I kept crying on my bed and AND I saw a piece of rope

Flashbacks (things mark and mike said)

"YOUR NOTHING BUT A SIN JACQUELINE!" "YOUR a sin" "YOUR nothing" "YOUR worth a fucking penny" "you are worthless" "your are shit" "YOUR A FUCKING MISTAKE!"
End flashback

I cried as I thought these things I grabbed a piece of paper wrote a note and I grabbed the rope and got out through the window and when I was in the woods I hung the rope and had another flashback

Flashback(more stuff mike and mark said)
"Jack you are my everything" "Sean I love you" "I don't know what I would do with out you" "your more than anyone could ever offer" "your my life" "your perfection" "YOUR THE BEST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO ME!"
End flashback

Lies they told they never loved me I tried my hardest but it wasn't enough as my head went in the rope I said aloud "IM WORTHLESS IM A SIN IM A MISTAKE" I felt my body losing all air and I laid still in the rope MY body went numb I was close to death

2 weeks later
Marks prospective 
Me and mike were sitting on the couch and jack's mother was crying as the news came on "the look for mr.sean w. Mcloughlin is unsuccessful" Sam came out with something in her hands "a note?" I said and me and mike looked at it and stared at each other and we cried and we went through town and I went to the forest jack's favorite place and I saw him hung the life sucked out of him pure white skin I grabbed his body and almost fell and when mike found me I was broke in tears "j-jack" I said softly and mike touched his body and he lifted to the sky and a bright light shown from his body and he fell down in my arms again "I'm sorry" I said to myself and I cried setting him down and I cried more and his eyes light white and black rapidly changing and he stood straight up and I caught him "he's alive?" Mike asked "yeah long story short he's an angel" I said and he looked me and then at mike "hey guys whatcha doin" he said and I carried him home "YOU suicidal butch" I said laying him on the couch