He holds the gun against my head. I close my eyes and bang I'm dead. I know he knows that he's killing me for mercy.  And here i go. And he holds my body in his arms he didn't mean to do no harm and he holds me tight. He did it all to spare me from the awful things in life that come. And he cries and cries. 5,4,3,2,1 the gun is gone and so am i and here i go.