to escalate, and I could tell he was almost there. His cock was full to bursting and his moans desperate, his grip in my hair tightening.

Stealthily, I rubbed my fingers on the tip of my own cock and spread the juices onto my fingers.

Right before JungKook came, I rushed moist fingers to his hole and after wetting it, I rubbed it and slid in a tip of a finger.

"HolyMotherof...!" throwing his head back violently, he came hard, spurting his juices down into my throat, making me gag.

His legs almost gave away, his semi-hard cock still pulsating deep in my mouth. I cleaned it like a good boy, licking and gently sucking it.

"Ohmygod what the fuck did you do Tae!?" so breathless, he was almost unable to speak, his eyes found mine, gazing at me in wonder.

I was licking my fingers and corners of my mouth like a cat after a bowl of milk, satisfied.

I smiled at him with my eyes twinkling.